Love That (No) Blind
Part 11-2: Robed Fighter (POV Agam)
[Games]
When Agam heard Sara say the word ‘kasar’ addressed to him, his heart was already inflamed. It was like being stabbed by thousands of sharp objects many times. Browbeat.
What does Sara know about Agam's life? Who is he who can judge without knowing the truth? Yet Agam was the one in control of his mother's life, and he dared to throw those words right into her face? Did he forget that Agam could have canceled everything?
“He knows nothing. But he's the one who talks the most. That's amazing, Sara. Extraordinary.”
His overflowing anger almost completely controlled him. Agam still remembered he was yelling at Sara with all his emotions. Scolded him. And the girl just kept quiet.
She must be scared.
But it was his fault. One of the girls who provoked his emotions to explode like that.
However, Agam opted out. He did not want his anger to control him. Ill-favored. It's gonna be really bad.
Either he had to thank SH 3.2 or had to regret for keeping it on when he left back then. Agam who has a habit of removing his hearing aid when he needs calm, at that time somehow reluctant to let go. A small part of his heart wanted to listen to what they were going to talk about behind him while he was away, especially after they saw him like a possessed person just now.
And at that time, he instead heard Sara say, “Let it go, Mbok. Put it down, let me eat it later. Babe Mbok, it's been cooked with great difficulty Mama.”
No. gabe. Can't do. Can't!
With his trembling hands, Agam gave the order to his wheelchair. He almost put in the wrong command. Fortunately, he still had time to return.
Where's plates? Where is the macaroni?, Agam's inner self when he's at the peak of his anger searches for the one he's looking for on the dining table. He cursed his eyes which did not help much. He continued to grope nonstop. Must meet.
PRANGS!
The first plate was found.
THE PLAQUE!
I'm sure he just hit someone pretty hard. The throbbing all over his palm was proof of that. And when Mbok Jami yelled calling Sara's name, Agam immediately felt guilty.
Agam could feel Sara was looking at him with a hateful look. No wonder he just hit the girl. Something he hated the most, hitting someone. And ... women.
Chamber. Room is a good hiding place, so keep the contents in his head. All the sensors in his body kept pushing him to leave from there. And that's what Agam did. Go awayl.
No apology in his head. There aren't.
All the regrets that once came to him, now come back. His anger is back. He hated everything that happened to him. He hates himself.
It's all because of that woman. Because I trust him too much. Too naive to believe it. That's why this is my punishment, for having replaced my mother with such a woman. It's my karma, so Agam cursed himself constantly.
Look, everybody likes it. She's beautiful, friendly, gentle. Everyone thinks he's good, and I'm the bad guy. And now, that's what Sara did to me.
But they all don't know. That woman is evil. So mean. He made me become like this. All because of him. All because I trusted him too much. The woman is not what she looks like. That woman is cruel.
I should never have trusted anyone. From the beginning I should have trusted no one. The result!
It's the result of all my stupidity.
If every human being keeps his regrets in their lives, then the biggest regret that Agam has is to replace his mother's position with Widia in his heart.
Because of that trust.