Love Language
The feeling of Rendi
Soon I opened the door to my room and sure enough there were brother Rendi and mas Mario right in front of my room.
"What are you guys doing?"
I asked the two who just looked at each other.
"Remain in front of my room?"
I go back to both.
"There's nothing!"
Answer the two together almost simultaneously.
"Relatedly? jude, I'm closing the door again!"
I quickly closed the door to my room slowly.
"Wait!"
Both of them back together to stop me.
"No talking!"
"I want to talk!"
Say both at the same time, when my room door has not been completely closed tightly.
"Must now all?"
I asked both of them and again they both answered compactly.
"Yes." Yeah."Reply both.
"Well, we're talking three to be fair!"
My proposal to both.
"No need to talk to you two!"
Mario passed by leaving us for his room.
Me and brother Rendi are now on the back porch, while looking at the park that is not so spacious but looks beautiful even though now mama has not much time to take care of him since grandma is sick.
"What do you want to talk about?"
I asked Rendi after we sat comfortably.
"About Rosa!"
Reply slowly.
I asked with curiosity.
"I'm so concerned to see how things are now,although we have been ex but during our courtship he always understood me while I was often indifferent as if indifferent and often ignored him just for the selfishness of my own feelings."
"So all this time you never loved Brother Rosa!"
Rendi shook her head then lowered her face.
"I'm really stupid! all this time I've been wasting her loving me so much.When the person I love and love just think I'm no more than a brother."
"Yeah, I'm sorry!"
"You don't get the wrong deck, the wrong brother.Sister's heart is blinded by selfishness."
"Then what will you do?"
"Rosa's last wish is to be with me, but with her present circumstances......"
"Why? sis Rosa deserves to be happy in the rest of her life, sis.Memudang human age only God knows, but not all this time brother Rosa so care and also so love brother!"
"I'm not sure if what I'm feeling right now is pity or any other feeling toward him."
"Son, ask for guidance, God willing my brother will get the best answer."
"Huh! you really are also deck.Are you also doing the same thing when it comes to receiving a proposal from the Rio family?"
I just smiled and then fell silent to recall when I prostrated myself in the third night to perform the Istikharah sunnah,to ask for guidance to Allah SWT when in the midst of doubt in making a choice at that time.Although in fact I am still not so sure after carrying it out,but when in the middle of the event when I had to answer to refuse or accept the proposal in fact calmly and smoothly I said my words when it was like someone directed me to answer 'Yes'.
'Tin!'
The sound of incoming chatter from my hape reads.
Immediately I swipe the screen on my phone to immediately open a message that masu, it turns out from 'pak Mario'.
'Sorry for that, I have no intention of doing anything inappropriate for you!'
I just read the message and I don't reply, because I'm still busy chatting with Rendi's sister.
'You angry?'
Message back in from Mario.
I still ignore it, only I open it and read it at a glance.
'I'm home!'
'yeah.'My reply was short, without caring about it because I was still very upset with him.
SERIATE.....