Love That (No) Blind
Part 23-2: Not Crazy But Sintered (POV Agam)

[Games]

I don't know what time it is, but the wind blowing on the back porch is already cool. The sun signs gradually reduce the heat.

Even though it was time to get out of the car still feels hot.

“What time is it?,” asked Agam to Yuda who he knew was nearby.

“Four passes.” Yuda answered briefly. Then, quickly reply, “Why? You want to kick me out?”

“Indeed, if I drive, you will go home?,” asked Agam in a satirical tone.

Yuda laughing. “Oh, certainly not.”

Agam grunts rudely.

“Do you already know that your sister will return to Indonesia?,” asked Yuda. He sounded pretty serious this time.

“Iya. His education is over. He will probably come back sooner.”

“You did not even attend the graduation ceremony,” Yuda said.

Agam. “And let that woman approach me?”

Yuda this time sighed slowly. “Your stepbrother could be Widia's favorite child. But, he has a lot of respect for you, Gam. If he is told to choose between you or his mother, he will obviously choose you.”

Just be silent. He began to play his fingers, a sign that his heart was not calm.

“He will definitely be able to fight his own mother. But forever, he won't be willing to fight you,” Yuda continued.

I-i know. But ...

“Let me alone will judge it,” said Agam flat.

Yuda was silent for a moment. Then said, “What I fear, your disbelief will blind your eyes and mind.”

The atmosphere became quiet again. The voice of Tania who had just shouted with a joke with Sara was now also not heard anymore. Don't know where to go. Suddenly they were on the terrace.

“Lho, where are you going?,” ask Yuda.

Agam only fell silent listening to the talk of Yuda and Sara that sounded like a family conversation.

Something that felt piercing suddenly attacked his chest. What is this feeling?

Suddenly, a hand held his hand. Then, open his palm and move something on it.

“Mas, I borrow the kitchen can, yes?”

Why is he so formal with me? Even the kitchen has to ask. How long has he been living here?

Agam simply answered his potluck, then a rude snort vented his frustration. The girl left after saying her thanks. But Agam's frustration didn't go away either.

“So how?,” asked Yuda suddenly after Sara and Tania might have been a bit away from the terrace.

“What?”

“Sara's. Is she good or well? (He is good or not?)”

“He is good,” replied Agam without exaggerating tones in his sentence. “He can handle Mama. All the work is also good.”

Besides Raka, Yuda is the one who proposes the marriage. They managed to convince the stubborn Agam to want to marry someone to deal with Widia. Yuda who has many bodyguards who can be assigned as an informant is in charge of investigating Sara's background and also other people who Agam needs the information.

Yuda laughed softly. “But that's not what I mean.”

What does this crocodile mean?

“What I mean is this girl named Sara can conquer a man named Tirtagama Wiryasurya?,” said Yuda.

I was immediately annoyed to hear it. Not only because of Judah's poetry style, but also because of Judah's question concerning Sara.

“Do not be silly! I am not you!,” said Agam in a loud enough voice.

“You're not me, Gam. That's why I picked a girl like Sara for you. Though I expect a lot on Sara.”

Agam just grunted annoyedly. Without saying much he moved his wheelchair around and went inside. Yuda helped him.

“At least there is no, Gam?,” yuda whine constantly asking for answers from Agam from the terrace.

“She already has a boyfriend!” Agam answered the potluck that flashed in his head so that Judah stopped fussing asking continuously.

But instead of stopping, it becomes more and more.

“Really?,” asked Yuda who suddenly sounded had already appeared beside Agam's head. “Any? They didn't say anything. How can I escape?”

Agam grinning. “That means your team is useless.”

“Enak only!,” timpal Yuda do not accept. “There must be something strange. In the pictures, there is no man beside her. His life was about his mother and his job. Bye! That's all! Where's the boyfriend from? Or are you desperate to make my team useless?”

Agam let out a small laugh. He was satisfied. In the end, there was also something unknown to a Judah.

“I have the proof. His mother also said so,” beber Agam triumphant.

There was also a time when he could avenge Yuda.

“Ngak, no ... There must be something wrong here,” muttered Yuda did not accept.

Agam just quietly listened to him and still grinned because of his victory.

“But ..”

Suddenly, Agam could feel the voice of Judah beside his ear. Agam was almost surprised by the movement of Yuda who immediately appeared like that.

“You can still win, Gam. You are husband and wife, so there is still a chance to reach his heart.”

As soon as it was made happy, and soon Agam was again upset. He moved his wheelchair away from Judah.

“Do not talk nonsense! There is no love! That is written in the agreement,” hardik Agam.

“Halah! Paper-only agreement, Gam. If the heart has spoken, the content of the agreement is no longer important,” said Yuda underestimated the words of Agam.

But it's important to Sara. That's why he asked for it.

“You shut up, Yud. Your voice makes my head dizzy.” Agam finally gave up. He was no longer willing to respond to anything Judah said.

“Quiet, Gam. I'll find out who his girlfriend is. You just do your job here. Steal her heart! Make him klepek-klepek same you!,” jiceh Yuda who would not even stop.

Agam grunted loudly. He took his wheelchair away from Judah.

“You!!”

Agam emotions instantly rise. His chest was so hot that it burned his head. His hand reflexively turned his wheelchair to look for the Yuda who had been behind him. I want him to hit that crazy crocodile.

How dare he say that in front of me? Sara is still my wife!

His wheelchair had slid after Yuda but was stopped because he had to answer his phone that had rang. An important phone call from Raka which means there is something related to his work.

After he answered the phone, Yuda was no longer around.

“Yuda ...,” call him for the third time who also did not get an answer from the owner of the name.

He must be in the kitchen.

Imagining Yuda being with Sara and Tania in the kitchen alone has angered her. Agam became so upset that he became impatient when his wheelchair slid too slowly according to him, even though it was a reasonable speed that he set himself.

A few more steps closer to the kitchen, Agam could hear their laughter, then Yuda's stories about Gita and Tania.

Agam abandoned his intention to enter. He was still beside the kitchen entrance listening to their conversation.

"At that time, Agam came up with the idea of making a hearing aid for Tania through a movement on her hand. With ease he said, ‘Ayo, we make Tania hear’,” Yuda story while mimicking Agam's style of speech.

“I think he's crazy. But when he gave me the blueprints, I realized he wasn't crazy, but sin ting,”.

He dared to call me crazy! Grp ...

But ... Sara laughs. She laughed with Yuda.

“Some discoveries have always accused the inventor scientists as crazy. Copernicus. When he said the sun was the center of the solar system, he was considered a lunatic by everyone, even the church community considered him an apostate and a heretic. But now, it was his thinking that led other scientists to new discoveries. Moon, stars, new planets, I don't know what else.”

That's Sara's voice ...

“All new things always start with the unusual. He's when others think stay on track. But those who are called crazy always think on an unusual path. Maybe because of that, they were called insane. Though it is not their fault also if they see something from a different direction.”

“Same as Tania and people like Tania. Just because he is not the same as the others, everyone thinks he does not deserve to be in this world.”

Now Agam let out a soft laugh. Sumringah heart. Butterflies had just surrounded him. She's in the flower.

For the first time, Agam felt that what he was doing was not being looked at with one eye.

“Ah, sorry, sorry ... Not I mean ..” Sara's voice sounded panicked.

“Nothing. I understand,” timpal Yuda.

And it all seems like it's back to normal. More normal than before.

“That muffin is not eaten?,” asked Yuda in between their conversation.

“Oh this for ...” Sara did not continue.

“Agam?”

There's no answer.

Whahuh? For me or not?

“Oh, he doesn't like muffins. Here let me eat.”

For me? For me, right? That crocodile wants to eat my ration? That brash!!!

Agam immediately moved his wheelchair. Soon she entered the kitchen.

“I want!”

Silent. All quiet. No one's talking.

“I also want that muffin.”

“HAHAHA!!”

Yuda's loud and long laughter realized Agam that he had just been bullied. The goddamn crocodile!

“I push the wheelchair Mas so close to the island kitchen, yes,” said Sara Lirih who immediately nodded her head.

“Thank you.”

Soon, a hand led him to hold a plate. The delicious brown aroma had already greeted his nose boldly.

As a spoon was gripped in her hand, Sara began to explain what was on her plate. And a minute later, a spoonful of muffins had already entered his mouth.

Sweet. It's very tasty. I've never had a muffin so good.

Without realizing it, a spoonful after a spoonful of muffins kept being delivered into his mouth nonstop. And without him noticing, the muffins on his plate were all gone.

“I take ya the plate,” Sara said later.

I felt disappointed at once. But he did not dare to say. All he did was nod weakly, and swallow the salivary remains of the muffins that were still attached.

When Yuda and Tania return home, Agam prevents Sara from returning to her room.

“Sara ..”

“Ya, Mas?”

I hesitate to say it. But his wish is so great.

“Why, Mas?”

With a single breath, Agam finally emboldened himself.

“A-pa the muffin is still a-ada?,” he said nervously.

“Yes? A muffin? It ...”

Why does it feel like a child asking his mother for a snack?

“L-forget it. I was just asking.”

I felt ashamed of myself. He could have asked for something like that. Just like a child!

“B-tomorrow. Tomorrow I make it, yes. The ingredients were all gone. Tomorrow.”

Agam nodded his head. But he's quite happy. His heart was back in flowers.

It feels so good this way.