
[Sara]
A shiny white ring was playing with a sweet on Sara's finger. He played it earlier. Turning around, moving from one finger to the other, grasping it, then with his finger he touched the edge and followed the round.
Mas Vian's ...
A little regretful because he felt like he was betraying his loved ones. But his last conversation with Vian 5 days ago again strengthened his resolve. Sara was again confident in her decision.
Maybe the road should be like this.
Sara then took the strand of necklace that was inside her dresser drawer. Then put the necklace in the ring hole, and hung on his neck.
He saw the necklace he had just worn through the mirror image before him. He moved it behind his dangerously high neck to hide it. Then he took a slow breath.
For Mother's sake ...
......................
"How are the witnesses?"
"Well!"
"Thank you ..."
The prayer line ends the marriage procession today. All runs are normal, there are no problems or obstacles even though the event is only prepared for 2 days. Smoothly, as had been planned for months, as if the agreement was indeed intended for the two of them, as if God had also blessed them.
The mother who had not been able to hide her surprise when she saw her future husband Sara began to pass through the door of the house, now it seems to have been relieved (accepting with chest airy) at the decision of the princess only wayangnya.
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"You're absolutely sure of your decision, son?" asked Mother as she walked into Sara's room to tell her that the groom had arrived.
Sara smiled at Mom. "Why, Mom? Because Mas Agam is blind and paralyzed? Less than 1, Mom. Mas Agam is also deaf."
Mother's tongue seemed to be choked when she heard Sara explain the condition of Agam. I sounded like I was going to say something, but I stopped doing it.
"Sara's absolutely sure, Mom. Sara was sure Mas Agam was the best mate God had sent to Sara" Sara said, reassuring Mother.
"I'm sorry, Mom" said Mom later. Her hands gently touched Sara's already beautifully polished face. "Mom's just worried you're forced to do it."
Sara hugged Mom, rubbed her back, then said, "Don't worry, Mom. I pray for Sara, yes. I hope Sara can be happy with this marriage."
Sorry Sara, Ma'am ...
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As he requested, Agam met Mom as soon as he came. Mom told me how Agam spoke so politely when he came to see Mom to ask for her blessing.
Thank you ..., inner Sara.
But what he did not end up thinking was the number of offerings he received.
His request was simple. Why are so many things coming?
Not only that, even Agam sent a decorator and makeup services to Sara. The wedding dress she had rented was also not wearing, because Agam sent her the wedding dress for her. Not knowing where to ask, Sara in the end just took it for granted.
Although not a real marriage, at least enjoyed it as real happens.
"Aunt Sara ..."
Sara felt the kebaya cloth she was wearing being pulled down many times. As Sara turned to look for the culprit, she smiled looking at the cute little girl today in her pink dress.
"Miss ..." Sara recognized the boy. Nisa is the youngest daughter of 5-year-old Mina.
Slightly struggling to crouch down with her clothes, Sara lifted Nisa up to sit on her lap.
"Call me aunty? It was taught. Call Sara's mother."
Sara showed a look on her face, though she didn't.
"No need to ah. I will be scolded by Mama. Then later I was not allowed to play to Uti Fira's house (her mother Sara)," replied the little girl scowled. Her face is so adorable. Her tiny lips kept pursing every time she spoke. Its characteristic when you are upset.
"No, lah. I'll give you another donut."
Nisa's eyes immediately sparkled. He really likes donuts.
"really, yeah. The doughnuts weenaakk yesterday."
Not only did he close his eyes, he also showed off his two thumbs into the air, adding to his anxiety rate. Sara almost laughed at it.
"Mbak Sara sing ayu (Mbak Sara is beautiful) ...," called Nisa in a seductive tone. Both of his index fingers were touched to his cheeks.
Sara couldn't bear to not kiss the girl. He tickled her with his nose which was then greeted with laughter Nisa who was also no less adorable.
But then, his laughter faded. The little girl straightened her body and approached Sara's ear, then whispered, "Mbak Sara .. said Ms. RT, Om is blind, huh?"
Sara's eyes followed the direction of Nisa's tiny finger pointing towards Agam who was in one corner of the living room talking to Raka.
Sara then smiled. He's nodding.
"But, Om it's pinter, you know." Sara continued her answer by whispering in Nisa's ear. "They can make robots."
Nisa's eyes immediately sparkled in amazement hearing. He jostled, "Keren ..."
"Eh ..." Nisa's face changed immediately. "Kok can make robots, right blind?"
"That is the greatness of God. Where there are shortcomings, there must be advantages." Sara teases Nisa's tiny nose with her index finger. "For example Nisa. Awake kid, but mlayune fast. Mas Nino ae loses (The body is small, but if you run fast. Mas Nino just lost)."
They laughed both.
What was being discussed appeared.
"Nisa ae cheated. I got jare Aliya teapot (Nisa is cheating. I was lied to she said Aliya came)."
"Ciieee ... Aliya ..”
The 8-year-old boy who was Nisa's older sister scowled because Sara and Nisa compactly teased him. Her sweet face became no less adorable as she started to murmur.
Too engrossed in joking with the kids, Sara doesn't even realize Mom is nearby. He was almost shocked as a soft clap landed on his shoulder.
"Please take your husband to Mom's room for a minute, yeah. I want to talk."
What was?
"Yes, Mom ..."
After asking the children to play elsewhere, Sara approached Agam who was still chatting with Raka. In her head was still thinking of the reason Mother called the two of them.
Did Mom know anything?
"Mom wants to talk" she said."
Agam just nodded his head.
Sara offers herself to push Agam's wheelchair.
"Please, be careful when you talk to Mom" Sara whispered on their way to Mom's room. "Don't let me suspect anything."
Just like earlier, Agam did not say anything. But this time, he did not answer yes or no with his head. But Sara knew, Agam would.
He was pretty good from the beginning until now, because he still wanted to perform in front of Mom.
"Sit here, near Mom," said Mother when Sara had entered her room.
Sara put Agam in front of Mom. She sat beside her mother on her bed.
"Mother is sorry if the speech was not pleasing in the heart of Nak Agam," said Mother opened their conversation.
"Nothing's wrong, Mom. Everything is perfect" Agam replied diplomatically.
She was just like Mom told you. Very polite.
"Mom didn't see your parents coming here. Is your relationship ... not condoned?"
"My parents have long since died" answered Agam briefly which was answered immediately with a prayer reading by Mother.
Sara's eyes were wide. He looked at Agam with his incredulous look. That man could be as easy as lying about his own mother. Can a child deny his mother that way? Died off? She obviously asked Sara to protect her from her mother.
Agam then continued, "But, even if they are still alive, I am sure they will bless this marriage."
Mother sighed while nodding her head slowly.
"Honestly, as soon as I saw Nak Agam had entered the house, I was shocked .. sorry. But, when Sara said, she sincerely accepted Nak Agam, I came to understand how Sara felt about Nak Agam."
Mom smiled looking at Sara and Agam one by one. A feeling of guilt arose when Sara saw Mom's smile. He managed to make Mom believe, but there was nothing to be proud of from that.
Mom opened her drawer and pulled out a red jewelry box. When the box was opened, Sara could see the sparkle of gold jewelry inside. He took them out one by one, and put them in turn on Sara and Agam. Each one, a ring and a necklace.
"It's a wedding gift from Mom and Dad for you. It was indeed kept long ago by us for Sara and her husband. Every time he received a salary, his father always set aside a little to save. So collected, then bought it all. Tell me to keep the mother until Sara marries."
Sara's tears immediately descended as soon as she heard Mother's story. His guilt is growing. Can this lie be forgiven?
Is it so bad that I as a child lied to her own parents?, Sara's mind.
"Please don't look at its value, yeah. It's not expensive stuff. Think of it as a memento."
Sara immediately showered Mom with her hugs and tears. His heart was no longer strong to accept all that. He felt like he was being punished by Mom at this moment.
"This is a prized possession of Sara's parents. We will always keep it" replied Agam who still looked calm, unlike Sara.
Mom then took Sara's embrace off her. She wiped away Sara's tears that almost wiped her makeup clean. "Wis, wis ... Even crying (Already, already ... I'm crying)."
Sara tried to calm herself. Although not strong, but he must continue.
"Mother Sara, yes Nak Agam," continued Mother again. "Please guide Sara if she's wrong enough."
"I ... promise I'll take care of Sara."
Agam's sentence was cut. He sounded hesitant, but a second later it was like he was correcting his mistake. Even a person like Agam could become doubtful.
"Mom will always pray for you."
Mother's last words continued to ring in Sara's head until they came out of Mother's room. Now he felt like a disobedient child who had lied to his own mother.
Mom taught her to always respect the relationship in marriage, and now she's playing around with it. He felt he had betrayed his mother. At once he felt disgusted with himself.
"You can undo it all if you feel it's so heavy" Agam said suddenly as they were outside. "I'm not going to take issue with his change of losses."
Did ya? Could it be just like that? But ...everyone who came today only knew an Ashara Revalina had married a man named Tirtagama Wiryasurya. They are lawfully husbands and wives, in the eyes of God and also of the law. And now, can he back off?
Sara sighed slowly, then said, "I'm fine, if that's what you mean. Thank you for talking to me."
"Name-sama ... I did what I had to do. And I'm looking forward to you doing the same."
Yeah, well, you know. And 2 years will end with just one eye shock.