LOVE THE CHILDREN OF JURAGAN
Letting Go of the Desire of the Heart

Finally, after waiting almost 3 weeks, Erdana was allowed into the Mentari treatment room. He was so missed by his wife that all this time he could only see from behind the glass.

"Hi honey.....!" Erdana held onto Mentari's hand and kissed him slowly.

The sun was still lying unconscious. His face was pale and his eyes closed. His lips even looked very dry and looked flaky. Erdana's heart hurts. But he was grateful to be allowed in.

"Dear, when are you going to open your eyes? Don't you want to see our child? She's very pretty. Although at first his body was small, but now his weight has risen. He likes to drink milk. The doctor said that the infection in his lungs had healed. So maybe he'll come home first from you. But just calm down. There's Jeslin's grandmother and Naura's grandmother who will look after him. Honey, As asks you on. He misses you so much. She said mommy when is she healing?" Erdana kissed Mentari's hand again. "Wake up, Ri. I need you right now. I don't know how I'm going to have to be with Yasmin. I already know who the man she loves is. It hurts. But what should I do? Yasmin's heart seemed to have been tied to her. Is it wrong if I'm going to keep him?" Erdana's cries broke. "Sorry, Ri. My feelings today are very sad."

From the corner of Mentari's eye, there appears to be clear water falling. Unfortunately, as Erdana was grieving, she did not notice that.

The sound of a knock on the glass made Erdana turn her head. The nurse was there, reminding Erdana for the 5 minutes given to go inside was done. Erdana also nodded. On his kiss Mentari's forehead, then he came out of the room.

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Yasmin read the SMS banking that went into her phone. Notification from the bank if there are funds into his account. Judging from the number, Yasmin knew it was from Erdana. Her husband was never late in sending her money. Yasmin's heart became increasingly agitated. He stared at 2 suitcases that were already filled with clothes, shoes and some important documents of his. 3 more days, Yasmin will leave for America to continue her S2 there.

Erdana did go back to the apartment several times. But they only talk so badly. Erdana did sleep here but no intimate relationship was created. Erdana did hug him but it made Yasmin feel more unsettled.

Today Yasmin wishes to speak with Erdana.

He was also preparing to go to the hospital. However as he opened the door, he was surprised to see Erdana who had just entered.

"Sister....!"

Erdana smile. "You want to go?" ask Erdana.

"I'm going to the hospital."

Erdana sat down and opened her shoes. Yasmin looked at Erdana's clothes. "Aren't you in the office?"

"Yes. Since yesterday I have been in the office. A lot of work was delayed because I wasn't there. But I only go to the office if there's a very important job."

Yasmin sat in front of Erdana. "How's baby Azhra?"

"So morning I was allowed to go home. He's already home. As was so happy to see his sister." Erdana looked at the 2 large suitcases that were near the door of the room.

"When will you go?" .

"3 more days."

Erdana. His heart became sick.

"Have taken care of everything there? I have friends there. If you want, I can call him."

"Satria's father's friend was a lecturer there. He's taken care of everything. There is also an apartment that has been prepared. I just stay in."

"Goodoo. I'm gonna take a shower first." Erdana stood up to climb the stairs.

"Sister....!" call Yasmin.

Erdana. "What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry for betraying you."

Yasmin's tears flowed. "Sister...." Sentence ceased. He was afraid of what he had to say.

Erdana approached, then wiped off Yasmin's tears. "Don't cry for me anymore, Yas. I know I've made you cry too often. May you be happy with your dreams. I believe you'll be a great doctor like your grandfather and father." Erdana hugged Yasmin tightly. Trying to hold back her tears from falling. Really, he loves Yasmin.

"How can I hold back your steps from getting away from me, Yas? Tell me what to do?"

"I'm sorry, brother." Yasmin tightened her embrace.

"Don't apologize. It's not your fault."

"I'm wrong, brother."

Erdana let go of his embrace. He looked at Yasmin. Trying to smile. "I'm sorry I raped you that night. I'm sorry that I made you dream with Andre come to a standstill. I'm sorry I didn't make you the only woman because you had to share time with Mentari. I'm sorry that I couldn't make you comfortable, to be present every time you needed me. Sorry that Prayuda has finally come into your heart. I'm ready to accept whatever your decision is, Yas. As long as you're happy. Your happiness is what's especially for me." Erdana kissed Yasmin's forehead and then immediately went upstairs to take a bath.

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The night has gone, and soon morning will come to say hello. However, Yasmin could not close her eyes at all. He just kept looking at the ceiling of his room.

Erdana was beside him. I fell asleep an hour ago. All night they just hugged each other without saying anything. Yasmin nelangsa's heart. Between wanting to go and staying afloat. However, he recalls the moment he accidentally met Prayuda yesterday at the college when Yasmin took the cover letter. They looked at each other without speaking. But this time, Yasmin could see Prayuda's loving eyes on her. Prayuda is no longer hiding everything like the past.

Yasmin could feel that her heart was still trembling. Yasmin realized that what Erdana said was true. Yasmin's heart no longer belonged to Erdana.

Hence, Yasmin wanted to leave quickly. So that not more people get hurt. I'm sorry Mentari. I can no longer be with you and with brother Erdana. I can only pray that you will quickly come to your senses.

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Erdana just finished a meeting. He knew that Yasmin had left for America today. Yasmin called and requested that Erdana not drive her to the airport. Yasmin's plane left at 5am.

As Erdana walked into his room, he was surprised to see Alan Santoso. Alan is Yasmin's uncle who works as a lawyer.

"Om Alan? Have you been waiting a long time?" erdana asked while shaking Alan's hand.

"It's only been about 10 minutes."

"Please sit down, um."

"Thank you, Er."

Alan pulled out a map from the briefcase underneath. "Erdana, do you know that Yasmin has left for America?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Om came here with a divorce document that Yasmin had signed. He wants a divorce from you. He did not ask for the distribution of gono-gini property or other requirements. He just wants you to agree with his request. Because Yasmin wants to get into America without using Furkan's name again."

Erdana strengthened her heart. He even felt that his head was like being hit by a very heavy iron. His heart was pulled out of place.

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Good afternoon....

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