LOVE THE CHILDREN OF JURAGAN
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Hi, before reading this part, play Air Supllay's old song titled Goodbye

can see the pain living in your eyes

I can see the pain that lives in your eyes

And I know how hard you try

And I know how hard you're trying

You desire to have so much more

You deserve to have more

I can feel your heart and I sympathize

I can feel your heart and I am sympathetic

And I’ll never criticize all you’ ever mean to my life

And I'll never criticize everything you've ever meant in my life

not wanting to disappoint you

I don’t want to lead you on

I don't want to lead you

I don’t want to hold you back

I don't want to hold you back

From where you might belong

From where you are

You would never ask me why

You will never ask why

My heart is so disguised

My heart is very much in disguise

I just can’t live a lie anymore

I can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

Than to make you cry

There’s nothing left to say but good-bye

There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You desire the chance at the kind of love

You deserve a chance to love

I’m not sure I’m worthy of

I'm not sure I deserve it

Losing you is painful to me

Losing you hurts me

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2 Hours before the shooting...

Mentari stopped his steps. He looked back.

"What's up, kid? We are almost there." said Ivory while holding tightly his son's hand.

"I was about to hear Prayuda's voice calling me."

"Youngdad?"

"The doctor Judah."

"Oh, the guy who used to like you?"

Smiling mentari. "I'm no longer her favorite woman. He likes other people. His name is Yasmin."

"Yasmin Satria's son?"

"Yes, dad. Prayuda likes Yasmin. That shouldn't be. Because Yasmin belongs to Erdana."

Ivory looked at his daughter. "So?"

"If I go, will Yasmin continue with Erdana?" Mentari took her hand from her father's. "Dad, listen? That's Prayuda's voice calling my name. Should I go back?"

Ivory smiled. He hugged his daughter. "Go back if you want to come back, son. I'll be waiting for you here."

"I'll be back, Dad."

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Prayuda took the heart shock device. He placed it on the chest of Mentari so that the body of Mentari jerked.

"Pra, stop. The mentari is gone!" yuda said while holding his son's hand.

"No, dad!" Prayuda again put the device up and pressed it against Mentari's chest. "Don't be like this Mentari....! You can't leave! Your son needs you! Come Mentari! Where's your spirit? You are not a woman who gives up easily! Come Dance...! Come back....!"

tit.tit....

Yuda and Satria are shocked that the heart detector is sounding again. It's a little weak. But it finally went off and that line started to wavy again.

Prayuda laughed as he wiped his tears. "I knew you'd be back!"

"The condition is still critical. Some parts of his body did not respond" Yuda said after checking the state of Mentari.

"I don't know when he'll be able to open his eyes. But at least we will not lose hope. As small as that. Will Mentari just hang on for a while and go back. At least right now, he's back even though without any certainty he'll actually be back." Prayuda said as he removed the heart shock device he had in his hand.

Judah looked at his son proudly. Prayuda has the heart of a real doctor. A doctor will never give up on his patients.

"I'm going out to tell the Mentari family." Satria said, then she opened her gloves. He washed his hands briefly in the sink then immediately exited the operating room.

"How is Mentari? I heard a baby crying. Is my son safe?" erdana asked when she saw her father-in-law coming out.

"Your children are safe. But he is very weak. There may be a disturbance in his lungs. We also do not dare to guarantee his safety. As for the Mentari....." Satria shook her head.

Naura who saw that immediately ran out. He could not imagine Erdana would lose Mentari. Naura called Elmira. Elmira should be here to strengthen her twin sister.

While Erdana who saw the head of her father-in-law shook her head, felt her body become very weak. "So, is he safe?"

"So his heart stopped beating. But he can come back. Unfortunately, the state of Mentari is very weak. His body doesn't respond to anything."

Yasmin who heard him immediately cried. He knew what his father meant. "Dad, is brother Mentari....?"

"We're just waiting for time, Yas."

Erdana felt her heart break. Losing Mentari for good is not something Erdana wants. "No....!"

"I can't lose the Mentari. No....!" Erdana ran straight from there. Thought's dead-end. His head suddenly felt pain. Mentari means a lot in his life. How would his children be if Mentari wasn't around? As was very close to his mother. Erdana couldn't see her son. I will always cry looking for my mother. While Mentari was admitted to the hospital alone, As's body became thin because he was lazy to eat and lost his cheerfulness for several days.

Erdana arrived at the hospital's rooftop. He wept there to shed his troubled heart. Don't leave me, Ri. Don't leave my life. How can I raise children without you? I'm so scared of losing you. O God, why does the Mentari always have to suffer? Can't he enjoy his happiness with our children?

The shadow of the face of baby As increasingly makes Erdana's heart hurt. He's never thought of this before. Death will come to every human being. But Erdana felt unprepared to lose Mentari at this time.

Meanwhile at the hotel.......

"I have to go to the hospital first." Elmira threw away the blanket that covered her body just like that.

"Darling, what's wrong? Who died?" ask Nick and get out of bed.

"So, I called you when Mentari died."

Nick surprised. "Didn't he look okay yesterday?"'

"I don't know what's going on. Let's get ready and go to the hospital." Elmira stepped over regardless of the core part of her body that was still aching. He should be with Erdana at the moment. He knew that Erdana must be very sad.

Nick puts on his pants and picks up Elmira's phone, which goes off.

"Assalamualaikum, ma'am." Say hello to Nick when he sees that the one who called is his mother-in-law.

"Waalaikumsalam salam. Where's Elmira?"

"Elmira's taking a shower, ma'am. We'll be in the hospital soon."

"El had already hung up on her without hearing mother's explanation. Mentari is in critical condition. The doctor said that Mentari at any time can die. Mom called to ask El to come here. Er is very bad. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have interrupted your honeymoon."

"It's okay, ma'am. El loves Mentari. Of course we should be there."

"Thank you, son. Sorry again."

"Good, mom."

"Mom close first huh? Go find Er. I don't know where he ran. I'm afraid Er is being stupid. Assalamualaikum."

"Getishalight." Nick put Elmira's phone back on. He breathed a little relieved but also became worried thinking about the state of Mentari. Both are now in one of the hotels outside the city. Nick calls Elmira's assistant to get their stuff done here.

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Yasmin opened her eyes slowly. He tried to get up but a firm hand pushed him gently back to lie down.

"Don't wake up. You're still pale."

Yasmin turned towards the voice. "Prayuda? You're all right? How's the former shot?" Yasmin was shocked and woke up. He held Prayuda's chest.

"Yes, stay up? Don't surrender. You'll definitely be a great doctor like your father."

"Your wounds don't exist? How can?" Yasmin did not respond to Prayuda's words, she lifted the shirt Prayuda was wearing and found no scars.

"Yes.....!" Prayuda held Yasmin's hand which was still on her chest. "I love you. I love you so much. I don't know why this feeling exists. I don't understand why I should fall in love with you on the thing that you belong to Erdana. But I can't help this feeling. The more I try to stay away from you, the stronger this longing makes me want to find you."

"Sister, I love you too. But how should it be? It's impossible to leave Er's brother."

Prayuda held Yasmin's cheek. "Maybe I should just go so I don't confuse you."

"Where are you going, brother?" ask Yasmin

"I'll go far. Because if we're close, I might make you even more confused." Prayuda pecked at Yasmin. "I'm leaving...!"

"Sister.....Brother Pra..., don't go brother, I love you..sister....!"

"Yasmine ...! Yasmine.....!"

Yasmin opened her eyes. He saw Erdana standing next to him. "Sister....!"

Erdana smile. "You fainted. Now you have a little fever. I'll call Satria's father and tell him you're awake." Erdana's out soon. Shortly thereafter, Satria and Gayatri enter but Erdana is absent.

"How are you doing, son?" ask Gayatri.

"I'm feeling good, mom."

Satria checked her daughter's pulse, then her blood pressure.

"Your blood pressure is normal. Your blood pressure was a little less. You better rest first." said Satria.

"Dad, what about Prayuda?" yasmin asked without being able to hide her worries.

"Bad conditions. He was still in the operating room to remove the bullet lodged in his body. Doctor Yuda couldn't even operate on his son. They needed 3 bags of blood."

"I want to see it!"

"Yasmine! Hold yourself! Did you forget here also there is Erdana and her family who are still tense because of the condition of Mentari which continues to decline? How could you still think of another man? You were crying hysterically as if he were your husband." Touch Gayatri with a slightly loud tone. He was upset with his son.

"But, mom!"

"Yes, you better take a break. Whatever happens with Prayuda, we leave everything in God's hands. Don't act like you're a couple. Respect Erdana and her family." Satria said she immediately left her daughter's treatment room.

Yasmin laid her body back. Her tears flowed without her being able to hold back. Yasmin felt her heart break.

"Sleep! I'll be here to take care of you."

Yasmin tried to close her eyes. But he imagined Prayuda.

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Elmira looked at Erdana who was still standing in front of the room's guard glass. Only from there can he see the Mentari. He was not allowed to enter at all. The sun should be in a completely sterile room. The doctors or nurses who came to check him also used protective clothing complete with masks and gloves.

I don't know how many health support tools are attached to the Mentari's body. The woman had already experienced a decline twice.

"E.....!"

Erdana. When I saw Elmira. He hugged his twin brother and poured his sadness on Elmira.

"It has. No cry. Pity your children. You have to be strong."

"How can I be strong that Mentari will leave me forever?"

Elmira shakes. "Don't do it, Er. Don't despair. No matter how small we have to have hope."

Erdana looked at the pale-ridden Mentari. "I'm afraid Mentari will never open his eyes."

Elmira rubs Erdana's back. He could feel what Erdana was feeling.

"Let's sit!" Invite Elmira while pulling Erdana's arm to sit on the bench in front of the Mentari treatment room.

"I'm sorry I disturbed you instead of your honey. Where's Nick?"

"Nick just drove me to the hospital and then to your house. Daffa said, As cried. So Nick wants to take As for a walk."

"Thank you."

"Together, Er. We are family. We should support each other in this situation. I've canceled our honeymoon to Venice. Later if the condition of Mentari is clear, then we will go."

Erdana could only nod. Then he took a deep breath. "El, I might divorce Yasmin."

Elmira surprised. Yasmin's move towards that place has now stopped.

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