
The atmosphere of the Mentari workspace that was hot by unbearable passion, suddenly turned cold. Mentari immediately grabbed her dress on the floor and headed to the bathroom in the room to clean herself.
While Erdana who was still sitting on the sofa, he stood up while wearing his pants back. He headed to the sink, washing his face briefly to cool his hot head.
Getting pregnant? Hasn't Mentari been taking her pregnancy-preventing pills? Erdana even always reminded him because Mentari was actually on drug therapy for recovery after tumor surgery.
Erdana looked at her face at the mirror above the sink. He was tired from the business in Bali. But lucky to be done well. Erdana wants to get home quickly. He misses baby As and also misses his two wives. Because it is still Saturday, so Erdana must return to the Mentari place.
The waiter who opened the door said that baby As was at Vishnu's grandfather's house. Mentari is in his office. When hugging Mentari, his fatigue instantly disappeared. Making love with the Mentari became one thing that could not be avoided anymore because it was Erdana. Always fascinated and lost control when he hugged his wife.
But all the delights that make both drift in the satisfaction of body and soul, are now replaced with anxiety.
The bathroom door is open. Then come out after wearing her dress and the hijab that covers her head. Erdana could see that Mentari's eyes were slightly red. So is his nose. Mentari must be crying in there in a stifled voice.
For a moment Erdana's feelings softened. He came closer and took Mentari into his arms. "I'm sorry if what I said earlier made you hurt" she whispered gently as she rubbed Mentari's back.
Mentari nodded then broke away from Erdana's embrace. "I asked your mother to pick As up this afternoon. So we can talk."
"Let's talk while we sit down." Take Erdana and put his hand around Mentari's waist and lead her to the sofa. The place where they had just enjoyed the beauty of unification as husband and wife.
After the two sat down, Erdana grabbed both Mentari's hands and fused them together in her grasp. "I want to have another child with you, Ri. Because I want to accompany you, to replace the time lost when you were pregnant with baby As. But not yet. You're still undergoing treatment therapy. Your pregnancy is also at risk because As has not been two years. I don't want anything to happen to you, Ri. I'd go crazy if something happened to you!"
Mentari looked into Erdana's already teary eyes. "I've consulted with the obstetrician. Prayuda has also contacted my doctor in Singapore. My lab test last month was good, too. There was no sign that the tumor was growing again. It's just that my treatment therapy isn't finished yet. Hopefully if it's stopped everything will be fine."
"That's what you think, right? What do your doctors think in Singapore."
Mentari's face turned sad. "The doctor suggested that my baby be taken out."
"And according to the gynecologist?"
"There's no risk of getting pregnant at a time like this."
Erdana snorted in annoyance. "Then why do you want to continue this pregnancy?"
The Mentari's cry instantly broke. "Should I throw it away, mom? He is a part of me and you." The sun holds his stomach.
"What if it's putting you in danger? I'm not rejecting her presence, Ri. But this is not the right time. Sorry." Erdana stands. He immediately stepped out of the Mentari workspace. Mind fucked. He wants to be alone.
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Yuda looked at Jeslin with sparkling eyes. "So they agree?"
Jeslin nodded.
"I'm so happy. My hands are shaking." Yuda said, raising his hand.
"What about your kids?" ask Jeslin.
"Fiko and Fera (the son of Judah from his second wife), they agree as well. Prayuda doesn't know yet. But I'm sure my eldest son would agree too." Yuda held both hands of Jeslin. "We need to get married soon. I don't want to put it off anymore."
"good. But don't rush it either."
"How about a week from now?"
Jeslin. "Isn't that too soon?"
"You want a big party?"
"No. I don't want to party. Who is present enough nearby family alone."
"My parents are dead. Your parents are no longer there either. I have only one sister who now lives in Australia. If your brother is in Jakarta."
Jeslin smiled. "Two weeks from now. We are both busy. I should at least prepare the dress as well."
"You have the son of a famous designer. Why should I be afraid?" Yuda cupped Jeslin's cheek with both hands. "I've been waiting for this day for 30 years. I never stopped loving you even though there were two women by my side. I know our time together may not be long because of our age. I want to have the best days with you. My true love." Yuda then lowered his head and kissed Jeslin's lips very gently. "I love you." whispered her gently.
Jeslin let Yuda embrace her. He knows Ivory will not be angry. Jeslin recalled the time when Jeslin accompanied Ivory on the edge of his death, Ivory whispered very quietly. "Keep happy."
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Yasmin's hands shook as the patient she was handling died right in front of her. A father, who for several days was treated in the iccu room for a heart attack. Yasmin's been handling the father ever since she got into the IGD. Some days the father seems to be improving even he repeatedly thanked Yasmin. But this afternoon, as Yasmin was about to return home, the father came under attack again. Prayuda as a cardiologist at this hospital while running the operation. There were other cardiologists but he wasn't there.
Yasmin tried with all her might so that this father could be healed but his life was not helped.
"Doctor Yasmin.....!" call one of the treatments
Yasmin took a deep breath trying to hold back her tears from falling. He smiled at the nurse. "Just record the time of his death, and immediately bring his body to the morgue. How's family?"
"His children are outside."
"Let them see it for a moment." Yasmin exited the ICCU. He needed fresh air to calm his mind. This was the first time he had seen a dead man in his hand.
After opening his t-shirt, Yasmin washed her face in the sink, opened her doctor's suit and walked out the side door to the back garden.
A little while ago Yasmin sat there. No matter what night has come.
"Yes ....!" call Prayuda.
Yasmin did not budge. He sat there staring far ahead.
"My first experience when a patient died while I was treating him was the same as you. I couldn't even sleep for two days. I feel like I failed at your first task. But as a doctor, you should know that our job is only to help people to be healed but the determinant of everything is the Owner of this Life. As great as anyone in the medical field, he cannot fight the destiny that God has outlined."
"My heart hurts, brother."
"With the passage of time, you will definitely be able to get through it. And over time you will also get used to seeing your patients die in front of you."
Yasmin's shoulder was shaken. The cry he had been holding back from earlier, broke as well. He did not refuse as Prayuda's hand coiled around his shoulder, pulling his body closer to Prayuda. Yasmin cried in the arms of the handsome doctor. There was a sense of peace that Yasmin felt while inhaling the pleasant vanilla smell from Prayuda's body. The fragrance of Prayuda perfume has always been Yasmin kissed when adjacent to Prayuda. But just this time, Yasmin felt that the fragrance was able to affect the heart and mind of Yasmin. Moreover, coupled with Prayuda's gentle strokes on his shoulder.
Yasmin was almost immersed in the taste that made her want to linger in this embrace until she finally realized something and she quickly moved away from Prayuda. "I'm sorry, brother. I shouldn't be whining like this." Yasmin stood up and wiped away her tears that were still left on her cheeks. "I'm going home first, brother? Good night." Yasmin went back inside the hospital, picked up her white bag and suit, and then walked out the other door to her car park. Arriving in the car, Yasmin was silent for a moment. "Oh my God, what have I done? Why am I crying in Prayuda's arms? Why do I feel calm when he rubs my back? I can't be like this." Yasmin muttered to herself. He immediately ran his car to go home to the apartment. It's sunday. He knew Erdana was still at Mentari's house. Moreover, they have a lot of things to talk about together regarding Mentari's pregnancy. So today, Yasmin deliberately took the watch because she did not want to disturb Erdana and Mentari.
Arriving at his apartment, Yasmin placed her bag and suit on the back of the sofa. He took off his shoes and replaced them with sandals. Yasmin wanted to take a bath and forget all the things she felt at this moment. Maybe I was too sad to fail to help him. Prayuda's brother came when I needed someone to pour out my heart. That hug means nothing to me.
"Yasmin, are you home?"
Yasmin was shocked when she opened her bedroom door and saw Erdana had just come out of the bathroom using only a boxer. There was a small towel he had to use to dry his hair.
"Sister?" I don't know why Yasmin was nervous when she saw Erdana. He felt like he was betraying Erdana.
"What's wrong with you?"
"Ke...., why is sister here?" yasmin asked a little nervously.
"Me and Mentari had another fight. He wouldn't even talk to me and locked himself in his room. Baby As is with my parents. So I came here because I didn't know where to go to calm my mind. I thought we were gonna stay in the hospital."
Yasmin approached Erdana. Unexpectedly he wrapped his hand around Erdana's waist and pulled the man to stick it on his body.
"What's wrong?" erdana asked confusedly.
"I miss, brother. Let's get laid!"
"But....." Erdana's sentence came to a halt because Yasmin had already kissed her so deeply and demanded. Actually Erdana is not ready to make love to Yasmin at the moment. But as Yasmin's kiss deepened and feral, Erdana did not want to disappoint her. Perhaps by making love, the inner Erdana will become calm. Let him forget for a moment about Mentari.
Yasmin was very active during their romance tonight. He was trying to satisfy Erdana as well as himself. Yasmin wanted to forget for a moment the incident that happened in the hospital park. And he knew, only Erdana could make him forget all that. Erdana is her husband, Erdana is her man, and only with Erdana can Yasmin feel to peace. Only Erdana could make him feel warm in an inseparable embrace.
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