Love Only
CCC - Chapter 88

Feli came out of Emily's nursery with limp legs and a raging feeling in her chest.. His confidence level to be with Aldin is too high apparently to make him laugh at his own stupidity..

"Basic fool!!" Feli cursed at his own stupidity... He ran to the bathroom to cry as much as he could, realizing that he could not show his frail side in front of everyone.. But a call from Aldin makes him have to adjust his breath to look fine..

"Yes Sir..."

"You call me Master again hemm?? You where?? I'm waiting for you in Jasmine's nursery..."

"Because you are the Good Lord who saved me... Soon I'll catch up with you, I still have business in the lab... If you're in a hurry, you go home first..."

"I'll be waiting for you.."

"Well, if so..."

Feli ended his call and immediately went to the laboratory, he underwent a bone marrow match test with Emily because there had been no donor who matched Emily... After the sample was taken, Feli met Aldin in Jasmine's ward

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Feli saw such a beautiful sight as Darren fed Jasmine lovingly... It seemed like their relationship had improved since both of them were both throwing smiles at each other..

"You've come in. Come in.." pinta Jasmine..

"Did you feel better Jasmine???"

"Yeah.luckily there was you.. You know, Feli, since my brother couldn't wait for you.. He was pacing around like an iron and couldn't sit like he was suffering from ambeyen..." Jasmine was mocking Aldin at this time but Aldin was just grinning because the one who had been waiting for had appeared...

"Could that really??" Feli asked Aldin but Aldin only shuddered his shoulders...

"Jasmine, I'm a little unwell.. I need a break like that, I'll go home first huh... Hope you get better soon..."

"Oh yeah, you look pale and limp Fel.. Are you okay??" Jasmine's worried..

"I'm fine, just sleep deprivation..." Feli tried to convince when his heart was not okay.. After saying goodbye, Feli walked out followed by Aldin, all the way to the parking lot he just bowed lethargic not excited.. Aldin noticed it but he was still waiting for the right time to ask.. After getting into the car the two were still silent..

"What about your day, Feli?? Is something bothering you?" aldin asked to open the conversation, Feli who had just leaned his head immediately turned to Aldin..

"Why would you marry me??" feli with a sharp look...

"I-i.that's.emmm.. Why are you suddenly asking this hemm??"

"Jawab only Sir! Why???" Feli raised his tone...

"Very important!!"

"For what??" Aldin scrunched his forehead..

"To take a stand whether I should stay or go." Feli's eyes turned red, with all his might holding back his tears from falling...

"Aren't you the one who asked to get married?? You forgot??" Aldin was upset.

"Really because of that?? Or is there anything else, sir??? Okay, I asked you to marry me because I didn't want to give my body to someone who didn't have the right to touch me... I know you redeemed me from that striped-nose guy for a very expensive price, sir... At first I thought you only wanted my body but it wasn't.... Can you tell me with your mouth that I didn't misunderstand falling in love with you???? I also have the heart of Master and foolishly my heart chooses you... If you want to say everything from the beginning, I will do all the things that are the main purpose of the Master without the need to involve the heart... I'm too stupid for your love affairs and I hope you don't take advantage of that!!" Feli's breath was hunting, his chest felt so tight..

"Feli. calm yourself down.." Aldin tried to cupping Feli's face but Feli quickly threw away his face..

"Say Sir.. Tell me even if it hurts me..." Feli's tears are unstoppable now...

"Listen to me...We'll talk when you calm down, Feli..." Aldin starts his car engine and takes Feli home to his apartment... Feli no longer opened his mouth to answer the words of Aldin even he did not look at Aldin's face in the slightest.. Aldin also thought of Feli's words, he felt sad and guilty for Feli..

Arriving at the apartment, Feli immediately went into the bathroom and soaked his body in a bath for an hour.. Aldin waited for him with anxiety, he was afraid that Feli was reckless until Aldin finally knocked on the bathroom door but Feli did not respond... Aldin panicked and immediately searched for a spare key and opened the bathroom door.. As soon as the door opened Aldin saw Feli in front of him was complete with his pajamas, Feli walked out and laid his body on the living room sofa.. He didn't want to sleep in one bed with Aldin.. Without a smile, without a word Feli did not say hello to Aldin made Aldin's heart throb pain..

"Sleep inside.. Let me sleep here." said Aldin softly..

"No thanks sir, I just hitchhiked and I know myself enough" Feli replied without looking at Aldin in the slightest...

"Feli.." said Aldin..

"If there's nothing to talk about, you better get some rest.. Prepare yourself Sir for what you are fighting for... Good night.."

Aldin turned around Feli's body and made Feli look at him.. As he wished, Feli looked at him... Aldin doesn't seem to know Feli... "Why are you really??" aldin asked while gripping Feli's shoulder..

"You why, sir?? Why are you such a coward, hemm???"

"Coward??" Aldin squinted his eyes...

"Emily." answered Feli who could not make Aldin speechless.. Aldin kept his body away from Feli and Feli went back to sleep on Aldin's back.. He did not want to cry when he was seen by Aldin.. Aldin looked at Feli in disbelief... What else would he say to the girl..

The two did not sleep overnight, they dissolved in their own thoughts and feelings. Until the morning the two also did not greet each other... Feli left for the hospital early in the morning after getting a notification on his phone... He left Aldin with a bottle of his drink in his room, he just glanced at it without intending to say goodbye... He was just afraid he could not control himself if he re-opened his voice...

Aldin also did not let go of his gaze from the view on his balcony.. He realized that he had been unfair all this time to Feli.. He remembers all of Feli's words and justifies that he is a coward..

"I'm sorry Feli.." said Aldin as he sipped his drink...