Male Charm Storage
Lose

Gloria

After a tasteless dinner, I sat in my room again thinking about the escape plan from Richard's residence.

Suddenly, I remembered all my important letters. At least I've kept it in a pretty safe place.

At the very least, Richard could not withhold our marriage documents and my residence permit in this country. He also could not take me anywhere because my passport was also incorporated in a collection of important files that I had stored before.

No one will know where I keep the file except myself. Even though Richard returned to Owen's Apartment to search for all that, he wouldn't get it. I'm pretty sure of that.

I also remember my slingbag, I would have needed it if my plan to leave Richard's residence had worked. Because, in that bag there's enough money to get me out of here.

I tried to find where my bag was, but still I could not find it. My phone was there too. Ah, my fate is really shit.

The night crept up, but I could not fall asleep despite trying it repeatedly. I don't know, it feels like this place is so foreign to me when I've lived here longer than in the Owen Apartment.

"Gloria." Richard's voice was heard entering the room. I immediately covered myself with a blanket.

"You're asleep?" asked Richard in a soft voice. I'm sure his eyes caught my sudden movement into the blanket. The question is, sort of sarcasm for my actions.

I feel the movement of ran jang, I believe that now Richard has climbed the same bed that I currently occupy.

"I know you haven't slept" he said in a very slow tone of voice.

I don't know why my heart felt so bad, with my throat suddenly dry again to face Richard.

"I won't force you, we can start slowly." Richard tried to open the blanket I made myself cover, I held it tight, the feeling of unease in my heart. Richard was my husband, but what I feared in the end was that I was betraying Owen.

"Gloria..." Richard said softly, but not with his lightning-quick movements pulling the blanket that had been my shield ever since. It seems that he is sick of acting too slowly.

He smiled with satisfaction when the blanket was revealed, so that he could see the face I had been hiding behind the blanket. He immediately threw the blanket in any direction. Lost is the only self-protector. It made me close my eyes, frustrated.

"I want to prove to you that I can have a rat on you" said Richard, looking into my eyes. His gaze was so serious that it even seemed intimidating, piercing into the heart. If I hadn't loved Owen, I'd believe his words.

I shook my head quickly. No, I don't want that to happen. Should I now pray to God to keep me away from my own husband?

Richard's hand is outstretched. For whatever reason, I feel uncomfortable with the intense touch on the surface of my skin. I can't hide my hatred for him. Moreover, disgust because I knew of his deviant life.

"To-please, don't let this happen to me, Richard.." I said in a trembling voice. Why does my voice have to be that? Richard could know my weakness and I didn't like it.

"Why?" He just kept stroking my face with his fingertips while looking at me fixedly.

"I can't, I can't. 'cause I feel uncomfortable."

Richard shook his head in his tilted position while supporting his head with one hand.

"You feel uncomfortable because it's our first night" he said with a faint smile.

"Please, Richard..."

My plea was not made by Richard, the man further slashed the distance between us, making me stuck with an irregular heart rhythm. Not because I was nervous, but because I was really afraid of the action this time which seemed to be no kidding.

Cup...

He started to kiss my palm.

Then, with a quick movement, Richard immediately turned my lips, making me shut up instantly with his kiss.

However, it was only for a second because I immediately rebelled to break away. I punched Richard in the chest so he could take off the link of our lips, unfortunately he held my nape in order to control me and deepen the kiss on my lips.

Roughly, I pushed the man's chest, until he finally let me go. I gasped for the action he did to me.

I think I want to cry now.

"It turns out, I was too stupid to miss you all this time" Richard said with a faint smile as he wiped his own lips.

"Don't do that again, let me go, Richard..." I held back my sobbing, although I wanted to curse this man, but I couldn't do it because sadness dominated me more than anger.

I was sad because I felt I had betrayed my love for Owen because of the kiss Richard gave me.

"I'm sorry, honey. I can't take you off so easily. It turns out you made me girah. It looks like I've healed" Richard said, forcing my hand to touch his one that had woken up from suspended animation.

I immediately pulled my hand and looked up at Richard.

"I can't! I'm not the woman you throw away and you take back. I can't be with you!"

"Why? I want to prove that I can! I'm normal. I deserve a chance, Gloria!"

"I told you this was too late. If you had admitted this a long time ago, I might have given you a chance. If you had never delivered me to Owen like a worthless item, maybe my hatred wouldn't have been so deep for you!"

"Gloria, how many times do I have to apologize. Didn't I also accept your condition which is not the same as before? I think it's all broken!"

"Well you said, not necessarily break even for me!"

"You turned me down because you actually loved Owen! You who are unfaithful keep our holy marriage!"

"Don't forget that you drove me to her voluntarily. And yes, I am in love with Owen! I've already admitted it, haven't I?"

Hearing that, Richard's face instantly blushed red. The alarm in my head said that something bad was about to happen.

Richard looked at me sharply. His pupils darkened. In the next instant he removed the clasp he was wearing.

"You have to give me a chance, if I make it tonight, then you'll be mine forever!" he said with a rising intonation.

Srek...

Without further ado, Richard had already ripped off the clothes attached to my body. He's turned brutal. To be someone I don't know.

"I'm sick of coaxing you in subtle ways, it seems like you would rather be undergirded!"

Owen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

Sorry I'm weak, sorry I couldn't escape Richard's control. He was like a lion that had been asleep for a long time. He removed my conscience and set aside my pride. He made me like a ja lamg who was treated at will for his experimental material. I hate him more and more. Hated her so much.

My heart screamed bitterly. My expectation of being able to fight Richard, I had to lose because in reality I lost under his pressure.

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