Love Should Not Have
Episode 132

"Finally we become sister, yes, I will take care of you until we grow up" said Salma.

"Thank you, sister, you want to share your papa with me" Natasya said.

Syam is grateful for what he got right now, it turns out the choice is not wrong, Natasha and Salma can love each other and Ayu can love Salma.

"May this be a good start for all of us, may Ayu indeed be the right choice to be a substitute for Indri," said Syam when he saw the children hugging Ayu.

"Later next week I will meet your parents to propose officially with your mother's father, all of course our wedding day" said Syam.

Ayu endlessly smiled happy with what was up to Sham.

"It's not a dream, is it? I'm not wrong to hear you say rich gini, you're seriously proposing to me?" said Ayu felt disbelief in what happened.

Salma invites Natasya to Salma's room because Salma deliberately bought a lot of snacks to eat with Natasya.

"This is not Yu's dream, I'm serious. Just so you can love Salma I can learn to love you" said Syam.

"So this is all for Salma's sake and Salma's will isn't it really you?" tanya Ayu was annoyed by the statement from Sham.

"It's not Yu, it's all I want. I just wanted to see Salma happy, she never felt the affection of her mother. Salma only wants you to be her mother, if you don't want it yes it's nothing I won't make you," said Syam explained the reality.

Ayu could only be silent digesting every word that Syam until right, Ayu felt confused to answer what.

"I just want the best for Salma, initially Salma did not want me to be able to marry you but I still think Salma's happiness. If you can be the best for Salma I can learn to love you" Syam continued.

"So all he did was for the sake of Salma the little man, you were the same as Salma until you wanted to sacrifice your heart and your feelings. Now what am I supposed to do? Whether I continue to marry Sham or I have to retreat and forget my dream to get Sham and live with Sham," said Ayu.

"If you really think I could be the best for you and Salma, I would be happy to be a wife and mother to Salma. But if you can be the best for Natasha, you can be fair to share the affection between Salma and Natasha seeing you as dear as Salma" said Ayu.

"God willing I can, for my children I will do anything to make them happy. Sure your heart is ready to be my wife with what is my reason for marrying you. I promise I'll learn to love you Yu, make me fall in love with you" Sham said.

"Yes, I want sham. I'm sure you can fall in love with me and I'm sure you'll wash over me, hehehe," said Ayu smiling happily.

"Thank you Yu, you can wait for me, but" said Sham holding Ayu's hand tightly.

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After all the heart-to-heart chatter between Sham and Ayu from noon to afternoon, Sham revealed what he wanted and so did Ayu.

A deal was made and a promise was made between Sham and Ayu.

"Do you want to sleep in a hotel what sleeps here Yu?" ask Sham.

"At the hotel aja kaya, not good with neighbors. We are not officially married but sleep has been one roof even though it is not one room but still the view of people must be different," replied Ayu.

"Yam, so when do you want to come to my parents to officially propose to me? Let me tell both my parents" asked Ayu past and assured.

"Saturday I will definitely go to Bandung, to your parents' house" replied Syam.

"Oh yeah if next month we get married how, you want to?" ask Sham.

"What is not too fast Sham, a month to prepare for marriage is not easy Sham," replied Ayu astonished.

"Kok so Syam who do get married?" inner Ayu.

"When I married Indri, everything was ready in a short time. Time a week but it can be enough to prepare everything, what else this month must be more than enough," said Syam.

"Kok so on appeal right, before me," Ayu's mind.

"I don't want to be long because if too long later like ga so, according to experience anyway," said Syam.

"Oh that's an experience which is true" asked Ayu with a meaningful smile.

"Nih I tell you, I used to date Sandra for 4 years already until fiancee and almost married but fate said another. We are in the destiny to remain a brother not a husband and wife because Sandra is the sister of sister Mila," said Syam told a brief story about his past.

"Oh so that's the reason you don't want to be in a relationship for long, he wants to get married immediately. What if I'm not what you expect, right?" ask Ayu.

"There is still a chance to be able to change, if it still can not change it is left, do not ever have a word of regret because regret always comes late and will not be useful in the future," sham.

The chat continues, Ayu is happy to know the past of Syam and know Syam further.

Ayu also suffered from her past, the journey from dating to marriage until finally choosing to separate from her husband and choose to survive with her solitude to grow up Natasha alone without a companion to life.

The business that was pioneered by Ayu since the beginning of the divorce until finally Ayu opened a distro store, even though only 1 store but enough for Natasha's education savings and meet Natasha's needs.

"I only ask you one thing if we're married. I ask you, never say anything about the origin of Salma. However Salma is my son, I love him more than anything I have" Sham said.

"Yes, I won't say anything about Salma's origin. I promise," said Ayu.