Love That (No) Blind
Part 62-1: Missing Each Other

[Sara]

Feels soothing.

That's what Sara remembers after the sedative the doctor injected her started working. His heart still hurt, but both of his eyes felt so comfortable as he closed them. He has no power to be lulled in his heart.

As soon as she woke up she forgot what made her cry earlier. He doesn't even remember if it happened to him. Everything was forgotten just like that when he saw Agam was asleep holding his hand.

Sara moved her body slightly to the side, staring at Agam completely. So slow that Agam did not wake up. His free-moving left hand, slowly touched Agam's soft hair.

Mas Agam must be very tired ...

Suddenly, Agam started moving. She probably felt the motion of Sara's hand that gently stroked her hair.

“You're awake?,” asked Agam while wiping Sara's forehead. “You want me to get you something?”

Sara shook her head.

“Mas already ate?,” asked Sara driftily. There was still a hoarse voice left Sara's voice after she shouted earlier.

“Today. Dining in the cafeteria,” answered Agam briefly.

But Sara also doubted that Agam was telling the truth.

“Ish, skinny face gini still says have eaten,” seductive Sara who still had time to joke even though her own voice still sounds weak. His hand held Agam's face.

Agam smile. A glance at relief. She stroked Sara's hair.

“Tadi is the same Arya. Really. Ask Arya if you don't believe.”

“Arya must have taken her sister,” timpal Sara again.

This time laughing. He then kissed Sara.

“Did the doctor say I can go home, Mas?,” asked Sara.

A little surprised. “You want to go home?,” ask carefully.

Sara nodded her head. “I want to be home. If I stay here, I don't want to go home.”

I laughed again. “Wait three more days, yes.”

“Aday.”

"Two, two, yeah ..."

Sara showed me her thumb.

Agam's laughter became louder than before. “Later I said the same doctor.”

Sara nodded back while smiling at Agam. I just need a break at home. I miss the house.

And the doctor allowed it.

Sara actually came home two days after that. His condition is also getting better. It was after Agam forced her to eat this and that was after the doctor did not ban any food.

What was surprising was the arrival of my mother in the morning. And what Mom said afterwards.

“Let's stay at home a few days nothing, right?”

For some reason, Sara shed her tears. It was great to hear Mom say that.

“What mom, anyway? Why can't you? That's okay too, though. Yes, Mas?,” said Sara spoiled to the Mother. She hugged him tightly while wiping her tears from behind her embrace.

From behind her arms, Sara saw her husband looking at them with a smile.

......................

More than half a month's stay at home accompanied Sara. Mother's presence at home clearly gives a calmness of its own for Sara.

Not that I forgot what Vian said that afternoon. Nor did it mean that he was already not angry every time he remembered it. But, Sara can become calmer every time her anger comes. She prefers to spend time with her mother and husband.

Mom should eventually return. Although Sara asked him to stay longer, but Mom refused. I reasoned that many orders were to be sent. There was already Mina working on it.

“You're.” Mom patted Sara's arm. “Mom won't bother you with your husband. Mother at home only. You're also a little better, right?”

“Aduh, still sick, Bu.” Sara held onto her stomach while grimacing in pain.

“Sara!” Again, I beat Sara. “See, your husband is so scared that you are why-why.”

Sara grinned at Agam, then said, “Sorry, Mas ..”

Agam was scared. He immediately heaved a sigh of relief then smiled widely as soon as he knew the truth.

Sara almost cried when the car that was carrying Mom was gone from her sight. Not the sadness. Just feel there's gone after a few days of living with her. Mothers habits every morning – such as cooking together, chatting on the back porch, eating together, nagging while giving herbal medicine to Sara – is now no longer there with the return of Mother.

It feels like just yesterday I live here. Now I have to go back.

Suddenly, Agam's arm had wrapped around Sara's waist from behind. Agam put his lips on the top of Sara's head and remained leaning there.

While half whispering, Agam said, “When we invite Mom to stay again here.”

Sara nodded. Her tears that had fallen were immediately wiped away. Sara let go of Agam's embrace, then turned to face her husband. It was Sara's turn to embrace Agam.

Sara could smell the distinctive fragrance that usually came out of Agam's body. It felt like he could linger around hugging Agam. A fragrance that felt masculine but also gently greeted her nose.

“Still yes, Mas,” said Sara who is still leaning on the chest of the field Agam. “I know Mas who asked Mom to stay here.”

“I-mom said that?,” asked Agam who had sounded nervous.

Sara shakes. “Mom didn't say anything. But if you see the nervousness Mas, it looks real, deh.”

Sara turned her head up to look at Agam while still holding him.

Agam finally laughed, relieving the nervousness. He returned Sara's embrace and tightened it.

“I don't know what Vian said back then. Nor will I force you to say it if you don't want to tell it. I'll wait for him. This is all I can think of so you don't think too much about what happened back then,” said Agam.

Sara turned her head back. He nodded his head. “Thank you, Mas. Thank you ...,” said Sara lirih. “It's more than enough.”

They continued to hug on the front porch of their house. As if no matter the security guard and Mr. Pardi are still there and forced to turn their eyes in the other direction. Agam and Sara remained so for a while.

But then, Sara thought of something as her gratitude to the husband. He stretched his arms, then whispered, “Mas ... The doctor said it was safe, you know ..”

“Aman?” Confused by the wife's intentions. “What mak ..”

And then it turns into a long ‘oh’. Agam smiled shyly. Then, change again ...

“You sure?,” ask Agam anxiously.

Ih, don't even believe ...

“Yes already, if you do not believe,” grumbled Sara while leaving Agam enter the house.

“S-sara ... B-not so ...,” call Agam chasing Sara come inside.

Knowing Agam was chasing after her, Sara walked rather quickly. He gave a smile because he knew Agam was behind him.

“Sara ... listen first ..”

Sara finally stops right in front of the stairs, allowing Agam to catch her. Her husband immediately grabbed her waist and held her back. Then, give her one hot kiss, which still feels so intoxicating to Sara.

“Do not go ...,” whispered Agam who feels so heavy heard.

Their eyes were both emitting a fiery hassrrat from wanting each other. They haven't done it in a long time. They both miss each other.

Agam took Sara by the hand and took her upstairs to their room.

“Agam ..”

Not yet halfway through them, their steps had to come to a halt. And the moment they found out who was coming, their intentions had to be cancelled.

“Ava ... Ava ... Vian take Ava away. Mama does not know where they are,” said Widia who looks very worried and full of fear.

What will happen this time, O God?