Love Should Not Have
Episode 139's

"How do you feel after meeting Sham?" ask mother.

"What do you mean my feelings? If what I used to throw away but what I now consider is only a brother of brother Doni aja ga ga more but if in the hospital yes doctors and patients ga more," sandra explained it.

"You sure kid's what you said, right?" ask mother.

"Ish this mother, I'm sure. Now there is Ryan who is always there for me, he loves me more," Sandra said.

"Why did you two just come here?" asked mom to keep insinuating Sandra.

"I told you, Ryan has another seminar out of town. Than I was alone at home so I took a leave of absence and came here to see my mother" Sandra replied.

"Yes, I believe, we have rested the night. You must also cape will travel far, bring your own car again. Don't forget the kids told me to go to bed too" said the mother standing up from her seat and walking away Sandra's death.

"Yes ma'am" said Sandra briefly to stand up from her seat and come to the children to tell them to sleep.

"These kids are late, brother is just as good as sleeping huh. El also wants to sleep, tomorrow morning we jog around the complex. Who wants to come?" sandra said to call for tomorrow.

"I want a aunt" said the brother with passion.

"Ade also wants," said adek more spirit than brother.

"El also want mama, later mama wake up El yes," said El.

"Dear, now we go to sleep so that tomorrow there is no bad luck waking up," said Sandra.

"OK ready boss," said El Rumi.

Sandra and El go into Sandra's room, while the 2 children of Mila sleep in Mila's room when Mila was a girl.

Seeing El was asleep, Sandra who was not sleepy and could not sleep could only daydream about something in the past.

Remembering the words of the mother, Sandra continued to think about Syam which Sandra knew the intention of Syam to Bandung to propose to Ayu.

As hard as Sandra's heart denied it, in the depths of Sandra's heart the deepest still there is a Sham who had stopped and lasted a long time filled the heart and days of Sandra.

"Although you are not my first love but you are my first girlfriend Sham, until now I have not been able to forget you completely. You were the first to make me happy with the feeling you gave me and you were the first to wound my heart, until I didn't know my direction and purpose. All I go to is a sense of loneliness when I'm alone and your shadow is always in every daydream," Sandra said.

Sandra realized from her daydream when her phone got a notification of incoming messages.

Derrt..

Sandra picked up her phone and saw who was texting her.

💌You've been sleeping, baby?

A chat from Ryan that Sandra has been talking about since noon.

💌Not yet, I can't sleep. You just finished the seminar?

💌Iya, I just arrived at the hotel and just finished taking a shower as well. El's asleep yet?

💌Udah from earlier.

💌Lusa I followed you to mother's house yes all pick you up with El. love u mama.

💌OK I wait, the spirit yes seminar

After sharing the news with Ryan, Sandra keeps her phone back and tries to close her eyes.

Back Sandra's phone received an incoming message but this time not from Ryan but from Syam, Sandra took her phone and opened a chat from Syam by using Salma's phone.

💌Sandra, I know you're at your mother's house but why don't you want to see me?

💌Sorry Syam not that I don't want to see you but my son does not want to stay, you just come here because it was not intentionally to meet me. And I know from Salma you went to Bandung to propose to a woman named Ayu.

💌I just wanted to say thank you to you for taking care of me while I was in the hospital but why don't you want me to pay for your services as a doctor?

💌It's okay I did it on the basis of humanity.

💌Not because of your promise that you once said, you will take care of me until I am healthy again as usual if I am sick.

💌That's the past of Syam, don't talk about it anymore. We let go of each other and let go of each other.

💌San, I let you go does not mean I want you to be married and happy with others. I still wish you could go back to me San, and this feeling is still the same as my old taste.

"Don't be like this Sham, the more you uncover the sense that there was the more I was tormented and hurt," inward Sandra read the contents of the last chat from Syam made Sandra shed tears and Sandra did not want to reply to the last chat from Syam.

Sandra dissolved in her sadness until Sandra fell asleep.

Sandra awoke as the Adhan reverberated, and Sandra got up from her bed and prepared for the morning prayers.

At 5:45 the children of Mila had knocked on Sandra's door to make sure Sandra was up and took her for a morning jog.

After all preparing, the morning jog began. El and the 2 children Mila jogging in front of Sandra passed every house in the housing complex.

"Our mama rest first yes, El cape," said El complaining to the mother.

"Yes we have a rest in the front garden, let it be shady too," asked Sandra.

They reached the park and sat down with feet.

"I take a drink first to the house of aunty," said the eldest son Mila.

"Dear, if you don't bother. Aunty asked for help to bring you guys, yes" said Sandra.

"Yes aunty" he answered briefly and went straight to his house.

Not until 5 minutes the firstborn arrived at the home of his parents.

"Hi grandma, where's mama?" ask the firstborn.

"There's in the kitchen, son" said the mother.

The firstborn immediately went to find the mother in the kitchen.

"Mama, I want 2 bottles of water to drink dong," the elder said.

"What do you do, son?" ask Mila.

"For adek and aunty Sandra, we again jog around the complex and again rest in the front garden so I go home first take a drink," said the eldest told a short story.

Without asking much more, Mila immediately gave 2 bottles of water to carry her firstborn and the firstborn immediately went outside the house without meeting with Salma.