MAHMUD, I Love U
Guilt

Rendra drove the car fast. His eyes continued to move from the rearview mirror to the road, from the road and back to the rearview mirror again. Rendra just tried to drive his car quickly but still be careful.

Rizal who was still sitting in the backseat only shook his head in confusion. Apparently his friend was still in love with the woman called 'May. Rizal believes the person who called earlier was Mayra. Why else would that woman call Rendra?

"Where are we going, Ren?" Tanya Rizal pretended not to know. Though he was sure the car he was riding in that night would go to Mayra's house.

Rendra. He was still focused on driving.

"Be careful, Ren! We're not married yet, are we?" Rizal tried to melt the suddenly tense atmosphere. The friend in front of him was the one who was tense.

Rendra is still tight-lipped.

"Raras how, Ren?" Rizal still railed against his friend with questions.

"Later, Bang. Now we go to Mayra first" replied Rendra finally.

"What's up with Mayra? Don't be crazy, either! There must be a husband in her house, right?"

"That's the problem, Bang. Mayra was crying. I'm afraid anything's happened to her."

"Oh my goodness, Ren. That's none of your business. Just leave him!" Rizal's voice began to rise. "Let's turn it around! Let's go to Raras. Poor thing he's gonna be waiting."

But Rendra ignored his brother's words. He kept driving his car to Mayra's house.

Before long, Rendra's car had arrived in front of the closed gate of Mayra's house. Soon Rendra got out of his car and ran towards the beautiful house.

TING TONG'S.

Rendra pressed the doorbell of Mayra's house in panic. He did not think that if the one who opened the door was Azka. All she knows is that Mayra needs her help. After all, the man still felt that he still had to take care of Mayra. I don't know where that is.

TING TONG'S.

Rendra rang the bell button again. Before long, a middle-aged woman came to open the door that was none other than bi Marni. Bi Marni that night was staying at her employer's house because Azka happened to be overtime.

"Yes??" Sapa bi Marni is friendly with a smile.

"Hm, bi Marni, huh?" Guess Rendra to the middle-aged woman in front of him. Several times he had indeed heard the name bi Marni mentioned by Mayra while in Griya. Rendra knows that bi Marni is Mayra's domestic assistant who is said to be kind. And Rendra immediately agreed once he met directly with bi Marni. Bi Marni's smile looks sincere and warm.

"Oh yeah, there's Mayra, Bi?" Rendra asked with a sense of concern on her face. He circled his gaze into Mayra's house. The house seems safe.

"Mad Mayra was with her son in the room. I'm sorry what the hell's going on, huh?" Bi Marni asked still with her friendly smile.

"Oh, so. Mayra's fine, isn't she, Bi?" Ask Rendra again convincingly.

"Yes, Mas. What's the matter, huh? Looks like the guy is worried. Want to get in first, Mom?" Bid bi Marni on the man in front of her to enter her employer's house even though he was actually just a pleasantries. Azka had told him from the beginning that the guest of an unknown man should not be welcome in.

"No, Bi. Thanks yeah. I just want to know about Mayra. And thank goodness he's okay. I'll excuse you, Bi." Said Rendra slightly bowing her body.

Bi Marni was still standing on the door leaf. He still saw Rendra's back walking away from him. Bi Marni suddenly remembered the story of her young master during the last days.

'Could it be that guy that Mayra told me about yesterday?'

-- While it was in the car, on the way to Raras' house.

Rendra was in control of his car while Mayra thought. I don't know what the woman really wants from him? Rendra's eyes glared straight at the streets but his mind flew somewhere. Rizal who was sitting at the back so worried also saw the look of his friend's eyes that looked confused.

"Safe, bro? Mayra why?" Rizal shook his body on the back of the seat Rendra asked curiously. He was actually more curious at the reason that made his friend like a dazed person. About Mayra's state, Rizal doesn't really care.

"Mayra why, Bang?" Rendra asked with a confused face.

"Huh?? Did you meet Mayra?" Rizal became confused to hear his friend's question.

Rendra shakes. "So I just met the maid."

"Certainly??"

"The maid said Mayra was fine."

"Thank God then. Anyway, at first Mayra why the hell? What made you rush back, what was that?" Rendra looked for another friend in front of her.

"Mayra ask for help, Bang. But I don't know what he's asking for help either. That's why I panicked," replied Rendra still inexhaustible with the actual circumstances. She wanted to call Mayra right then and there to ask for clarity. But he was sad. Is it possible that Mayra just wants to play around with him?

"Hm, oh, Ren, forget it! The most important thing is that Mayra is okay, right? There's a maid there too. Now you just focus on driving. Soon at eight, Raras must have been waiting a long time," Rizal reassured his friend. Rendra nodded.

Before long, Rendra's car had arrived in front of Raras' house. And how surprised the man was when he found out that Raras was sitting alone on a holder covered with black ceramics in front of the gate of his house.

Rendra immediately got out of his car and approached Raras. Guilt instantly landed on the handsome face of the man.

"Hi" said Raras sumringah to find the man she was waiting for had come.

"Oh my goodness, Race. Forgive me! You been here long?" Rendra's question really felt guilty for making the girl wait. His guilt grew when Rendra remembered that in his car there was Rizal. The man bit his lips while bowing his head.

"Just now, hehe," replied Raras still with a sweet smile. In fact, Raras had almost an hour sitting there alone waiting for Rendra to come. Raras was busy patting his body which was swarmed by bad mosquitoes. But for him it's okay, the most important thing for him is that night he can go alone with Rendra.

"Hi! Come on quickly in! Cold know." Rizal yelled to bend his head from behind the car window.

Raras was shocked. The smile that had been sincere, had now changed a little. Raras did not expect that his hopes that night who would be alone with his girlfriend should be dashed. Nevertheless, as much as possible Raras covered his disappointment. He smiled sweetly at Rizal while waving his hand.

"Come, Ren, we're leaving, we're going to the night hunt" Raras said as he walked to Rendra's car.

For a few seconds, Rendra was still pecking at where he stood. The guilt in his heart that night was huge. What should he make up for it?