LOVE THE CHILDREN OF JURAGAN
My mother and Erdana's Heart

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Erdana, Yasmin, Mentari and Prayuda are all good people. They are in a circle of love stories that they themselves do not want to live.

Mentari was initially selfish because he always thought about his career. He was also close to Prayuda as they lived in the same apartment. Erdana strongly supports Mentari's career and Erdana also agrees Mentari is pursuing his dream. Until finally the rape tragedy occurred Mentari went so that Erdana could marry Yasmin. When you go Mentari is sick and pregnant. If Mentari was selfish, she could have gone back and said she was pregnant. Yet he himself bore all the wounds, pains and struggles between life and death. When destiny reunited them, Mentari did not initially want polygamy because he did not want Yasmin to divorce Erdana. Mentari agreed to polygamy because Yasmin threatened to leave Erdana if Mentari did not want to be with Erdana.

Erdana was wrong. Because he did rape Yasmin drunk (Remember yes, not in a conscious state). Although he did not want to, but for the sake of the good name of Yasmin's family, Erdana agreed to marry. Releasing Mentari to be with Yasmin is not an easy thing. They were 7 years together. Even if Erdana finally started to like Yasmin, it was natural. They have been living together for 1 year. There was a special moment2 that left their hearts both open. And Erdana, be honest about her marriage to Mentari before she touches Yasmin. Yasmin could have refused, but she would eventually want to be touched by Erdana despite knowing that Mentari was Erdana's first wife. Yasmin also wanted polygamy but apparently, her heart was not ready. Young Yasmin said it was easy to be ready for polygamy. But the truth is he can't, his heart is lonely, and Prayuda comes as a friend and makes Yasmin comfortable with all of Prayuda's attention. Comfort turns into love.

Yasmin being raped was an unpleasant event. But it turns out he can overcome his hatred for Erdana not because of others. But because of their togetherness. Yasmin is trying to go through a polygamous marriage. And he repeatedly said that his feelings changed NOT BECAUSE ERDANA IS NOT FAIR but it turns out he was the one who could not overcome his own feelings. Yasmin herself decides what her life will be like: continue S2 and hide the events of Andre's abduction. Even Yasmin chose not to get pregnant for school reasons but she did not say anything to Erdana. Indeed, the reason Yasmin Krn did not want to add to the burden of Erdana's mind, but should not a wife ask for approval from her husband?

Yasmin is young, her mind is still unstable, she needs someone who is fully capable of giving her the attention she needs. And Prayuda didn't come on purpose. They are close because of the situation. They were found not Prayuda's plan to disturb Yasmin's household. It is the circumstances that make them fall in love with each other.

Prayuda once loved Mentari. But he finally managed to move-on after Mentari married Erdana. If he ends up falling in love with Erdana's other wife, it's not his will either. His heart was so strongly tied to Yasmin that he repeatedly tried but he failed to move to another heart. But Prayuda kept his attitude. Prayuda remained polite despite being tormented by his feelings.

So who is wrong behind all these events? Nonexistent. Because it is not Mentari who seeks Erdana anymore but the destiny that brings them together. It was not Erdana who wanted polygamy but he was also unable to release Yasmin or Mentari. It was not Erdana who unfairly divided the time, Yasmin herself who deliberately gave space so that Erdana and Mentari could often be together.

If it is said Mentari won a lot because of illness and pregnancy, did Mentari choose to get the disease? The mentari who chose to get pregnant again? Has Mentari ever taken advantage of his pain to get more attention from Erdana?

If Yasmin ends up falling in love with Prayuda, is it Mentari or Erdana's fault? NAY! Because the heart cannot choose where it will go. Yasmin had promised to stay away from Prayuda, but things were getting closer.

So who's wrong? Blame me, right? Because it makes the story plot like this. These are all ideas from me. I wanted a story like this myself.

Match and destiny in the world of novels in the hands of Mak Author😂😂😂

The spirit of reading it. Love you all

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"You want to release Yasmin? But because of what?" elmira asked, not understanding. "Isn't your marriage okay? Did something happen and I don't know?"

Erdana leaned her back on the back of the bench. "I'm no longer the man in Yasmin's heart."

"Yasmin cheating? No way, ah." Elmira nodded in disbelief.

"He is not cheating, but the attention of someone makes him feel comfortable. The attention he might not be able to get from me because I have to be with Mentari." Erdana.

"But all this time you've been fair, Er. It is precisely your two wives who want you to pay more attention to the others. Or, have you ever spent time with Yasmin on Mentari?"

"No! You know, Mentari, she'll kick me out if I'm with her on it's Yasmin's turn."

"Or maybe because of the lack of frequency of your encounter with Yasmin?"

Erdana shrugged her shoulders. "Eitherway. Today, my heart was hurt when I saw Yasmin crying for another man. I saw a huge fear in the look in his eyes when he saw the man get hurt. He hugged me but said he didn't want the man to leave. Even when he fainted, he said the man's name while crying."

"E....!" Elmira rubs her brother's shoulder. He also felt hurt.

"I love Yasmin, El. I wouldn't want to lose him. However, how can I hold it in, if his heart is already for another man? I don't blame Yasmin. I knew all this time he was trying to forget that guy. I can feel it every time we make love."

"Think about it again, Er. Don't be so rash. Letting go of Yasmin will make your heart hurt, but holding Yasmin will also make you even more hurt. Yasmin is still young. She's actually a good girl. Polos and he also loves Mentari. What if Mentari comes to her senses and finally she doesn't agree that you're parting ways with Yasmin? Didn't Mentari say that she was willing to be with you as long as you stayed with Yasmin?"

Erdana rubbed her face rough. He took a deep breath several times. "Please stay awake here, okay? I want to pray Zuhur in the hospital mosque."

Elmira nodded. He looked at his twin brother who went to the exit.

Meanwhile, Yasmin who heard the conversation of Erdana and Elmira became sad. He sat on the floor hugging both of his bent knees. His back was against the hospital wall. Yasmin closed her eyes. Given how his marriage to Erdana happened. He also recalled how Prayuda's kindness had eroded the sense he was beginning to have for Erdana. Yasmin didn't want any of this to happen. But in the end it all happened.

"Yes, what are you doing here? I'm looking everywhere." Gayatri held her child and helped her son stand up. "Let's go back to your room. You have to eat first."

Yasmin according. He did not argue with his mother. He also returned to his room.

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Jeslin looked at her husband. Yuda looks very tired. "Mas, let's eat first!"

Yuda smiled. He was happy that Jeslin was with him when all this happened. Jeslin gave it strength.

"Thank you, baby."

Jeslin arranged the food for Yuda on the table in front of the sofa. Yuda who just came out of the bathroom went straight to the sofa in his room.

"You must be tired, right? After fighting for my son, you must fight for your son. What a tragedy we never thought of."

"And our children, both are still critical. I don't know who's gonna go and who's gonna survive."

Jeslin held her husband's hand. "We ate, after that Maghrib prayer together."

Yuda nodded. She was grateful that since her marriage to Jeslin, her prayers had become more and more regular. Jeslin was a female figure who guided him back to the path of God.

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One Week later......

There was a smile on Erdana's face as she looked at her sleeping little princess after finishing her milk. There was a sense of relief in his heart when he found out that his daughter's health was getting better even though he was still using a breathing apparatus.

For one week, Erdana also never returned home. If he misses As, then he'll be Videocall. He was also sad because As was always crying looking for his mother. Elmira even willingly postponed her honeymoon just to keep As at home. Erdana was so grateful that her twin sister was very attentive to her life.

Yasmin, every afternoon, finished her duties in the hospital, would definitely come to the hospital where Mentari and Prayuda were treated.

Prayuda has passed his critical period even though until now he has not been aware. While Mentari, he is still in a coma, even yesterday he almost died because his heartbeat stopped beating again. The doctors had to work hard again with his heart shock device so that Mentari could breathe again.

Erdana and Yasmin's relationship was cold because Yasmin was more silent as they sat together in front of the Mentari room.

Today is sunday. Yasmin came after breakfast. When he arrived in front of Mentari's room, Erdana was not there. The nurse said Erdana was taking a bath in the room of the doctor Yuda.

Yasmin saw the existence of Mentari who was still lying helplessly. Mentari's face looks very pale. Her lips even looked dry.

How long are you gonna be like that, brother? Until when will my sister sleep? Don't you want to see that beautiful baby Azhra? I also need a big brother. I want to pour out my heart to you. Get up, brother!

Yasmin could not hold back her tears. He was really depressed about all this.

Suddenly, Yasmin sees Yuda's doctor running towards Prayuda's treatment room.

"What's wrong?" yasmin asked a nurse.

"Doctor Pre opened his eyes."

Yasmin smiled happily. He took his foot there but only 4 steps, Yasmin stopped. He decided to go back to the front of the Mentari room.

He sat on the bench holding back a million desires to go to Prayuda's room.

"Yes.....!" Sapa Erdana who just finished taking a shower. He looks fresh with wet hair although Yasmin must admit that Erdana looks thinner by the day.

"Sister. Want breakfast?"

"I had breakfast in the room of Judah's father."

"Good."

Erdana sat down next to Yasmin. "Yuda's father was pleased to hear the news that Prayuda had regained consciousness and opened his eyes."

"I know."

"You didn't go see Prayuda?"

Yasmin shook her head. He knew that Erdana asked that question because Erdana already knew that Prayuda was the man Yasmin liked.

The two of them were silent again.

"Yes, when are you going abroad to study S2?" ask Erdana.

"Next month. But I want to see first the state of Mentari's sister. I can postpone ..."

"Don't delay. Go and get everything you want to achieve for your future. Let me take care of Mentari."

"But, brother...."

"I know that your heart is no longer for me. I can see everything when Prayuda gets shot. I'm sorry, Yas. Forgive me until your heart has turned to another. It feels really sick. But how else?" Erdana. Trying to hold back her tears. His heart was like a sharp knife. Tearing the most in his heart. It hurts so much.

Yasmin was crying. He no longer knows what to say. The two are silent. Until Naura's mother finally came.

"Abang, Elmira and As are in the parking lot. The boy cried looking for his mother. That's why I brought him here. I asked the hospital for permission to let As in for a bit. Let As see his mother."

"Bring in, ma'am."

Naura called Elmira. Shortly thereafter Elmira came with As. Upon seeing Erdana, As immediately ran over and hugged her while crying.

"Daddy, As wants to see mommy."

Erdana holds her son and shows from behind the glass the existence of Mentari.

"Mommy still hurts baby. As should pray that mommy gets well soon, huh? So that Daddy will go down home mommy and dede Azhra. We can play together there. Now As's coming home with El aunty. Don't be naughty at home, huh? As must pray and ask Allah so that mommy is healed soon."

As hugged Erdana tightly. "As does not want to go home. As she wants it here same daddy."

"As should go home. The doctor won't allow As here for too long. As a kid who hears, right? wait for Daddy, mommy and dede to come home?" cajole Erdana. The US initially insisted on staying. But after being persuaded back, he was willing to go home.

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Prayuda opened his eyes. He briefly still had time to see the back of a woman who left the room where in the care. It looks like Yasmin. Unfortunately, due to his chest and arms still hurting from the scars from the lodging of bullets in his chest and arms, Prayuda could not get off the top of the bed.

Yasmin who had just come out of Prayuda's room was relieved to see that the man was getting better. He immediately got into his car. Once in the car, he called someone.

"Please prepare my residence in America."

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