
There have been no more conversations between me and Gloria since we returned to the inn room. In my head I only thought about Gloria's last words to Richard asking the man to continue his treatment.
I want to go back and ask Gloria if she's going to give Richard another chance? But that intention I paused because I realized that my relationship with Gloria did not have a clear status.
Should I continue to sue her with me, when I myself am not sure of the feelings I have towards her?
I got on the bed and lay down next to Gloria who was already there first. I know he hasn't slept because he's still staring at the ceiling.
For whatever reason, I don't like being in this silent mode. I want to have a conversation between us. At the very least, there was an explanation from Gloria regarding her next decision.
"You still need your birthday present?" askaku.
Gloria moved and looked at me. "Of course" he answered.
"I don't think you need it anymore, because you don't want to get a divorce from Richard."
"You've always doubted my words, Owen." I heard a heavy breath from Gloria.
"I think we can spend some good time before I go to the UAE, actually tonight I saw you with Richard" I complained frankly.
Gloria didn't say anything, she turned her back to back at my position. I grumbled in my heart, what exactly does he want now? Why is he acting so sulky? Shouldn't I be the one who's mad at him for what he said to Richard earlier?
"Are you angry to see me with Richard?" gloria asked still in a position behind me.
"Of course!" quickly answer.
"But he's my husband!"
"Suami sin ting," my circus was without restraint.
"You jealous?"
"Not really."
"Then, why are you so mad to see me with Richard?"
"I-" Honestly, I was confused as to what to answer so that my words were cut off.
"Do you just feel sorry for me?"
"Not so, Gloria."
"Then?"
"Come," I said lazily thinking.
"I think you're smart in everything. But you seem to be weak in judging your own feelings."
"You mean?"
"Hopefully when you realize how you feel, it's not too late" murmured Gloria. But, my sharp hearing is quite able to hear that.
I digested Gloria's words for a few seconds, then I came to a conclusion that made me feel bad.
"Don't tell me you want to get away from me," I said, beginning to calm down. I grabbed Gloria's shoulder and tried to turn her body around.
Gloria closed her eyes, pretending to be asleep.
"Try to repeat what you said!" sue me.
"Nothing," said Gloria quietly but remained with her eyes closed.
"Don't pretend to sleep! No sleeping person can answer the question!" my grouse.
"Houmm...." Gloria yawns long. However, I don't want him to avoid me this time.
"Reply repeat what you said earlier. I could hear it!"
"If you've heard it, you've already!" gloria answered lazily.
"But I want you to explain what you said!"
"But I'm sleepy." Gloria turned her back to me, but as fast as lightning I held her body against me.
"I don't like people who break their promises!" I said firmly in front of Gloria's closed face. Gradually, the lentic eyes were open to see my seriousness in speaking.
"I will not break my promise. I won't leave you, at least my heart is so."
"Your heart?" I shakes inexhaustibly. "Only your heart? Does that mean your whole body and body will leave me, do you?" my question was demanding, I began to understand Gloria's intentions. His heart will not turn away from me as it promised, but his body will probably leave me, either at any time, but it might happen.
"I want your heart and everything you have to stay by my side, Gloria!" I cupped Gloria's cheek, looking at her deeply.
Gloria smiled slightly. "Yesterday you demanded that I use taste when you're with you. Now you demand the heart and all that's on me." Gloria stroked my cheek gently.
"Yes, that's right. Wh why? You're saying I'm selfish, again? Yes, that's also true, I am indeed selfish! Everything about you makes me selfish!"
Gloria laughed softly. "Then? What does that selfishness mean? You wish you had me completely, but even that means you can't!"
I looked at Gloria fixedly, trying to ask myself what I really wanted. Actually I don't need to think anymore because obviously what I want is someone who is currently in front of my eyes. But does that mean I love him?
"Here you go, I'm sleepy, sir." Gloria closed her eyes again, as she slowly removed my fingers on both cheeks.
"Glo.." I said disappointed. I don't like his rejection.
"Gloria, I love you" I said softly, barely whispering. That sentence just came out without me being able to take it anymore.
Gloria opened her eyes. He seemed to gasp and have difficulty saying the word.
"Th-you?"
"I love you, baby," I said with great confidence. For some reason once the love sentence came out of my lips, the feeling of repeating the same sentence was passionate. It feels less if you only mention it once. I feel like saying that phrase many times because somehow it feels a relief.
Gloria opened her lips, as if she wanted to say something again, but I immediately ambushed her lips with my kiss.
It felt like only this afternoon I kissed him on the Yacht, but somehow the desire to always be present and feel less if I have started. This time there was even a demand in me that wanted more.
Gloria offset my kisses, she wrapped her hands around my neck. I took off the link of our lips for a moment, for the sake of looking at the woman's face. A red tinge always adorns his face if we are in an intense moment like this. I don't know how many times I've done the same thing to her.
"I love you.." I whispered in front of Gloria's face, I enjoyed her stunned face and blushed.
I started off beautifully that night. The relief after I said the word love to my woman made this beginning feel more than usual.
I felt washed away at the dusty tempest while staring at the dish in front of my eyes. However, I am still aware of what I am doing. In fact, a devious plan is now in my head.
"Owen..." Gloria grabbed me by the shoulder, I knew she was coming. I drove even faster, wanting to equal him to reach the finish line.
"I'm so lucky to have you," I whispered raucously dyed Gloria's ear. Along with that, Gloria's body twitched along with her long lengu.
"Now.it's my turn, Baby!" (It's my turn now, baby!). I let go of everything I had on Gloria's property, deliberately lingering in the same position, then rolled over next to my Gloria's plain body.
I looked at him with breath still hunting, it seemed that he was still enjoying the rest of our romance. I kissed her two closed eyes, wiping the sweat spots on her forehead. I feel that this time is more than usual, soon I will definitely repeat it again. Sure.
"I love you, Honey." I mean it. Gloria was right, I was too weak to interpret my feelings. More precisely bo doh and not stand.
However, the smile of satisfaction from my lips had to disappear when Gloria started to make a sound.
"Why did you get it out inside?" gloria's protests are sharp. Looks like he just realized about my behavior. That means that Gloria enjoyed our game so much that she forgot everything. Phew...
"I want you to get pregnant with my son, honey." I answered to the point about my devious thoughts that had crossed earlier.
"No, no...." Gloria looked panicked, then sat down with lightning fast, she grabbed a blanket to cover her body, one hand was stretched out to reach for the phone on the nightstand.
I frowned with his reaction, then glanced at what he was doing on his phone, I could see him observing the numbers on the phone calendar.
"What are you doing?" manya curious.
"Looking at my cycle," he answered rattled.
"Then? Is there an effect?"
"If I'm in a fertile period then...." Gloria looked confused as if she was counting. "Oh my.." he continued in a panic.
"Owen, what if I'm pregnant?" Gloria urged me while shaking my arm tightly.
"That means my plan worked" I replied lightly.
"Owen!!!!"
"Why? You love me and I have also admitted that I love you. Especially?"
"At least let me get a divorce from Richard first" Gloria complained with a long sigh.
"Too long, I have to fill the deposit in your body so you don't mess around!"
"Deposit? What sort?" Gloria cringing.
"The deposit is the seed I planted, so you don't go back to Richard" I replied smiling curiously.
"Jeez, Owen...." Gloria massaged her own temple.
"Why? Want again?" I asked while glancing at Gloria whose face had turned red again.
"Basic badung!" his protest.
I know the word 'badung' is not a vocabulary in the dictionary. It is an anti-mainstream language that is only used by people in Indonesia.
"Don't think I don't know what 'clown' means, '" she said.
Gloria was throbbing but the next moment she was like a whining child.
"Let's... Owen, you complicate things."
I just laughed softly as I stroked Gloria's feet which I made bolsters.
"Help me find a cure so I don't get pregnant!"
"No!" reject me hard. Gloria must know enough of my selfishness to have it. So, he can't force me into this.
I just let Gloria whine like a child asking for ice cream, I just kept quiet hearing her chatter about the things she was afraid of if the pregnancy really happened.
I don't care because he's all I want.
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