
Hi everyone, sorry yesterday did not up because there is a family event. Mom's busy.
Have you read your mom's latest novel?
SECRET OF LOVE
if you haven't read it yet.....
no less exciting than this novel
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Losing is a word that everyone doesn't like. Especially if what is missing is something we love most.
Body and soul, it feels like it can't be in its place. Like coming with those who leave us.
Especially if the lost ones are gone forever. That fact will surely break the heart.
Naura finally found Erdana. He stood on the top floor of the hospital. Erdana stood up while putting both of her hands in her pants pocket. Occasional cries of Erdana still sounded.
"Abang, baby....!" Naura approached her son. He held onto Erdana's shoulder and rubbed it slowly. "Your son was laid in the incubator. The doctor said you can kill your son even if he's in an incubator."
"I can't do it, Mom." Erdana. Her tears fell back.
"If not my brother, who else would do it? You are his father. Didn't you always say miss this moment will happen. When As was born, brother couldn't do it."
"I can't, Mom!" Erdana looked at her mother. "I want to do all that in front of Mentari. But now? I can't, mom. I'm ruined!"
"Don't be like that, bang. You must be strong for the sake of your children! They need you so much right now. Come on, my son, we're all with you. You're not alone in all these struggles."
Erdana hugged her mother while crying. "Ah...mom, why should my way of life be like this? I want to die."
Naura was crying too. He rubbed his son's head with deep sadness. "Please pray to God. Only God can lift all our burdens. Remember, God never gives a test beyond our strength."
Erdana let go of his embrace. He looked at his mother's soft face.
"Don't cry anymore. Let's go to the nursery and do your job as a father."
Erdana took a deep breath and wiped away her tears. Naura hugged her son's arm and stepped together to leave the hospital roof.
Erdana used the pecans that were always in her car. After washing his face and hands, he was allowed into the NICU. Erdana's heart was shattered to see her little daughter lying in an incubator. The doctor said his weight was only 1.8 kg. Her daughter even had to wear a breathing apparatus because her lungs were having problems.
Slowly Erdana looked down. He did his job as a father. Listen to Azan for the first time to his daughter. There is a million hopes that this daughter will be healthy and become a child that Soleha when he grows up.
"I call you Azrha Elisha Furkan. May you shine in the light of God. Being a noble woman who continues to shine like your mother's Mentari." said Erdana without being able to hold back her tears.
After that, he left the NICU. At the door, Yasmin stood up. "Sister.....!"
"How's it?" erdana asked in a voice that sounded uninspired.
"The father of Satria and the father of Judah took care of him. Naura's mother is now with Jeslin's mother. Jeslin's mother fainted."
Erdana. Just as he was stepping, suddenly there was a noise near the hospital lobby.
"No.. I can't accept my son's death, no.....!" Shouted a man as he walked out of the emergency room.
Yasmin tried to approach and ask a nurse. "What's wrong?"
"The father died in a car accident. We tried to help him. Doctor Prayuda even helped but his life was no longer helped. The wound on her head was too big" said the female nurse. His clothes saw a splash of blood.
Prayuda came out of the emergency room. "Sir, listen to our explanation. The wound on the father's head was too big so we couldn't stop the bleeding. We've been...."
"Silence ....!" The man suddenly pointed his gun at Prayuda.
"Sir.....!" Prayuda was surprised. His face looks nervous. He didn't think he was going to pull out a gun.
"Don't come any closer, Yas. That guy's dangerous. The weapon he was holding was a real gun."
"But Brother Pra...!" Yasmin looked very worried.
"Wait here! Let me be the one." Erdana's sentence stopped seeing the man holding the gun firing his gun at the roof. The guards there also seem to be difficulties.
"You stupid doctor! You must die with my son too....!" the man shouted and opened fire on Prayuda's body 3 times. The fourth shot of the gun ran out of bullets and the 2 guards immediately grabbed the man.
Prayuda held onto his bleeding chest.
"Sister Pre....!" Yasmin withdrew her hand held by Erdana. He ran towards Prayuda with a heart that seemed to stop.
Prayuda fell to the floor just as Yasmin reached him.
"Sister.....!" Yasmin helps Prayuda to wake up.
The views of the two meet. Prayuda smiled as he endured the pain in his chest.
"Nurse.....! Take brangkar!" yasmin shouted with great fear.
"Yes.....!" Prayuda closed his eyes.
"No, sis! Please don't give up! Open your eyes."
There was panic in front of the emergency room. People ran out of the hospital because they heard gunshots.
Prayuda opened his eyes slowly. His hand raised and touched Yasmin's cheek. The woman's cheeks were bleeding because of Prayuda's bloody hands.
"A..a...ku is sneaking....!" Prayuda could not continue his words. His hand that was on Yasmin's cheek fell down again and his eyes closed.
"Ah ...no, sis! No....! No....! Comeup! Don't surrender! I don't want you to be like this. Up, brother!" Yasmin hugged Prayuda's body.He cried hysterically. More and more people are running out of hospitals. Chaos was seen so that many seemed to not care about Yasmin who hugged Prayuda's body that had been drenched in blood.
"Doctor Yasmin, please let go! We have to remove doctor Prayuda's body!" said one of the nurses.
Doctor Yuda was surprised to see his collapsed son bathed in blood. He just checked his wife's condition. Jeslin fainted and heard a shooting in front of the emergency room.
Prayuda's body was lifted up into the cage and pushed into the emergency room.
Erdana was surprised to see how Yasmin reacted. His heart was pulled out of place. Erdana now realized something. All this time, he was so curious as to who the man who had managed to shake Yasmin's feelings towards him was. Erdana even secretly asked one of her confidants to investigate at the hospital where Yasmin was carrying out her koasmya for the first time. No leads got. Yasmin had never been close and intimate with a young doctor or senior male doctor. Yasmin's closest friend is Prayuda. And Erdana never expected Prayuda to be that man.
Now, when he saw how Yasmin pulled her hand from Erdana's grasp and ran to hug the wounded Prayuda, Erdana's heart was convinced, Prayuda is a man who has brought comfort to Yasmin and who has filled the void of Yasmin's heart when Erdana has to be with Mentari.
Yasmin looked broken, fragile and broken as Prayuda closed his eyes. Yasmin's cry showed her heart that did not want to lose.
"Yes.....!" Erdana approached Yasmin who was still sitting with an empty look. His soul floated away as Prayuda closed his eyes.
"Yasmine....!" Erdana shook Yasmin's shoulder slowly.
Yasmin turned her gaze to Erdana. Her crying broke immediately. He hugged Erdana. "I don't want to lose him!" That's what Yasmin said and then she fainted.
Erdana herself felt her head dizzy. Pain and pain felt in his heart. It was as if there was a wound so deep and wide that it broke his heart into pieces.
A reality Erdana had never thought of before.
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Good morning......
The spirit of the weekend....
Drink coffee first let's not tense.
Don't forget to support your mother....