
Aulia is in front of Benki's mansion, not like yesterday-yesterday where he always stepped into the house with a light step but now his feet felt crushed by a stone that made him afraid and nervous but he continued to strengthen his heart to go there to grabbing an apology.
And now he had been sitting in the guest room of the house in front of the two Benki parents who were now looking at him with different gazes, a gaze that was difficult to interpret made Aulia slightly languish. It was really an unexpected circumstance because he would usually sit there chatting casually with the prospective in-laws but now he was sitting like the accused who was about to be executed.
"Aulia's name is not Tiara. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you. I'm really sorry !" Aulia tried hard to hold back her cries. He did not even dare to mention the word mama or papa to the two people in front of him.
"Initially I just wanted to help Tiara cancel this matchmaking but I was wrong for being too procrastinating to be honest with Benki and be like this !" Finally Aulia cried.
Benki's parents remained silent staring at the girl in front of him making Aulia even more sad.
"Ma, pa. Please speak up, don't shut up like that !" Finally he dared to say that word.
There were no words from the two people in front of him when the sound of shoes came closer. Benki instantly froze to see Aulia in her living room, the guy snorted and stepped quickly into her room.
"Ma, pa. Permission to Benki's room ya !" Without hearing the parents answer, Aulia ran after Benki.
The girl was shocked when Benki shut the door of her room tightly in front of her face. Aulia paused for a moment to neutralize her shock and opened the room and entered, seeing Benki standing in front of her window.
"Sister !" Call Aulia slowly.
"Do you want to come here ?" Benki snapped without looking. Aulia wiped away her tears that instantly fell upon hearing that sentence.
"I'm sorry !" Sluggishly.
"SORRY ! It's delicious after you play with my feelings and lie to me raw, now you just say SORRY. YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T FEEL LIKE ?" Benki's screams boomed, his emotions rose to hear Aulia's words and he grabbed a sleeping lamp on the nightstand and slammed it hard on the floor.
Aulia closed both ears while closing her eyes while screaming with tears that returned. The sound of broken glass made him surprised instead of playing. You can be sure people outside the room, anyone can hear the commotion.
Aulia opened her eyes to see the flakes of light glass scattered along with the cable. The girl turned towards Benki who was looking up at her.
"I just meant to cancel your match with Tiara, that's all but I'm always procrastinating so sorry !"
"If it is like that, you should never serve whatever I want. Take you by the road, take you to my house and introduce you to papa and mama. It's all for what if you're not Tiara !" Shouted Benki.
"Sorry brother, I'm sorry !" Aulia sobbing. Benki turned her back on her
that girl's. He could not see the girl crying, but his emotions clouded his mother's feelings.
"I don't care, go. I don't want to see you again !" Benki snapped her back to Aulia.
"Sister, I really didn't mean it like this. I don't intend to lie to you. I. I also find the right time to be honest with you but I'm afraid.I'm always afraid when to be honest with you, I'm afraid you hate me !" Aulia.
"And right, now I hate you, I hate you for lying to me all this time !" Benki didn't stop yelling, so Aulia kept crying.
"I thought you were a good girl, I introduced you to my parents because I was sure to choose you but it turns out you are nothing more than a liar !" Benki's words hit Aulia.
Aulia approached Benki and slowly hugged the guy from behind. Benki did not flinch but both of her hands were clenched tightly. It felt like he could not shake the hand that was twisting his stomach.
"I love you sister, very much, I love you very much. That's the main reason why I always didn't dare to be honest with you. I'm sorry, I'm so sick of falling in love with you, I'm sorry !" Aulia sobbed while tightly hugging Benki's body. The man closed his eyes with his chest up and down.
"Stop lying, until when are you going to lie to me !" Benki's voice was still slightly raised making Aulia's embrace tighter.
"This time I'm talking honestly, I love you brother but I'm not a Tiara, nor am I a rich man. I'm not equal to you and that's what makes me more inferior and more afraid to be honest with you, hiks !" Benki's back was wet from Aulia's tears.
Benki is silent while closing her eyes trying to withstand the turmoil of her feelings that she does not know whether anger or not or anything else. A quiet atmosphere that only Aulia could hear.
Aulia's heart was torn to shreds hearing that, she did not know what to say anymore, only her tears were rushing to represent her current feelings. Benki's hurtful remarks are the final of their relationship.
Slowly Aulia let go of her embrace, stared at the body nanar in front of her then wiped her tears and wordlessly turned to step out of the room. Before closing the door, Aulia turned to Benki with a sad look, hoping that the guy would briefly look at her but Benki remained unmoved and continued to hold on to his position behind her. Then he closed the door. Benki turned his head quickly as the door closed, the girl had left from there carrying the same wound as him. Benki's body fell down, his tears fell again and along with something tightness that blocked his feelings made his tears could not be compromised.
Still sobbing, Aulia stepped down. Benki's parents were still sitting there and looking at her. Aulia approached them while trying to smile even though it was difficult.
"Ma, I'm saying goodbye. Thank you for everything and sorry I lied to you. I love my mom and dad !" Aulia wiped away her tears that had returned to flow.
The two people remained faithful in silence, Aulia crouched down and immediately hugged Mama Benki even though the old body did not budge. The girl turned to Papa Benki and also hugged him who ended up just landing her palm on the girl's shoulder.
Aulia stood up and lowered her head for a moment.
"Goodbye ma, pa. Thank you for everything and please forgive me. Maybe this is the last time we'll meet. Excuse me !" Aulia immediately turned around and ran out of the house accompanied by the sad look of mama Benki.
Aulia ran and kept running by wiping away her tears that were unwilling to stop. It hurts, it hurts so much. A farewell like this is really painful. He immediately stopped a passing taxi and immediately took it home.
After Aulia was not seen, Benki's mother's tears also finally fell, making her husband embrace to calm her.
"Why is it like this pa !" Lirih the mama.
"Patience, patience !" The father did not know what to say.
Until Hp mama Benki rang and gave rise to the name of Tiara's mother.
*****
Aulia was crying incessantly on her bed, Benki's words were really a blow to her. He cried and continued to cry until he fell asleep.
When her mother woke up for dinner, Aulia's face was so swollen that she was shocked.
"Eat !" Aulia's mother shifted the plate in front of the girl. "Do you want a bribe ?" Bargainly.
Aulia shook her head and started grabbing her spoon. Just a spoonful but it's hard to get through his throat.
"Udah ma'am, full of !" The girl put down her spoon and went to her room leaving her mother who was so worried about her.
Aulia closed her bedroom door and headed towards her study desk as well as her dressing table. He drops his bag and pulls out the small velvet box he had wanted to return to Benki but Benki's emotions make him forget everything. Then he opened the desk drawer and grabbed his neatly stored couple ring.
The couple's ring was more like than the diamond ring. When Benki pairs in her diary is really a happy thing for her and when she also pairs in the guy's day, it's really happy, he felt that the world was on their side and the stars were witnesses of how happy 2 people who were drunk with love but now he had to forget all that. Aulia wore both rings on her face and smiled faintly seeing the 2 rings look beautiful on her face.
While in Benki's room, the guy did not want to get out of his bed. He also skipped his dinner, the tightness of his heart removed his hunger and his mind was filled only by Aulia as hard as he tried to forget the girl.
The things they had been through together filled his head and as they hugged or kissed made Benki now have no idea what it looked like.
The door opened and gave rise to my mother.
"Ki, let's eat boy !" My mom brought a dinner tray for him.
"Put me on the table later I eat !" The boy looked at her without glancing at her mother.
"Lusa, the Tiara family invited us to dinner. We'll have dinner together later so fix your looks !" Said the mama who only belonged to that guy who basically did not care because his mind was filled with a girl.
The mother sighed then came out of the room leaving the child staring out the window that was left open and staring at the night sky blankly.