Love of an Actor
love of an actor

Nindi my name is,.!I was born into a poor family that lived in poverty,I'm the eldest of 4 brothers.working in a cafe makes me always come home late at night.although people around my house always underestimate my work what can be done because I'm the one who beat the lives of my sisters and mother I could say the backbone of the family.Its irresponsible father every home always smells of alcohol.

"santi..santi..bukan door dear"dad yelled while banging on the door."definitely father drank alcohol again ma'am" said my little brother no 2.mother just fell silent not to reply to my sister's words," just open the door let me come in and rest"maybe because I'm tired of fighting with my dad, if fighting can't change things.

my sister's no 2 High School, which is no 3 Junior High School, which is no 4 Elementary School, that's what makes me spin the brain and find a way how to meet their needs.even though having come home late at night is not enough to meet our lives.

I have to work overtime every day to meet the needs of our family life.Something when the cafe guest comes a man - a man basket yes is a special guest in this cafe.he wants to be accompanied by Nindi at night here,"That's lekong want to be cemented lu tu, just drink aj ko, klo lo pinter ngerayu you must have come home with a lot of money tonight, he said,kanya you need money to pay SSP your sisters, have been working tuh" Pinkan said, taking a long sigh Nindi also walked towards the lekong.

finally Nindi finished the middle-aged man's nemenin." You said I just nemenin he drank, crazy you"laugh Nindi while angry with Pinkan senasip friend Nindi "ha.ha.ha.ha..held-hold the little, reasonable kiss is tp delicious do lo dapet money tonight if waiting for the payday is long time.

tok..tok.tok.."mother Nindi came home"mother opened the door for Nindi."you came home late at night Nak" wondered mother a little anxious"yes ma'am there was overtime in the last minute.bu I have a little money for sister pay SPP"Nindi handed the money to mother."money from where you want it not payday" asked the mother in wonder "I borrow the money, I'll pay the paycheck first.

sighing Nindi still imagines what he did earlier.During a year working in the cafe he has never done such mischief.rasa want to quit the job but how is it possible while I still need a job that, Nindi thought while pensive in silence.Nindi finally fell into a deep sleep.

the sun was shining on Nindi's eyes that were still closed enjoying a little sleep in tired, the sisters were busy leaving school while Nindi just woke up"mother deliberately did not wake you because she saw you were fast asleep at all"said mother"yes yesterday a lot of work at the ma'am cafe" while yawning Nindi go to the kitchen to eat and drink.."My stomach is hungry,! ma'am today I'm off, after eating to sleep again, ma'am sorry today I can't help you wash"smile Nindi with a sweet look" yes papa ga nak trimakasi you already want to help mom pay SPP your sister,"say mother sincerely"I was already big bu so obligated to help mom"cengir Nindi.

morning passed Nindi still enjoying her day off at home even though just relaxing."Nin took a shower first"mother called Nindi to take a shower.Nindi also went to take a shower to see no soap, toothpaste, shampoo, and so on,finally Nindi went to sanity for a moment, when she was told Nindi heard the gossip of mothers who accused Nindi as an actor., but Nindi did not want to take a headache.Nindi rushed home and took a shower.

the next day back to work busy again with the bustle in the cafe.Dad Nindi came to the cafe with a woman who wanted to be reunited with a rich man with a striped nose.Nindi hiding "Pinkan if nyariin's father said I'd take a leave of absence ok"whispers with Pinkan"ready" by giving a thumbs up Pinkan pretend not to know and return to work, Nindi hid because she was afraid to be offered/sold with a striped man by his father.Great body, white skin and a beautiful face that makes many men crazy about him.

Nindi came home late at night and just came out of the cafe saying hello" hai Nindi"a handsome, high-postured man who drives a fancy car greeting her, "come home with me yu,"with a cynical look, with a sinister look,just got to know already ngajak go home together think Nindi,"calm I'm not bit ko introduce me Prasetio can call Pras or Tio"I cafe visitors who often pay attention to you, can be said your fans"smilingly looking at Nindi."basas a striped-nose man" muttered Nindi in his heart.finally Nindi agreed to Pras' invitation, they told him all the way,

until home, Nindi did not invite Pras to stop by the house, Pras said goodbye and went straight home. Pras often passes the Nindi cafe every once in a while Pras stops by the cafe because the existence of the cafe is quite close to the office Pras works .Pras is a married man who admires the beautiful face of Nindi, but Nindi does not know Pras has married.

the next day Pras took Nindi on a walk Pras spent Nindi the things he liked.karna Pras was comfortable with Nindi pras declaring love without a second thought"Nin I like you, I love you, I'm comfortable walking with you"you want to be my girlfriend"karna Nindi was happy at Pras today Nindi also accepted." we go ahead aj ya" said Nindi with a smile.

throughout the day Pras spent holidays with Nindi, Pras came home. Pras' wife asked "your gold from where this is a holiday, usually your holiday there is durumah," asked Pras' wife. maybe Pras feels lonely because his household has been 10 years blum also uniqueness of a child."look for pleasure outside the house mulu deserted, you will be busy with your arisan mothers"pras replied cynically.Istri Pras just speechless."ga usual mas Pras out of the house on holidays"suspected his wife finally he checked her husband's clothes.Baju Mas Pras smell of women's perfume.

tomorrow Aini Pras' wife starts investigating her husband's different glagat lately.hours home from work Pras .Aini was waiting at work Pras by hiding Aini followed Pras from behind.It's really just after work Pras did not go home directly.Pras waiting for someone in front of the cafe,not long after Nindi was out of the cafe they agreed to go to Mol there was something Pras wanted to buy for Nindi.Aini was still waiting for the right moment to prove everything.

so this is what you've been doing lately mas"the basis of your behavior makes the wives anxious"Aini's handprints drifted to Nindi's cheek"Pras immediately pulled Aini back to the car.Nindi looked down embarrassed while crying he ran away leaving the mole place that did not make him comfortable on this day.

Nindi did not go home immediately, she sat in the garden crying.she did not want to go home in a state of crying thought she must be sad mother if she saw me crying.once Nindi wiped her tears "why do I cry I did not become an actor, many people who call me an actor.Thinking like that made Nindi stop in tears.he wiped his tears and rushed home.

the next day Nindi went back to work and had to forget about yesterday's events, there was still something I had to live with, "I had to be tough, my family had to be my encouragement" said Nindi.sore that Pras came back to the cafe," what you're here for isn't it all clear, I don't want to see your face again, your actions were enough to embarrass me yesterday" Nindi said angrily."Nin forgive me, yesterday I had a big fight with my wife, I did not like her, she could not give me offspring,"that is not a good reason for you to have an affair.Nindi left pras.

the problem with Pras is over, Pras no longer chases me, Pras' wife is pregnant with her first child, Pras,Nindi also widened her life quietly without terror.Dad Nindi did not come home for one week today Nindi came home from work rather quickly to find the whereabouts of the father, Nindi went with her sister, Nindi,the beginning of the search Nindi looking at the place where the father's friend who used to ride the father sleep if the father did not go home, not the father's friend did not know the existence of the father.

Nindi and her family began to worry about the existence of the father who knew where, the next day, the father's friend told the father was in prison because of the theft of an empty house in a drunken state.Mom was crying hearing of the state of the father, and the mother was crying,we hurry to my father's place now, my sick father in prison my mother cries when she visits him.

"Santi.I leave the children, I'm sorry I can't be a good father, the father advised to be a good child,"we all cried, we all cried,I've never had a message like this, with sobbing we go home leaving father alone."our father came home first tomorrow Nindi came here again to visit father, I'm sure,tomorrow Nindi payday well later Nindi bring father's favorite food.while smiling Nindi leave father.

before leaving for work Nindi and mother took the time to visit father again by bringing rice bakar and martabak terelor favorite father, father ate with a gluttonous bribed mother" healthy well here let me go home quickly"let us get back together, please,.

Nindi also returned to work, forced herself to be comfortable with her work, the color of increasing needs, not long after Nindi got word from her father's friend that critical illness and was taken to a special hospital of prisoners, Nindi, Nindi,his mother and sisters immediately rushed to the hospital where he is now, heart mixed with whatever was on my mind, I was upset, troubled, scared, my mother could only cry,.

after arriving at the hospital I got word of my father died, my legs were limp shaking, I was crying so much,"Dad..Yeah.Yeah, yelling Nindi, don't leave Nindi well, Nindi please wake up well,,,, dad,,well"as Nindi's energy awakens her father, it's all free father is gone Nindi can only resign all to the creator, sister Nindi hugged Nindi while crying I have to be patient, I have to be patient,I had to stand up and stop my crying.

mom kept hugging me and my sisters dad finished being buried even though dad never left a bad impression on us but dad was still a figure who filled our happiness when we were little. many wonderful stories with my dad.

in the morning, with eyes still moist Nindi had to go back to work to resume her life again.Pink hugging Nindi with a warm embrace that calms, "patience ya you have to be tough, geeky can be whiny"Let the best friend who is always faithful to hear the curses of Nindi,.

after getting tired of covering Nindi's body after work, Nindi rest at home, still feel the quiet atmosphere of the house, Lawa, Sendau-gurau and the carelessness of my sisters blum visible, we still feel the loss of a father, days increasingly changing, and more,

finally my sister number 2, Tito his name, today Tito celebrated graduation at his school I'm glad Tito got the best grades in the school big companies are waiting for him, he said,he no longer needs to bother looking for a job.Tito accepted work in a big factory., Tito wants to pursue his dream of becoming a businessman, he continued his studies at a university."doa'in Tito ya bu, let tito achieve Tito's ideals, Tito,so that you can raise the family's degree."while stroking Tito's head, "yes my mother always prays for you all to be dignified people like your father ordered yesterday".