
Aira was still crying sobbing spilling all the sadness complained that had been holding her heart since
Long enough Aira cried in the arms of Monika until finally Aira realized the breath of Monika who faltered hard to breathe because the embrace of Aira is too tight
Aira let go of her embrace there was a bad feeling on the day Aira heart intention to be more relieved by hugging Monika but instead made Monika difficult to breathe
"Mon,,,,,, excuse me,,,, I don't mean to make you have trouble breathing and why don't you let go of my embrace,,,," asked Aira, feeling guilty
Actually Monika does feel difficulty breathing due to Aira's embrace so tight, but where maybe Monika is telling the truth and where maybe Monika releases the arms of Aira who is involved in chaos need a backrest, a hug
"hmmm,,,, breathing difficulties,,,, I have no trouble breathing anyway,,,, "Monika lied so that Aira did not feel guilty, Monika knew very well how Aira would definitely blame herself, Monika said, even if it wasn't his fault
"hhhhh,, don't talk about it,,,, I'm okay,,,,, you should tell me why you're crying,,,,,?" ask Monika
Monika was so hoping that Aira would want to tell her a story, even though Monika could not provide a solution, at least it could make Aira's heart a little relieved
Notya Aira does not trust Monika, want to Aira share her complaints but the tongue feels Kelu
Aira took a deep breath and then exhaled a deep breath and exhaled so repeatedly that she felt a little calm in order to tell a story
"my boyfriend ended his life,,,," Aira said
Only four words but being able to make her tears come back dripping down her cheeks was no longer able to be dammed
Degg,,,,,,, end of life
Those words were ringing in the ear,
Monika silently mute her mouth held back not expecting Aira's boyfriend so loved Aira to end her life recklessly
Monika does not ask why Aira's boyfriend chose to end his life because Monika can guess for sure because Aira married someone else
Monika increasingly feels guilty because of the selfishness of Halimah's grandmother Monika's birth grandmother everything becomes like this, separating two people who love each other
Monika is still silent, Monika also feels that Aira's sadness must not be easy to go through all this
"hikzzzz,,,,, hikzzzzz,,,,,,,,,,, hikzzzz,,,,,,,,,," the sound of Aira's cry
"female,,,,a,,, it's,,,, sa,,,,, it's,,,,,,, it's, me," aira said stammered as her tears still dripped as if she did not want to stop even if it was just one second
well,,,, Aira always blames herself for other people's mistakes or for yourself, Aira will say everything is my fault
Monika who heard Aira blaming herself holding both arms of Aira looked at Aira's face while Aira was still crying down
Monika raises Aira's chin so that Aira looks into Monika's eyeballs
"Raaa,,,, don't ever say it's all your fault,, life is like a secret no one ever knows what tomorrow will bring,,,,,,,, it's, like, life is like a secret no one ever knows what tomorrow will bring,,,,, if time can be played there will never be hurt, there will never be regret, if humans know what will happen in the future is just a bland life because it already knows everything,,,,," monika advised Aira not to blame herself
Aira listened to Monika's words not answering a word Aira was still crying as she pleased
"Raaa,,, if you love your boyfriend, you should pray that your girlfriend be placed in heaven forgiven for her sins,,,, feel guilty but you can't be like this,,,,, you can't be,,, if you just cry like this all the time who will pray for your girlfriend,,,," said Monika to stop crying
The most beloved lover who ends anyone's life must be sad but must not continue to dissolve in sadness as it is in Monika's mind
Aira digested Monika's words, thinking Monika's words should now be Aira praying
Monika saw Aira silently silently rubbing Aira's head Aira's tears were not dripping anymore but Aira was still silent digesting Monika's words, long enough Aira was silent
" Raa,,,, eat first, then pray lahhh,,, pray for your lover if you don't eat you won't have the energy to pray for your lover,,,,," he said
Aira just nodded
Seeing Aira's fury, Monika did not linger as fast as lightning taking food on the nightstand
Monika feeds Aira and Aira opens her mouth according to no rejection,,,, no,,,,
Monika was so painfully feeding Aira
After a while
" but it's still half-way, yes,,,,,, umubazir lhoo,,, wasting food,,," said Monika hoping Aira would finish her meal
Monika persuades Aira to finish her meal, but it seems that Aira is spending, her sadness is taking away her appetite
Though the side dish is vegetable, chicken, sambal that Aira's favorite food usually Aira will add if eating his favorite food
But at a time like this for Aira any delicious food will not taste delicious
Monika is still trying to persuade Aira to eat again
"Raaa,,,,, all over yaaa,,,,, baby you know, one mouthful,,,,,," Monika put on her compassionate face so that Aira would eat
Aira who saw the sad face of Monika could not bear to finally Aira agreed to Monika's request after all just one mouthful
that is how he murmured in his heart
"iyaaaa,,, but just one mouthful,,,,," Aira said rolling her lazy eyeballs
Monika who heard the words yesa,,, did not waste any time immediately feed Aira
Aira is like a child eating must be persuaded, in the seducer,,,,,, in the,,,, but for Monika it does not matter because Aira is still in a state of mourning if not sure Monika has grumbled can from morning until night not tired of grumbling
Aira finished chewing and Monika fed Aira againii,,,, Aira only complied and when Monika would feed Aira again but her hands were blocked Aira
"he said one mouthful but why is this constantly mahh more than one,,,,,,," Aira grumbled
Monika laughs, actually Monika remembers her words but she accidentally feeds Aira again,,,,,
"heheheheheheheheheh,,,,,,,," Monika laughed at the corner of her lips raised so wide
Hearing Monika laugh Aira annoyed her lips manyun
Aira got out of bed leaving Monika grumbling
Monika saw Aira getting out of bed asking
"go where Raa,,,," cried Monika
Aira heard Monika's question squint her eyes whether she didn't see the direction I was heading,,,,, she murmured inwardly
"where else to go to the bathroom, where else,,,," he said
Monika smiled when Monika had seen the direction of Aira's goal but why was she still asking that was how her murmur in the heart of her hand scratched her head that did not feel itchy at all
Aira saw Monika scratching her head squinting
"Dasarrr freakhh,,,," he murmured
Aira continued her footsteps again towards the bathroom when she arrived at the bathroom, Monika asked a little scream
"going to the bathroom,,,," Monika shouted for Aira to hear Monika's question
"sleep,,,,," cried Aira
"it could be asking what to do to the bathroom, yes, obviously,,,,,,,,, to say, to do again to sleep,,,,, hhhhhhh,,,,,,,,," Aira muttered to herself
Monika who heard Aira's reply squinted her eyes
"hhhhhh,,,,,,, sleeprrr,,,,,,,,," said Monika, her voice shriveled her facial expression confused by Aira's reply
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