MAHMUD, I Love U
If and If

A few hours before ....

"Where do you want to go, Mommy?" Asked bi Marni who immediately stopped moving the bell from her hand. The wooden sideboard he was cleaning had only been touched by half.

Bi Marni immediately moved from her place to stand up to her young master who had just come out of the room with Anggun holding her hand holding milk candy. Bi Marni knew that something was wrong with her employer. Her employer doesn't normally go out of the room for breakfast. And bi Marni also saw Azka leaving for work alone because by chance when Azka entered her car, bi Marni was cleaning the front garden.

Bi Marni looks at Mayra who stops at the door of her room. The young lady had obviously once only polished her face as rough as she could. His hair was also tied up. Jeans with t-shirts stripes stuck to his body, as simple as that. But one that is very interesting to bi Marni, namely Mayra's eyes are clearly visible.

"Do you need to help, Mother?" Tawar bi Marni while thrusting her hand to take a bag of duck-patterned tote that Mayra brought, a place to carry the needs of Anggun.

"It's not necessary, Bi. Thanks." Mayra threw a smile that she tried to make as appropriate as possible. Although he was not eager to smile.

"Where does Mayra want to go? Aunt's coming, huh? Let's be good with aunt." Bi Marni is still eager to offer help. She simply did not want to let her young, chaotic-looking employer travel alone.

"I'm alone, Bi. Aunty take care of the house, yeah!"

"Mayra's mom wants to go to Griya, huh? Do you need to call my aunt Gendis just to pick up? Or can Mayra just order a car online? Aunt Mayra was not well, aunt worried that Mayra's mother brought her own car" said bi Marni while bowed.

Mayra smiled again. This time truly from the bottom of his heart. The middle-aged mother in front of him was indeed really kind and sincere. Mayra held onto the shoulder of bi Marni with one hand.

"I'm fine, Bi." Mayra threw her smile again. "Auntie at home, I'll just be a minute. Later please auntie cook me squid saos oysters yes. After I finish my business, I want to eat, hungry, hehe."

"Mayra's sister can just delay for a minute? Let auntie cook first. Ma'am Mayra has to eat first!" Without asking for her employer's approval, bi Marni immediately passed to the kitchen to cook her master squid oyster saos, Mayra's favorite food.

Mayra shook her head slowly and smiled to see the back of bi Marni who passed, she then walked along following bi Marni.

"Bi, no need! Then cook it. I have to leave now. I won't be able to eat if my mind is still chaotic like this" said Mayra managed to stop bi Marni who was busy picking up squid and other ingredients in the refrigerator.

Bi Marni straightened her body again. The refrigerator door in front of him was still open. The middle-aged mother then sighed softly, closed the refrigerator door and walked towards her young master.

"Yes already, Graceful to be with aunty only yes, Ma'am." Bi Marni still hasn't given up. "Well, just play with auntie, baby?" Marni's eyes and hands now turned to Anggun, hoping that the little girl stretched out her arms and scattered in her arms. But Grace was silent. Mayra chuckles.

"It's ah, Bi! This aunt yaa. This aunt is too worried about me, so it's overprotective like this." Mayra chuckled again. "I'll be fine, Bi. Aunt just pray, yeah. I'm pampering. Assalamualaikum." Mayra finally walked away. Leave bi Marni who pegged in place to stand.

"Waalaikum greetings, Ma'am. Careful," bi Marni replied softly, her eyes staring at every step of her master, feeling heavy as usual.

"We're going to Papah's place, baby," said Mayra staring softly at Anggun. The little girl laughed with excitement.

The car drove slowly. The streets are so good. Not with Mayra's mind. His mind was dead-end. She knew her husband was angry and disappointed. Mayra deeply regretted her actions that night in Copikita who had been idly curious about Rendra's whereabouts. If only he hadn't gone to the toilet, and if only Rendra hadn't come to him?

Mayra shook her head. There's no point in wondering. Everything has happened. There is no point in regretting. The job now is to fix everything. For that he wants to meet Azka at the hospital and take her to lunch. Mayra nodded slowly, assuring herself that everything would be fine.

Halfway through, Mayra looks graceful. The little girl's eyes closed. Mayra chuckles. Immediately he turned on the left sein to stop for a while. Anggun who still sits leaning on the seat directly Mayra to sleep. His head was facing the door. While his leg touched Mayra's thigh. Mayra looked at her innocent daughter's face, smiled and then stuck her gas again. In a sense Anggun already in a comfortable position, Mayra increased the speed of his car.

The woman's eyes focused forward. The road ahead is pretty quiet. Mayra added more speed to her car. Until he arrived at the intersection of the road, the light fitting is yellow which soon turns red. Mayra immediately stepped on her foot brake because when she was approaching the zebra cross line, the lights were red. Mayra's car was the first to land there. Soon, other vehicles followed.

Not far from the crossroads that the hospital where Azka works is located. From the red light, Mayra just walk straight, and just drive the car 500 meters more, then he will arrive at the hospital Happy. Mayra was impatient to meet her husband who ignored her that morning.

Early in the morning Azka had come out of the bathroom with a white towel that was coiled on her stomach to her knees. As long as Azka was in the bathroom, Mayra would have prepared the clothes her husband would have worn that day and put them on the bed. Even that morning. Although from last night Azka silenced her, but Mayra did not forget her routine. Dark dongker pants with light blue shirt complete with Azka underwear are neatly arranged on the bed. Mayra with a smile was preparing to welcome her husband who was walking towards her. But unexpectedly, Azka melengos. The clothes he had prepared were not touched at all.

Azka marched through Mayra who was still standing in her place. The man opened the closet and took his other clothes.

"Yank, I've got your clothes ready, you know," Mayra approached her husband. But Azka was indifferent. She kept sorting out her other clothes neatly in the closet.

"You still mad at me, Yank?" Mayra stood behind her husband without daring to touch him. Azka was silent.

Regardless of Mayra, Azka began to wear one of her clothes. Until not long, his body was neat and fragrant. Standing in front of the mirror, Azka combed her hair neatly. The man's good looks reflected and caught the eyes of Mayra who had not separated from her husband. Finished dressing up, Azka approached the Anggun bed and kissed her forehead gently. Mayra followed.

"I didn't??" Sergey Mayra wants to be frowned upon too. But Azka did not falter. Although actually his heart was eager to hug the body and kiss the forehead of the wife who had been ignored all night.

Azka stepped steadily even though her heart was shaken. He had just left for work without saying goodbye to his wife. Mayra watched Azka leave and closed the door to her room. Mayra walked to her bed and sat down while hugging Azka's clothes she had prepared. She cried. Squeeze hard on Azka's clothes and piss her off.

Outside the room, after refusing a breakfast offer from Gendis, Azka walks towards her car with her eyes glazed over. In any case, hurting Mayra even if the goal is not to hurt, still makes her heart hurt.

Mayra was stunned to see the vehicle in front of her. His eyes were half empty. Until there was a sound from nowhere, Mayra's ears caught a boisterous horn sound blowing his daydream. He thought it was the honking sound of the vehicle behind him asking him to walk. And do not think long, Mayra immediately stepped on the gas and drove his car quickly. But the fact is the lights are still red, while Mayra's car has gone. And from the left direction also drove one silver car quickly whose driver was cool to play his mobile phone. Mayra whose direction is only straight, does not heed the right and left direction. He did not know that from his left he was driving a fast car. Until ....

BRAAK!!!

The silver car crashed right in the left door area where Anggun slept. The door was dented, hitting Anggun's head violently. Mayra's car was thrown a long way. Mayra immediately felt dizzy in her head as a result of being thrown into the window. Mayra, whose head was heavy because she cried for a long time at home, looked at Anggun who did not move. The little girl is still asleep. She didn't cry at all. Mayra sighed in the middle of her head that was dizzy. He could still hear the sound of people outside directly surrounding his car. Slowly, Mayra began to heavily open her eyes, the longer the heavier, until everything became dark.