Love Story (The Series)
Chapter 7's

...My Love Story...

This afternoon as usual I always look at the sky I always adore and praise the beauty of the afternoon sky, I like it most when I see there is a flying kite and there is a seagull. They look amazing to me this afternoon. I don't know why I always think when dad, whether he's coming home or not, my dad works at a restaurant as a chef, he's a chef, he only comes home once a month because his workplace is so far away and I'm home alone. My mother died a year ago.

I accidentally found a photo, at first I didn't know who it was after I was examined it turned out it was a photo of my brother who had died named Cessie. I miss him so much, I love him so much why he could leave me alone, somehow I feel lonely at home fortunately there is my cat who accompanies me and now I feel happy because now Coky can be my new friend and accompany me every day when I am difficult and happy. Although sometimes Coky is very annoying because he does not like bathing, fortunately he is used to Coky now so like to shower.

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This afternoon as usual I always look at the sky I always adore and praise the beauty of the afternoon sky, I like it most when I see there is a flying kite and there is a seagull. They look amazing to me this afternoon. I don't know why I always think when dad, whether he's coming home or not, my dad works at a restaurant as a chef, he's a chef, he only comes home once a month because his workplace is so far away and I'm home alone. My mother died a year ago.

I accidentally found a photo, at first I didn't know who it was after I was examined it turned out it was a photo of my brother who had died named Cessie. I miss him so much, I love him so much why he could leave me alone, somehow I feel lonely at home fortunately there is my cat who accompanies me and now I feel happy because now Coky can be my new friend and accompany me every day when I am difficult and happy. Although sometimes Coky is very annoying because he does not like bathing, fortunately he is used to Coky now so like to shower.

When the rain fell the sun disappeared so mute the dawn at that time, I did not meet the idol of the heart, even though the sky turned blue and threw away against the smile that morning. The silent and sinking vanish in the darkness of the clouds, I could not understand what the sun was talking about whispering in the green branches of the trees that were now raining. The rain then soaked me, wanting to run from the bitter reality that happened even though I did not visit him who later could give meaning to happiness in the soul.

I pondered and cried, I wished the rain had stopped because I had been waiting to go home so that I would not get wet. I still think about what Gilang said when we were at school he said something I didn't expect. At that time he wanted to give a letter to Dara my best friend and classmate, I do not know what the contents of the letter I was just a part between Gilang and Dara relationship. My two best friends who they were in a drunk romance, either I was actually lazy to be between the two of them but want to how else.

I also feel like getting a lover but my look is fitting, while Dara she became an idol in school because she was very beautiful and smart while Gilang who at first turned out she only considered me her friend. I honestly feel sad about Gilang's treatment of me he always confided in me about Dara, as well as Dara always confided about Gilang yes I was only as an intermediary between the two of them.

That afternoon I rode a bicycle by myself near my home complex, the complex is still cool and there is a park nearby there is also a small lake like a place to play. I really like to play near the lake because the atmosphere is very cool many animals such as fish birds and so on added with melodious sayup of trees that are still green, but still green, actually I did not intend to decorate at that time but I think I have to dress up to the maximum so that Gilang likes to see me. At that time I wore my favorite pink dress coupled with a funny bando. I was trembling and nervous, when Gilang school said he wanted to meet me near the complex park because Gilang house and I were in the same complex.

I waited with a tense feeling, actually Gilang and I we have been friends since Junior High and now we are in the same High School. My feelings were broken at that time, I think Gilang I hope he likes me it turns out he likes Dara I feel sad, my feelings are broken and I was surprised I was not strong to hear Gilang's statement. All this time I was just hiding with a limited status of friends and friends no more than that. I feel down and embarrassed, and disappointed I feel my feelings are not reciprocated by Gilang.

Honestly, I could not hold the weight in my heart but this was my outpouring, I was powerless at the time. I who was feeling lonely at first now I'm with Coky my cute and cute little pet cat. With him I took out all the contents in my heart, I hope Gilang can be erased in my memory.

With that, my father and I have now decided to move away and away from my old school and complex. I actually felt really bad at that time but I couldn't tell Gilang or Dara.

On the other hand, tell me he's always looking for me. So is Dara who I think my best friend why now, let it maybe this is just my story. Everyone has mistakes and not everyone can understand their mistakes and understand the meaning of friendship.

It's hard to know the heart, it's hard to look at the corner of the eye. Little by little tears were dripping down strongly and quietly buried in my heart, I felt that Dara did not hear this scream of heart. I also do not want my friendship with Dara to be tenuous, but what do you want to say I feel abandoned.

Why don't I hear a melody in the afternoon sky that now doesn't look lonely and is now alone. How can I be like this and why should I be like this, there is no need for me to cry just for the sake of those two who do not understand my feelings. Why do I feel toyed with why everything happened to me, silent I can only be silent when I see Gilang and Dara together joking near the school corridor. I feel like I'm jealous about Gilang and Dara's relationship, but why should I be jealous because I'm so close to Gilang that I feel sad.

Usually I always play basketball with Gilang near school but now Gilang so close to Dara and he always just stick like a postage stamp. At first I was the one who set them up but why now I am the one who gets jealous to see them both.

Honestly, I could not hold the weight in my heart but this was my outpouring, I was powerless at the time. I who was feeling lonely at first now I'm with Coky my cute and cute little pet cat. With him I took out all the contents in my heart, I hope Gilang can be erased in my memory.

With that, my father and I have now decided to move away and away from my old school and complex. I actually felt really bad at that time but I couldn't tell Gilang or Dara.

On the other hand, tell me he's always looking for me. So is Dara who I think my best friend why now, let it maybe this is just my story. Everyone has mistakes and not everyone can understand their mistakes and understand the meaning of friendship.

Honestly, I could not hold the weight in my heart but this was my outpouring, I was powerless at the time. I who was feeling lonely at first now I'm with Coky my cute and cute little pet cat. With him I took out all the contents in my heart, I hope Gilang can be erased in my memory.

With that, my father and I have now decided to move away and away from my old school and complex. I actually felt really bad at that time but I couldn't tell Gilang or Dara.

On the other hand, tell me he's always looking for me. So is Dara who I think my best friend why now, let it maybe this is just my story. Everyone has mistakes and not everyone can understand their mistakes and understand the meaning of friendship.

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