Mamy Sugar
Obsessions

No rain or wind, Elena called me. He wants to arrange a meeting with me, shouldn't he enjoy the honeymoon with Dion? instead of looking for me - because of me.

"You're not sure Elena's meeting you in peace?"

"That's never happened since we were kids, Elena always wanted mine" I grinned for a moment "She's like that, I'm just wondering what she wants right now"

"Is that the reason that makes you angry when you see Dion with Elena?"

"More or less"

Maria came up to me with a breakfast called breakfast bowl.

"You're starting to diet again? "

"I was thinking about it, probably after Yodha was six months old" Maria twirled her fork between the salad and the yogurt.

"Is there anything that disturbs your mind?"

"Tania..."

"I took a deep breath, we finished it after all gradually recovered "I swallowed the piece of poach egg that was already in my spoon "Maybe we'll get a nice gap"

"Why be busy looking for loopholes, just fix the existing ones"

"The slander of our affair at the trial was a bit difficult" Me and Maria alike - just as much a deep breath."I just realized that we met quite often in the past"

"I told you, didn't I?"

"So you had a crush on me back then?"

Maria shook her head "You still think there after everything?"

I chuckled, the fact is that Maria only saw me as a snot.

"Explain me about the gap you mean"

"Only about Anthony and Renata"

"They're planning a divorce?"

"Not as extreme as that"

"How is it possible, Anthony had a very positive impact when your Papi was involved in the case"

"I think you've understood the reason so well, let's see how long Renata can last"

A pair of rounded Maria beads. "Ale???"

I nodded confidently to my statement "He is a really handsome man who is not productive" I complained with a sip of my coffee that has stayed half a cup. "He doesn't deserve to put me down, just look I can definitely beat him back"

" Don't obsess over directing someone, there won't be any positives for you"

" I don't understand" This time I've leveled up a little bit from the debate - the previous debate.

"With obsession, you will be tormented in every process. We better focus on getting better is a hobby, so we will be fun "Maria raises her eyebrows with her classic smile.

Yep.. Yep.. The fact that Mary is more mature, is something I have always had to accept.

*****

"Adult?" Elena questioned, Dion's question about his maturity was facing trouble."What kind of adult you mean, I'm more experienced with my life and I know how to live my life"

"I'm not teaching you how to live" Dion tried to ask Elena for patience, "But the obsession with having this child, makes our marriage quite tormented"

"I pay you not to comment on my life or buy your advice" Elena confirmed Dion's position for the first time.

"And I accepted it because I wanted to leave your pride and not because I needed it" Dion began to have difficulty holding himself back "Tell me clearly, Why should we have children in our marriage? Why not your previous marriage?"

"Why should a boy?" Dion ignored Elena's guess.

" Because it's important to me"

"But don't you ask me if it's important to me, or if it's important to the kid later? and is it with our current condition that we deserve to have children? "

"Well... I have everything Yon!!"

"Have you ever had love for that child? Besides your interest in his presence later?"

Elena simply shook her lips to hold back the reason that could not be found in the corner of her heart.

"I love you more when it's like our previous meetings. This obsession is completely new to me, and I find it hard to feel that this is true"

"Do you care if you are right or not? Having that child is innocent?"

Dion observed Elena who had never relaxed since their marriage "What because of you..."

"Stop talking, if you know how much keep it in your heart" Elena took the car keys on the console table. " You'll never understand what it's like to live like me" Elena chose to just walk away from Dion.

He needs to go around emptying his mind. At a young age he increasingly realized that all the treasures were trash without having any self-esteem. Were it not for her mother's ridiculous approval, she would never have been this excited. At first glance he began to look at the appearance of his image reflected from the rearview mirror of his sports car.

Elena only grimaced, realizing that even this beauty would be alive in time. All the sweet words that he always heard will also be changed into sharp words such as parasites or illegitimate children. At the very least right now, they could still be admirers of her Beauty and the treasures she possessed. Dion might be among them.

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"You only see me for fun?" I greet Elena who arrogantly flicked her beautiful hair after the word "Frighteous" was revealed as an excuse to disturb my schedule today.

"I'm not unemployed like you Elena" I complained "I won't keep money just by doing useless things like you"

"You never think back to your parents, do you?"

"You have no right to ask that"

"Technically I'm still dating, I'll be your mother's automatic heir if you just disappear"

"That's all?" I doubt the reason that just came out of his mouth "Can you give more detail about the obsession in your hatred for me since we grew up in a connected bloodline"

"If I had said it, you wouldn't understand me either and just think me silly"

"At least I've heard, and maybe one day I might start to consider that it's something that turns out to be quite serious"

Elena shook her head, "I'm not interested yet, but definitely don't interfere in my and Dion's affairs"

"Sorry to cut! I'm warning you, don't ruin Dion"

"Huh... He is swimming at his own will, so he will find it difficult to avoid the current that already exists, not just captivated by the beauty alone"

"You don't trust Dion's love?"

"Does your grandfather still want to visit my mother when she's wrinkled? After all, all that money is just for us to keep our mouths shut, right?"

"Did you not feel too cruel, implicating me in a mistake I never made"

"What about me Har!! You think I'm guilty of being born the wrong way?" Elena shook her head "I'm going to make Dion quit her job more precisely from your side. You'll understand what it's like if you never had someone you could really trust"

I was pensive for a moment, hadn't I trusted Dion for a long time? Although not 100%..

" I suggest you stay curled up at Maria's feet. And make room for me, I think that's enough for me to make peace in the long run"

"I won't play with your crazy jokes.. Do it your way, I'll do my way"

Elena let out a laugh, her row of well-groomed teeth seemed to make the smile more charming despite the uncomfortable tone in my heart.

"A joke??" Elena snorted "My life is just a joke to you?"