Loving You for Being Ordinary
Can't choose

Alvi drove Navya home. The car will be delivered by Ryan later. Dafin, who had been waiting, looked out the window as Navya got down from Alvi's car. Obviously he was jealous, he was angry and very eager to get to Alvi. But there was something more important than his current jealousy, how he explained if it was true that day Navya heard all his conversations with Papi.

Just opening the door, Navya was greeted with questions.

"Why go home with him? Where's your car?" His tone was still ordinary, trying to hold back the annoyance.

"Later among the office people. Did Dafin eat? Vya change clothes first yes, after that Vya make dinner."

Dafin pulls his hand when the girl will pass from before him, until Navya is right in front of him. "We need to talk now."

Navya responded with a smile, but Dafin was confused by his wife's attitude. Obviously, Navya must have known this afternoon and heard her conversation with Papi. Why Navya even responded casually, should be like other wives who know her husband has other lovers they will go berserk, at least cry disappointed.

Navya removed her hand from Dafin's grip, then sat on the sofa while Dafin was still standing in confusion.

"He said he wanted to talk, why did Mas Dafin shut up?"

Following his wife, he sat on the sofa right next to Navya.

"Aren't you angry?" Staring intensely at the girl in front of him.

"angry? What's for?"

"I mean, you were there this afternoon, and you must have heard me and Papi."

"On Hana? Before I heard the talk this afternoon, I knew." Clearly shock was seen on Dafin's face.

"You know?" nods confidently. "Since when?"

"Not long." He never looked at Dafin's face as he spoke. Either endure the pain or do not want to see Dafin's face.

"You know, but you're just quiet? You're acting normal." Then why did Dafin become riled up by himself.

"Then, what should I do? Meet the woman? Women loved by my husband and they loved each other."

"Even if he's not Hana's sister, I won't."

"Why? You're my wife, you said you loved me. Why don't you get angry, don't you mean what you feel?"

Somehow Dafin's words sounded funny to Navya. Who is really wrong here, why is he the one who cornered Navya with his feelings.

If Mas Dafin expects me to act like the wife his husband loves, what has Mas Dafin been doing? I always try to be a real wife. Even when Mas asked us to act as a harmonious couple I did it wholeheartedly in the hope that it would come true.

Mas Dafin gave me hope that I should fight for my love, because Mas Dafin also once said Mas was used to my existence, but even though Mas never said that Mas Dafin loves me.

When you know that Mas Dafin loves other women, even before we get married, do I have to be angry? It is in fact I who have entered among you, though all of it is compelled by circumstances. But just out of spite for me or for destiny, you're sacrificing your feelings."

There was something wetting his eyes, but Dafin did not even dare to rub it or interrupt Navya's words. "I might be too naive to think that when Mas Dafin changed and started accepting me and this marriage, we could start our relationship from the beginning. Create a harmonious marriage in the form of affection. Though I also know Mas has planned the age of our wedding up to six months." His face was sad, but his lips were smiling. Navya was laughing at him.

"Even when you know Mas's relationship with sister Hana..." His words came to a halt, for without him noticing tears just dripping down his cheeks. Swiping my face before continuing his words. "when I knew it, I was really disappointed but also realized I had no right to be angry. I feel that has hurt him. Even so I still want Mas Dafin to only see me, only acknowledge me as a wife, and the future mother of Mas Dafin children. I want to be loved, because I love Mas Dafin. What I am wrong, I am a wife, I am also entitled to my husband, his love, his attention." His voice shakes from crying.

Seeing Navya cry, Dafin could not bear it. His heart was also cut. Grievous. If Navya knows, she loves Navya too, she wants to have Navya completely. Since realizing her heart had fallen on the girl, she had with all her heart refrained from touching her just because she was afraid that one day she would have to keep her promise to Hana.

Slowly he pulls Navya in his arms. Give her peace.

"You've talked a lot, you must be tired." Is correct. Navya was tired of letting her heart hurt and hoarding hope.

"I'm sorry. I can't choose this moment. You both have a place in my heart."

Navya wiped her tears. Letting go of Dafin's embrace then looked at the man. "Mas, as I said, I'll wait. I'm sure one day you'll know who to fight for."

"I will do it, let me seize all my rights Mas. Dafin would, right? If for six months of our marriage I cannot make Mas Dafin love me completely and Mas Dafin still cannot leave Kak Hana, I will step down. I will let Mas Dafin marry her."

Dafin was silent, how could this girl go through marriage when she found out her husband had another woman. Let me marry her? That means he didn't hear all my and Papi's conversations. I even married Navya. Ii'm sorry.

"I will try to make Mas Dafin just choose me and love me. Doesn't love have to fight?" Navya was encouraging herself. Either her love is blind.

Dafin did not answer. Why are there women like this. What a great thing he was to the point that he was loved this big. He really felt more guilty.

"I'm not going to force Mas to have to forget Hana's sister now, Mas can try it slowly....." Dafin kissed her lips so she would stop talking. Looks like Navya's too tired, maybe thinking too much. While the lips were still touching, Dafin felt something wash over his face. Sure enough, the girl came back crying, but she did not let go of the link of their lips.

Dafin who realized that instantly let go of the link. "You want to rest? I'll take you to the room.."

Navya nodded, she was tired. Either because he was fighting for love or because he was giving himself too much hope. Though the man he expected was still in doubt, could not choose, but if having both would definitely hurt everything.

Dafin escorted her to her room for a break, before Navya cleaned herself and changed clothes. Not much to say as before, he simply nodded or shook his head as Dafin asked or offered something. Dafin helped her get into bed and covered her, trying to help her fall asleep by rubbing her head. But Navya turned her back on Dafin instead, not hating that she just didn't want to get carried away. His confidence was reduced, when the man who was patting his head slowly did not respond to anything he said earlier. About their love and marriage. Only he fought here, while the man did not.

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