
Prayuda looked at Erdana closely. "Er, you know about......"
"Yasmin never said anything to me. I knew it myself when you were shot."
"I'm sorry, Er. I didn't mean to disrupt your relationship with Yasmin. I also don't understand why this feeling is present. I've been trying to throw it away, I realize who Yasmin is. But the more I stay away, the more I miss him. But I never said anything to Yasmin, Er. I never expressed my feelings. Yasmin never said anything about her feelings either."
"I know."
"You must feel like I'm a bad friend, don't you, Ed? I'm like the one who stabbed you in the back."
Erdana smile. "I wanted to be angry at you at first. But I believe that you are not the type of womanizer. You're not a woman seductress. You fell in love with each other because of the situation. I who can't always be there for Yasmin because of our busy lives, make her feel comfortable with your attention. I'm really sad that Yasmin left. But I would be a selfish man if I only thought about my feelings and didn't think about Yasmin's feelings."
"I can't be with Yasmin, Er. That means I will be happy on top of your suffering. I also believe that Yasmin chose to part with you not because she wanted to be with me. It's because he wants to focus more on his school."
Erdana patted Prayuda on the shoulder. "This time, you follow your heart. Go see Yasmin. If Yasmin doesn't have feelings for you anymore, then you should move on with your life. Find another girl. You deserve to be happy too, Pre. You're almost 31 years old now. When are you gonna be in singles?"
"Yasmin blocked my number, Er."
"Is America too foreign for you to find it?"
Prayuda laughing. Of course it was not difficult for him to find Yasmin there because he knew where Yasmin continued her studies. Only thing Prayuda was afraid of was Yasmin who would not accept it.
"Go, Pre. Don't let Yasmin be owned by anyone else. Because if that happens, I'll hit you with my fist." Erdana was serious. The two handsome men looked at each other. Prayuda finally smiled.
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Nick kissed her little daughter's cheek before putting it in her baby box. Yesterday, Nick had to carry their baby stuff from town to village. Elmira wanted to rest for a month in the village before returning to the city.
Naura decides to stay in the village to accompany Elmira. He felt that there was no need to accompany Mentari and Erdana because Mentari had completely recovered. He is also now actively re-designing clothes even though the treatment is still carried out routinely.
"Honey, need something?" ask Nick and approach the bed where Elmira is lying.
"No. It's all done by you and mom. My only job is to breastfeed our little daughter, eat, and sleep. I've never even replaced my son's diaper let alone replaced his shirt. Everything was done by you and your mother. I can imagine, my body will stretch soon."
Nick chuckles. He stroked Elmira's face. "I'll love you anyway, no matter how big your body is."
"Ah, is that right?"
"real darling. How could I betray you after seeing how you struggle to give birth to our child? As you struggle to bear our child, I promise God in my heart that I will never make you sad during our marriage. Because I believe that you are the best woman God has prepared for me."
Elmira looked at her husband with deep feelings. "Darling.., you make me want to cry."
"Don't cry, ah "Nick kissed Elmira's forehead.
"I cried because I was too happy. I feel so loved by you. Our children would be so proud to have a father like you."
"Kids?" ask Nick while frowning his forehead.
"Yes. Children's. Don't you want any more children from me?"
"Of course I want to, baby. But when I saw you in pain yesterday, I didn't dare to hope anymore."
Elmira rests her head on Nick's shoulder. "I was in a lot of pain yesterday. But as soon as I saw our son's face, I forgot how it hurt. I want our daughter big fast so I'll give her sisters."
"Sister? You really want us to have three kids?"
"Maybe four. If God allows."
"Ah, dear. I can't wait to impregnate you again."
"Eh... Nick...!"'s....!" Elmira looked at her husband. "You don't dream of making love to me. You have to wait 2 months."
"Two months?"
"Yes. And if I give birth again, I want Prayuda to be the doctor."
"Since she has seen my most precious possession, she must be responsible for my next delivery."
Nick laughs. He hugged his wife with warmth. He was sure that the next days, he would definitely enjoy happiness with the presence of their children.
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Yasmin stared at the snowflakes coming down from her apartment window. He had just returned from the hospital and was sitting in front of a glass window enjoying a cup of warm chocolate.
Not felt, it has been one year and six months he was in the land of Uncle Sam. One of the busiest cities in the world New York.
Yasmin missed Indonesia. Missing the traffic jams of Jakarta and the atmosphere of the hospital there. He no longer has an FB, instagaram, or Twitter account. All of that was deliberately avoided by Yasmin so that she did not get any news about Erdana, Mentari and their children. Yasmin doesn't care. He was afraid of feeling homesick when he saw their pictures. The news he got was, his marriage to Erdana is over. Erdana gives what is rightfully Yasmin as Furkan's widow.
Through infotainment, Yasmin also knew that Elmira had given birth to a beautiful baby girl. A few weeks ago there was news about the little family doing a haircut for their son. The rest, Yasmin doesn't want to know anymore.
He drowned with his many duties. He also used the holiday to practice in one of the small hospitals near his campus.
About Prayuda? Ah, Yasmin tried to kill all the longing she had for the handsome man. He deliberately blocked Prayuda's number even though he knew that Prayuda would not be able to contact him.
On his campus, there was a bule man chasing Yasmin. His name was Doctor William. He is a cardiologist who is completing his S3 studies. 32 Year old man. Mapan and son of the owner of this famous hospital in New York. William is full of charm and very attentive to him. But all the attitude of the Caucasian guy actually reminds Yasmin of Prayuda. William is very sweet and always gives Yasmin surprises at all times. The entire college believes they're dating because William always calls him "baby".
How is Prayuda doing now? Yasmin hopes that Prayuda will find a good girl for her to marry. Even when thinking about Prayuda walking with others, Yasmin's heart aches.
Yasmin placed the glass on the table. The drink is over. He stood closer to the window when he saw someone coming down from the taxi. A tall man, wearing a brown jacket. He was holding a small suitcase and seemed to notice this apartment building. Yasmin was indeed living on the most carry floor.
The man raised his face then looked at the paper he had in his hand. Yasmin's heart stopped beating as she recognized the handsome face of the seemingly cold man. "Youngdad?"
Just at that moment, Prayuda looked towards the glass window where Yasmin was standing. The two looked at each other. Both hearts are beating very fast. There is a longing that cannot be hidden. Somewhat long the two looked at each other until Yasmin finally realized, if Prayuda was too long outside, then he could freeze. Yasmin ran out of her apartment. He opened the lobby door with a card in his hand.
"Sister, come on in!" take Yasmin.
Prayuda. He looked misbehaved but quickly went inside
"Come, brother." Yasmin opened the door to her apartment. "Just open your shoes and get closer to the fireplace. Brother looks so cold. I'll make you a cup of warm coffee for brother."
Yasmin rushed to the kitchen and heated the water. His hands trembled as he pulled the glass out of here. He felt his heart beat twice as fast. What a surprise he had never thought of before. What is it until Prayuda looks for her?
As he returned to the living room, Yasmin placed the coffee on the table. Prayuda was standing by the fireplace.
"Sister, drink the coffee first" Yasmin said.
Prayuda. He moved and sat on the sofa.
"I was surprised to see my brother coming."
"Do I bother you?"
Yasmin shook her head. Just then the doorbell of his apartment rang. Yasmin opened it immediately.
"William?" Yasmin was shocked to see William coming.
"Hi baby? Why look at ghosts? I brought you dinner." William said and went straight in.
Prayuda is surprised to see a handsome bule man enter Yasmin's apartment and they look very familiar. Even the man called her baby.
"Baby, do you have any guests?" William was surprised to see another man in Yasmin's apartment. The two men stood face to face.
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Right said Erdana....
what if there's a bule man who manages to fill Yasmin's loneliness?