Love That Starts With Hate
The Best Mate Is The One Who Comes From God

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This mosque is a silent witness where we are met in a month full of grace that is in the middle of the month of Ramadan, since that day we often meet even though not greeting but at least know the face.**

I heard that voice, which was soothing to this heart, I recognized his voice even though I had never heard it speak directly to me, and it turned out that it was "you" , curiosity began to come , it feels really want to know more closely , but all the process is not that fast . month rhamadhan was over , but until then I did not know what his name was. On the day of Eid al-Fitr when I tidied up my prayer mat I saw it, it turned out that God allowed me to see his face, quite clearly indeed , and as if a reverberating mistress whispered him to look at me , he turned his head, but I immediately bowed my head ..

Before I finally went crazy because I kept thinking about it, I decided to rush the mosque to pray magrib , and it turned out that I met the man again and it was very surprising that he was the teacher of the little children .. subhanallah.

From that day on I began to think what was God's plan ? why did God plan this ? yes but it is a question that does not need an answer because Allah is wise, I will still follow his plan.

As time passed, I prayed to be reunited with him, and to know his name, and God heard the prayer , there was one of my friends at home who asked me to go njai in the mosque tomorrow night . I also joined, and studied it when I and my friend just arrived" there were two guys riding a motorcycle and carrying speakers, and it turned out to be a guy I admired, and I don't know who he greeted but his eyes were stuck on me and said "just go in the dalem, ' he said , come on come on in" I smiled and said "yes" (when in my heart it was screaming" ) haha

The event began and finally I knew his name, hmm just call him "the servant of God" hehe. I think he was a quiet man , but it turns out the person is funny too even though his attitude is cold .

Once on the night before the Eid al-Adha festival, I and my fellow students became our sacrificial committee and asked for donations to the houses of the citizens, I remember once that night was Sunday night , and that night I was with him , it was nice . and finally at night he knew my house .. in the alley before the mosque we parted I went home and the others went home , I never really thought I could get through all of that.

Since that day long I have not met him , the study in the mosque was rarely running , but I have no tlp her , ever tried to sms but not reciprocated , huuh sucks no.

Time passed once I saw him and met him once in a while but I forgot when it was exactly , short story , month of Ramadan came back , but in the month of Ramadan this time I rarely saw , only a few times , and in the evening I could no longer listen to him say takbir but when I passed in front of the mosque I saw him hitting a bedug, it is sad to see it from a distance.Even on the day of Eid I did not meet him, maybe this is God's plan.

Until now I rarely met him ..Once I send a short message but not reciprocated by him .saddened is not it ?

only through social networking I can monitor it , although not sure at least I know a little how it is . and only recently did I find out it turns out he already has a girlfriend ..

perhaps mengikhlaskan it is a choice that is quite right ..if indeed the soul mate must be reunited again and united in what way . only Allah is All-Knowing ... even though He is not my soul mate, God must have prepared better for me to obey Him ...

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