
“ No I like it here. Where will it move anyway? ” rutuk Lyra.
“ My house, let's stay at home ” replied Ares.
Lyra silently did not respond to the man, how much she was not upset when Ares easily expressed his intention to get Lyra to move house. And this is the second time.
“ We can stay with Adhisti in a bigger house than this house. I want to prepare a wider space for our children to grow after birth later ” explained Ares.
Lyra let out a annoyed breath.
“ Mr.... in your opinion home, place, the atmosphere should be new luxury can be worthy called the place we develop ” cela Lyra.
“ Not so, I just think it might be more possible if our child later grows up in a fairly decent environment ”
“ Luxury is not a benchmark for the growth and development of a child is good. Okay.I understand you may feel this house is not worthy enough and far from the word luxury. Beyond that all can Mr. lower your standards a little, the house is comfortable simple and so warm will the family atmosphere ” Lyra try to explain at length on Ares.
“ Well this house is comfortable but how a good family atmosphere can be created if we do not live here. I'm also Adhisti should we stay at home ” Ares persuaded.
“ Master I also want our child at birth to feel the complete family atmosphere and I also hope you are always there for our child later. But to stay together should I give up? Why should I also keep moving to the place you want to? ” ask Lyra full of emphasis on Ares.
“ I just saw which is best, Ly. ”
“ You believe it's the best? This house should be decent enough for a child to grow up because you said you both spent your childhood here. Or am I the one who remembers wrongly? ”
“ True this is our childhood home. But not all about childhood is beautiful including this house ” said Ares meaningfully.
“ A-what does that mean? Unbeautiful childhood and this house? ” asks Lyra hesitantly seeing the man's serious exo change.
“ I told you we live in this house with my mom. She is a simple woman and does not attach importance to luxury, and likes the warm atmosphere of the house like this house ”
Lyra's focus on listening had no intention of interrupting Ares.
“ When I was a kid, I believed that. But it turns out that all is wrong this warm house is only the outward appearance alone ” said Ares. Lyra was observing Ares only this time she saw the man looking heavy to tell her.
“ It turns out that the facts are not that beautiful. Home is nothing more a prison for us, especially for us ” said Ares with pain in his tone.
“ Ba-how can this house be like a prison? ” asks Lyra hesitantly afraid to cross the line where the man does not want it to be revealed.
“ I don't want to tell or remember that sad story anymore. What is certain for me and Adhisti is that this house was created by my father to imprison my mother in it. My mother in the bridle all her freedom receded only to the extent of this house ” Ares told her slowly.
“ Sorry I didn't know about it ” said Lyra concerned to find a piece of the man's dark memory.
“ You are not guilty of that don't apologize. Because of that, I'm asking you to move out of here. For me and Adhisti it might be better to start a new start somewhere else than here because it stores memories that are not worth remembering ” Ares still seems a little tense and stiff after telling things that's.
“ I once said bringing you to stay here would not change the memory of this house. Maybe it's my fault also brought you to stay here, hoping this house suits the atmosphere you want ”
“ And it's true I love this house ” sela Lyra.
“ I also foolishly hope that by inviting you to stay here can erase that painful memory. Turns out I was wrong it didn't work, every time I was in this house the memories seemed to strangle me slowly, then got you drowned in this house made everything more painful ” said Ares.
Lyra doesn't know what to do because the man is now fragile, wanting her to calm Ares down but not knowing where to start.
“ I want us to start a new beginning in our own home without any memories of the past.” Ares looked at Lyra as if she was actually inviting the woman to follow him.
Lyra reverberated her finger strongly, knowing Ares' painful fact and the house made her feel guilty.
“ I don't know what to decide but it also bothers me to keep making you too Adhisti should always feel sad by being in this house with me. I feel like saying there shouldn't be any need to come here if it hurts ” Lyra explained.
“ Weird instead of both of us keep coming and holding back those hurt feelings. Maybe that's why you. Sorry for making you know the dark side of this house when you like it. I really hope you want to come with me stay at my house not this house ” take Ares.
How do I say it? If you have a bad memory of this house I've also got bad memories in your house, Inner Lyra is frustrated.
“ A-I can't.sorry ” replied Lyra quietly.
“ May I know why you refused to stay with me? ” asked Ares with obvious disappointment.
“ I know in this house feels painful for you, ta-but Sir.I also... ” Lyra sighed for a moment.
“ I too may not be able to go back..Step foot in your house again. Just imagining it feels torturous for me ” continued Lyra slowly.
“ Why? What makes you think that? ” ask Ares fast.
Lyra squeezed her hand hard.
“ Maybe for women the moment of marriage is important and valuable, when we have to part with our family and be welcomed by a new family. But when our marriage does not feel happy or we pass with a precious moment. It passed as soon as I knew it was useless to regret it. ”
Ares tried to understand the woman's explanation.
“ I also want to experience a bit of happiness in that day even if our marriage is going improperly. I went through it without parting with my family because I didn't have one. Then.when should I be welcomed by my new family. I was kicked out at that time. Not at all I blamed Adhisti back then now I understand why he did like that ”
“ I also don't blame you that time. But it felt so painful when for the first time to set foot in what was supposed to be a new home for me, yet everything changed no one accepted me. It feels so painful..also very lonely ” said Lyra while wiping tears in the corner of her eyes.
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