LOVE THE CHILDREN OF JURAGAN
Fill the True Heart

While reading this episode, try listening to Afgan's song titled "KU WITH HIM YOU WITH HIM"

It must have been in to the heart

Here is the lyrics :

At first I didn't mean anything

When I know you

We just tell each other about

I'm with him you're with him

Why did God find

We who cannot unite

I am the one who has made the promise

You are too

I tried to fight the rules

Just keep on with you

The more I drown in the situation

The more I want more

Why did God find

We who cannot unite

I am the one who has made the promise

You are too

We who cannot unite

I am the one who has made the promise

You are too

I know you're not for me

It's impossible for me to live with you

One thing you should know

I loved you

I loved you

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POV Erdana

I fixed the blanket that covered Mentari's body. She finally fell asleep after I allowed her to treat my hand.

At dinner, all eyes were on my hands. I tried to explain that my hand was okay. Just a little accident. But Mentari looked at me in disbelief. On the way home, he kept asking. I'm finally honest. Although not everything I've told you.

"I had a fight with Yasmin, Ri." I said as we got home and Mentari treated my hand.

"A fight for what? I didn't hurt Yasmin, did I? I didn't hit him, did I?" ask the mentor with a panicked face.

I smile. "Where have I ever hit a woman?"

Breathing mentari relieved. "Keep his hand hurt for what?"

"I punched the car door."

The sun kisses my hand gently. "The problem is heavy, right? Sorry, I'm not talking about your business. But when you look at your hand money is hurt, you seem to be very emotional."

I looked at my wife with an increasingly troubled heart. I know he can't think much. Especially if she is pregnant. His health condition is often disrupted lately because he stopped taking his medication.

'Darling, Yasmin and I are better."

"Don't you take her to dinner last night?"

"Yasmin said he was tired. Her eyes were a little swollen from crying. I don't want people asking what's wrong with us. One of his hands was injured, the other one had swollen eyes." I gave my reasons. On the real thing because I was so angry and upset earlier, I forgot to take Yasmin.

The sun finished applying the ointment on my hands. Then he wrapped it in gauze. "Hopefully tomorrow the swelling has gone down. The cure."

I received two grains of medicine from the soil of Mentari. Earlier, he called Prayuda to ask what medications and ointments should be given to treat bruises.

"Thank you, baby." I said after I finished taking the medicine. I looked down and kissed her lips. He greeted my kiss gently. For a moment, we were immersed in a sweet romance through a kiss. Until finally, Mentari released himself. He's staring.

"Mas, shouldn't mas go to Yasmin's place?"'

"But mas and Yasmin...."

"Don't throw me out? Because if you go there, Yasmin will also drive me out to come here. We have to get up early to prepare for your mother's wedding. You also have to prepare your own As because the caregiver is a home permit. What if nausea and vomiting attack you tomorrow? You may not be present on her contract."

Smiling mentari. He hugged me lovingly. "Let's go to sleep!"

We entered the room together. Baby As had slept alone in his room next to ours. There's a connecting door between the baby As's room and ours. The door is rarely locked unless we both want to have sex.

Mentari is drowning in his sleep. And I still can't close my eyes. My heart was agitated by curiosity, who was the man who had made Yasmin feel at ease with her.

Should I ask Prayuda? Are they not in the same hospital? But what if Yasmin was offended when I asked Prayuda? Didn't Yasmin say that the man didn't know that Yasmin had a taste for him?

I rubbed my face rough. It hurts me to know that Yasmin's heart now has someone else. Is everything happening because Yasmin actually needs more attention?

God, I don't want a marriage like this either. I want to love one woman in my life. But it's all happened. I love both women with the same love. They are kind, always giving in and supporting each other. I don't want to lose any of them.

I slowly left the room. I want to make a cup of coffee to calm my mind.

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Prayuda POV

The night is getting late. But I couldn't close my eyes. On the day of tomorrow I have to get up early to be with my papa. It will be done at 10 a.m. The recipe was that afternoon, too. A simple celebration attended only by the closest relatives. The show was also made in the backyard of aunt Jeslin's house.

I couldn't attend dinner myself. I avoided meeting Yasmin because she must have been there.

In the past, I was so obsessed with Mentari because of my papa's support. If papa can't be with Aunt Jeslin, then I have to be with Mentari. But my obsession turned into sincere love.2 times Mentari rejected my declaration of love. But what makes me happy, Mentari still be nice to me. I even became his close friend. My feelings of love for her I finally had to let go, when she married Erdana in America and I became her witness. Over time the feeling of love was trying to turn me into a feeling of wanting to protect. Like a brother to his sister. Although it is deep in my heart, there is a speck of hope to win the heart of Mentari, but I continue to support his relationship with Erdana.

I'm trying to build a relationship with another girl. Gisel. He's one level above me. Gisel is a year older than me. Gisel is kind, gentle and also very understanding. He knows that Mentari has a special place in my heart and he always understands that I want to accompany Mentari when she is in grief.

My relationship with Gisel is very romantic. Actually the romantic relationship because Gisel always took the initiative to invite me to watch, dinner and vacation together. Until finally, while we were on vacation in Thailand, Gisel and I forgot ourselves. We were immersed in desire and passion in youth. I managed to frown on Gisel's chastity. And after that, we were immersed in a desire that always wanted to satisfy each other. Moreover, Gisel belongs to the type of woman who has a strong passion and quickly burns.

But my relationship with Gisel ran aground as well. When I paid more attention to Mentari because she was sick and pregnant, Gisel felt neglected. And somehow she gets to know her current husband, Gisel decides to marry a man 15 years her senior. A widower with children 2.

I'm sad to be separated from Gisel because I feel responsible for him. But that's. I can't go after her who's been somebody's wife.

I quickly moved on from him. I live my life happily. Occasionally still present to Mentari as brother, friend and doctor who handles his pain.

I eventually became close to Yasmin. A start I never planned

I have known Yasmin since she was a child. Although I'm mostly closer to Noah's brother. Me, Erdana and Noah have been playing basketball together since we were Junior High School.

Yasmin is fun. He is also smart and a pleasant interlocutor. We have talked a lot about medicine. And what makes me proud of him is that he, who is young, is willing to be polygamous. He sincerely accepts Mentari even loves Mentari like his own brother. He even happily always tells about Mentari, baby As and Erdana. As if there were no silent burdens of her marriage. I always ask myself what a Yasmin's heart is made of so that it can be sincere like this.

Somehow our togetherness has sprouted the seeds of love in my heart. There is always a desire to protect and love him. There is always a sense of longing when you do not see it. If I was in the pressure of work, just seeing his smile alone my heart had been comforted.

I tried repeatedly to get rid of this feeling. I tried to get my heart to think healthy that Yasmin couldn't possibly have. But this feeling doesn't seem to go away. Especially when I knew that Yasmin had the same taste as I felt, my heart was beating very fast. I'm glad to know.

Why should this taste grow, God? How to get rid of it? Why would I want to have Yasmin and make her the only woman in my life? Why can't I love one of the many girls who stare at me longingly? Can't I love someone who doesn't belong to someone else?

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The POV Yasmin

I put an empty glass of milk on the table. Actually my stomach is hungry. But I'm lazy to order food let alone make it myself.

I'm glad I've been honest with Er. But I was also sad to have hurt her heart. I'm not a good wife. I have indirectly betrayed my husband.

In the past, I was amazed at Er's brother. When I was in Junior High. Maybe because he's one of the good-looking basketball stars, full of charm and not a playboy. It's not just me who's amazed at Er's brother. Almost all of my friends at school admired him. Some even blatantly say fall in love with her. However, when I found out that Er and Mentari's brother were in love, I became more and more amazed at the two of them. Very happy and seem to love each other.

In my life, I don't know many men. Although not a few men approached me. Even in college, I always limited myself to being close to men. Until I knew Andre. The handsome guy who chased me endlessly until finally after a year and more he chased my love, I officially dated him. Be happy? Sure oes. Because Andre is very romantic and not shy to show his love in front of many people. It can be said that Andre and I became a viral couple at that time.

Then the rape happened. I am pregnant and have to marry Er's sister. At first I hated Er because she was the one who caused my relationship with Andre to run aground. But my hate slowly disappeared. Brother Er is very patient with me. Especially when my son died. We finally got closer. And what amazed me most, she was frank with me about her relationship with her sister Mentari before touching me after a year of our marriage.

I who was initially disgusted by him, now changed from darling. My feelings for her are getting stronger every time we have sex. Brother Er turns out to be a gentle man and is able to give me inner-born satisfaction. So when I met Mentari, although initially there was pain in my heart, but I was the one who pushed us to polygamy. I don't want to lose Brother Erdana because I love her and I don't want brother Erdana to let go of brother Mentari because the suffering of brother Mentari is so great. Out of nowhere I can get the power of sharing a husband.

Without planning, I was close to Prayuda's brother. It's natural because since I was a child I've known him. He's a good lecturer, a patient mentor and a fun interlocutor. Somehow I could have a different taste for her. Is it because we are together every day? This feeling grew so strong that I forgot that this taste was off limits. I repeatedly assured myself that I was only amazed by Prayuda's brother. Why do I miss not seeing it? Why am I jealous when he gets close to Elif's doctor?

And when I find out that she has the same taste for me, I want to go crazy. But again this is wrong!

O God, take my memory down so I don't think about Prayuda anymore. There is only Er in my heart. Not the other one. There is no other. But can I? Just imagine that I would move to the hospital and not see her again, my heart is already hurting. But maybe it's better this way. I had to go through this pain process to be able to return my feelings to Er's sister.

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That's the heart of all three of them.

What about Mentari's heart? In the next episode, right? length if joined here.

enjoy your holiday today.

Mom is willing to wake up at 3am to be up today. My mom wants a vacation too.

Have a blessing day all😍😍😘😘

BTW said yes if you have heard the song