Love That (No) Blind
Part 62-2: Missing Each Other (POV Widia)

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When Arya comes and says she wants to talk, Widia thinks her beloved son is finally willing to forgive her. Forgive all her wishes just to make her children safe and prosperous in the future. A desire that ultimately opposes everything in the Wirasurya family.

Starting from her husband, then Agam, and last ... Arya, her own flesh and blood.

#

“Mama finally really did it, right?,” Arya said that night while she was still hospitalized for a charade aimed at suppressing Agam.

“Arya ...,” call Widia down while staring at her son. “... Mama did this for you and Ava. Understand ...”

“No!”

Arya's fierce clash made Widia stunned. Never had he gotten a day where Arya would hit him so hard like that.

“I never asked Mama to do this! Especially on Mas Agam!,” continued Arya again.

Widia immediately realized something at that time. He will lose his other son. And it turned out to be true.

“From now on, as long as NFC has not returned to Mas Agam, I will not talk to Mama.”

Widia's tears filled instantly blocked her sight. As he closed his eyes, a drop slid smoothly across his face.

“One more,” Arya continued again before she actually left the nursery. “I won't stay home main.”

“Where will you stay, Arya?”

“Mama don't need to know where I live.”

Widia immediately fell to the floor as soon as Arya closed her nursery door and left. He cried without daring to make a sound, even though there was no one there.

He felt that he would be like someone who was seeking the sympathy of others for the wrongs he had done himself. Therefore, he chose not to make a sound, even though it felt very painful.

And, Arya was serious about what she said. He really didn't come home. Not even talking to him.

Even when Widia came to his office at the time, trying to persuade him back, Arya did not press him.

Arya only spoke once. There is definitely coercion.

When Widia asked her bodyguard to take Sara who was coming to Arya's office, Arya stopped them and whispered to her, “Don't make a fuss here. Don't let me hate you more.”

Widia is getting harder and harder to get back what she has let go of.

#

So, no wonder he was so happy when Arya came to see him at the main house. He was already quite happy when Arya was still willing to chat with him in the hospital, and thought Arya wanted to make up with him.

But it is not ...

#

“D-from where ... You can information i-this?,” asked Widia who was very nervous and panicked as soon as she read the sheets of information Arya got about Vian or who she knew as Al.

Widia knows where they usually get this complete information. But she wanted to listen to another answer that could calm her from guilt.

“Is it important?,” asked Arya back. “I know Mama believe the information is valid.”

“I-this is impossible. How did Ava get to know him?”

“They've met before Ava to US. He had planned everything to be willing to follow Ava there,” explained Arya.

Widia's heart immediately fell. He never expected there would be a day where everything he had done in the past had now turned against him.

So this is what people call karma?

“Whatever you've done in the past is definitely not Ava's fault. So, don't let Ava make amends for all Mama.” mistakes

Arya's right. This is supposed to be my karma. Why did Ava have to endure it all?

#

It was not that Widia was not sad when Agam said that they were two people who happened to know each other. When Agam said it, Widia seemed to have just lost a very big one. His heart was instantly empty as if all of its contents had been removed from there.

And Arya too? Widia already feels like she is the most alone person in the world.

Ava, Widia's only hope after Agam and Arya no longer care about her.

“What have I done?,” cried Widia who roared in her room regretted everything.

#

“Mas Agam said, Mama agreed to this engagement, Mama also had to cancel it,” said Arya.

“Agam? D-he also knows?”

Arya nodded.

Of course he knows. Yuda.

“I and Mas Agam can not do anything if Mama still supports it. When Ava is angry, she will definitely ask for Mama's support,” explained Arya again.

Agam .. true. Only he could understand his brothers well. Even at a time like this, he was still right. What kind of mother am I?

#

He did not love Agam. He loved her very much. Agam was his first child. Agam was once the only world for a Widia.

But all that changed since Arya and Ava were born. All of his priorities have changed. All his views changed. He was carried away by his own selfishness. I don't know where the thought came from.

What was clear after that, he prioritized Arya and Ava more. Although sometimes his motherly taste for Agam was still left in his heart.

Without guilt, he often ignored Agam. But Agam still respected him. That's where, Widia is increasingly demanding this Agam and that's for Arya and Ava.

When she asked for NFC from Wirasurya, the husband, Widia got a hard fight. Though NFC for other Wira children as well, Arya. But why is the hero against it? Widia begins to think Wira is still attached to her past. She jealous.

That's where Widia finds it hard to accept. He started to suppress Agam.

But, for the first time, Agam is also against Widia, just like her father. Only then, Agam refused his request and did not want to budge for his younger siblings. Widia's getting out of control.

That was when Widia started thinking of ways to harm Agam. Accidents to the drug.

Even when he thought about the accident plan, he still had time to tell the driver, “Just hurt. Don't kill him.”

Widia thought, It's okay if I have to take care of her for the rest of my life. What matters is that he lives. The important thing is that NFC belongs to Arya completely.

Widia was disguised by her own thoughts. He can't separate between his affection for Agam and his obsession with NFC. He was confused by his own feelings.

But, the so-called mistake remains wrong. The so-called lie is still a lie. From the beginning he lied, then he kept lying to cover up his other lies.

Therefore, in order to gain Ava's support, she immediately agreed to her engagement with Vian without asking much, without investigating him first.

Then now, Arya says who Vian really is. Widia was being stabbed by her own mistake. Twice. No, maybe many times already.

Everything is now turning around.

But I can still fix it, right? I can still save Ava, right?

#

“I want you to cancel your engagement,” Widia said to Vian who was sitting in front of her in a closed room inside the restaurant.

Widia who that afternoon called Vian to meet without Ava's knowledge, intends to solve everything without having to tell Ava about who Vian really is.

Vian looked so calm as Widia handed him a piece of check with a sizable number written on it.

“Do Ava know Mama did this?,” asked Vian.

“Ava don't need to know. You just have to accept this check, then decide. You go anywhere it's up to you.” Widia kept clutching her dress fabric behind the table. She's very nervous.

“Why so suddenly? Why is Mama doing this?” Vian asked again.

Widia swallowed her saliva strongly, and said, “T-no. I don't want Ava to get married just yet. She's still young.”

“If I still want to wait?”

Widia is getting harder gripping. “T-no need. You better find someone else.”

Vian grunting. But he grinned. Widia peeked at him for a while as she lowered her head.

But, Vian took the check. He left after.

Before moving away, Widia said again, “Your time is 3 days. Disconnect Ava immediately.”

Widia breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Via's back move away and disappeared from her sight. A little quiet because one problem ended well.

#

Three days Widia waited. He was always near Ava, afraid that Ava suddenly needed a friend to confide in because it was decided by her fiance. Nothing has changed for Ava. He still looks cheerful.

On the third day, Widia got the phone.

#

“Halo, Mom. I'm now out of town for a little while, both Al's. Maybe we'll go home tomorrow, yeah.”

DEG!

Nah!

“A-ava .. k-why don't you b-say first s-sama Mama?,” asked Widia who was already very scared.

“Yes that's why I called Mama.” There was no sadness at all from Ava's tone of voice.

“A-ava ..”

Then came Vian's voice. “Let me speak, you replace me for a moment waiting for the order, yes.”

Ava ...

“Siang, Mistress. Sorry, because the engagement has been cancelled shouldn't I call Madam?”

“K-you've taken that check. It means you agreed to decide Ava. W-Where did you take Ava?” Widia was increasingly unable to control her fear. He panicked at the thought of Ava who was still together with Vian.

“I did not say will decide Ava.”

“K-you!!!”

“I just took that check because it is my right. The rights of a child whose father Madam had neglected in prison. Isn't that right, dear Lady Widia Kirana?”

No ...

“I'm sure, Madam already knows who I am,” said Vian again. “Because the Madam wants me to stay away from Ava.”

Widia started to shed her tears. He's already too scared.

“Sorry, Mistress. But Ava is my only entrance to the Wirasurya family. So I can avenge my family.”

No, no, no ....

“K-say, you guys d-where?” Widia is getting nervous and anxious.

“Very easy, Mistress. Give me NFC shares. I'll tell you where we are. Fair, right?”

“Al, come!!!” From a distance, Widia could hear Ava's voice. The more Widia was unable to control the shaking on her hands.

Without any more embarrassment, Widia started crying, “This is between us, why did you involve Ava? He doesn't know anything.”

“Same as me, Mistress. My father was just following orders from the Madam. But the one who bore his sin was my entire family. Mother, my sister, and also myself.” Vian's voice sounded like he was holding back his anger.

“My father also had to die in prison. All is wrong Mistress,” continued Vian again.

“I beg. Release Ava. I'll give you as much money as you want. But let go of Ava,” cries Widia pleads with Vian.

“No, Mistress. Nfc Shares. I want that.”

Al's voice had suddenly changed to Ava's. “Yes, Ma. Ava go first. Bye, Mum. Muah ..”

And ends. The call was closed.

Widia has not given up. He called her back. But ...

“The number you are heading to is inactive.”

Widia's breathing is hunting. She was panicked, scared, anxious .. everything was mixed into one filling her head and chest. His breathing was short for a moment.

What should I do now?, Widia's inner moaning in her tears.

And, just one name he called.

“Agam ..”

In the end, he could only ask Agam for help. The child he had been ignoring his feelings for.

And regardless of her embarrassment, Widia met Agam and begged for his help.

“Agam, please Mama ... Vian take Ava away. Mama don't know where they are.”