
Rain spots accompanied Adira's steps, in a wet state he walked down the quiet streets.
Quietly wept loudly and flooded with tears, but nature covered it with the water of God.
This is where Adira feels her life is at its lowest point, losing her happiness and self-esteem.
What sins did he commit while living? Adira thought deeply, but nothing she found. What makes him suffer now??
The ordeal Adira went through was painful, unsure if he could get through all these problems. He who is weak must be faced with a large stone in a row.
Adira's not safe here, she wants to go far. If possible Adira wants to follow both parents, complain while letting go of the longing that he has saved since their departure.
Could Adira have to accept Arumi's offer last time??? Should he go there?
Adira pondered in the rain, not caring about the strange gazes of the people. Adira is comfortable with this, at least they don't know if she's crying.
Adira's steps have now reached the area where he lives, he continues to walk while looking straight ahead, there is no one there besides himself, naturally besides the rain has now entered the night.
I don't know how long Adira took to get here.
But suddenly his steps stopped in a light brown house, Adira pecked there, looking at the building he often passed.
As if there is a magnet that attracts Adira to turn, why is she always fixated on this house?? Could it be that there was something he had to take? Like there was something he wanted to take away.
Keep stepping until it is right in front of the house, whether consciously or not Adira's fingers raised to knock on the door of the house.
Just a few times knock the door was opened by the owner of the place, when the person was surprised to see the woman in front of him.
"Ayoutdoor?!!"
Adira took a look at the middle-aged woman's clothes, looking like someone was about to come out, already preparing to head somewhere.
Adira knew the interlocutor was surprised to find himself in a state of soaking wet, eyes reddened by crying, and pale skin that surrounded his entire body.
"His baby...... There yet?" Lirih Adira barely makes a sound.
Hearing Adira's question, RT's mother nodded slowly, confused why Adira asked that plus his arrival with a fairly chaotic situation.
"Still, we're just about to leave for the parlor. It was raining that afternoon so we delayed the departure time, thankfully now it has subsided so we can leave now" he explained.
"But... What's the matter Adira? Why are you raining like this?" Add Bu RT ask.
Adira crushes her skirt on both sides, still gathering courage as well as confidence in her, should she do this?? Adira hesitated a little, but he did not want to regret if he thought about it too long, he had to quickly leave this city!
"I want that baby!" Adira exclaimed, making Bu RT frown in wonder.
Still not understanding the intent of Adira's words, his mind was still filled with question marks.
Looking at the woman in front of him who did not respond, Adira then looked up while putting on a face that was forced hard.
"I want to adopt her, Mom! Let me take him away...."
And at that moment both his eyes were wide open to hear Adira's words!
Of course he was surprised by Adira's wishes, the article has been several times he offered Adira this but always rejected, he said, but now Adira actually came and said she wanted to adopt a baby who will now be taken to an orphanage.
Bu RT did not immediately agree, there must be a clear reason why until suddenly like this.
"What's up, Ra? Did something happen? Let's talk inside" he asked, they should talk calmly.
But Adira shook her head.
"Nothing's going on, ma'am, Adira just wants to move out of here. Adira wants to adopt the baby, Adira wants to have a new family" his great-grandson gave an excuse, certainly did not want others to be suspicious.
"Where are you going, Ra?" Sahut Bu RT is anxious, his feelings are not good and suddenly worried about Adira.
"Ke Malang bu, where my parents came from" said Adira honestly, he could not close because in the end they would all know.
Ms. RT seemed hesitant, not distrusting Adira, but seeing her condition as if she was not okay.
"But Ra......."
"I beg you, Mom. I really wanted to adopt the baby, I wanted to raise him like my own child, I loved him. I beg you, let him be my adopted son" Adira pleaded with all her heart, the same fate of both made Adira determined to fight for the baby for their future together.
Finally Bu RT nodded, assuring. Though soon they will go to the orphanage and her husband is now heading here after finishing work.
"Let me take the baby first"
Ms. RT went inside the house to pick up the baby who was doing nothing, Adira just waiting at the door without intending to enter.
Soon Bu RT returned with the baby and also a big bag which of course all the tiny baby equipment.
Ms. RT looked at the face of the baby who had been living with her for a month, not expecting the neighbor to adopt this baby, but he could not see her for longer because Adira would take him away.
His eyes are now back on Adira.
"I want to carry her, ma'am" Adira asked.
Not refusing, RT's mother then gave the baby to Adira with great care.
While Adira felt her whole body shaking violently, for the first time she held a baby that had filled Adira's mind.
Tears could not be contained anymore, the clear liquid broke through without his permission, filling Adira's cheeks.
Today, Adira is officially an adoptive mother. He is no longer a kara, there is a small human that Adira must grow up, there will be someone who calls him Mother and waits for him to come home.
Handsome baby, I promise I will strive to be the mother you deserve. Let us live together, through this cruel world of darkness, let us fight for the future together. Now I'm your mother! Grow up to be a good boy, I love you.
A kiss landed right on the forehead of the baby, followed by a happy smile from Adira's lips, his life spirit appeared with a new figure in Adira's life.
In this moment Adira has full responsibility for her adopted son, she must be able to be a shield even though her back may not be as strong as steel, and become a Mother and Father for her son.
He will start from scratch, rearrange his lost soul, devise a future plan with his baby, Adira will live it all though maybe the sky will befall him a thousand times.