Married Without Love
If You Can, Why Not?

"I no longer feel angry or disappointed in Mami. I've been trying to accept the truth. I told Mami that I would accept my destiny. Don't worry Vano, I still love Mami" Vani replied with a smile.

"Vani ...."

"There's no point regretting what happened. It will only make us sad and unable to move on. Let's just say, we're not a match. Not so," said Vani again.

"You're right. Let's get together to move on. But Vani, Bibik once said that Clarisa came to see you. Is that true and for what?" ask Vano kepo.

"You know that, right? He said he wanted to move on, why is Kepoin an ex?" ledek Vani's.

"What coin, I'm just worried about you. I'm afraid he'll hurt you" Vano replied rather nervously.

"Yes-yes, understand. She just wanted to see if I was pregnant. That's all," replied Vani nanggung.

"Then, after knowing you're really pregnant, what's her attitude?" ask Vano curiously.

"Hmm, I think he's starting to give up chasing you again. Why , sorry?" ask Vani later.

"No, who's sorry. If he gives up, isn't that better?" vano replied nervously.

"But why, is there a smell of heartbreak?" ask Vani while smiling.

"Vani, can I ask you something?" ask Vano seriously.

"Ask what, make me afraid," said Vani a bit anxious.

"Have you forgotten your ex-husband?" asked Vano doubtfully.

Vani looked at Vano with a sad look. Why Vano asked like that, when he only found out that Deni was completely innocent. Deni did all that because he obeyed his Mami's wishes.

"Maybe if you ask this question first, I will answer with confidence and confidence that I hate him so much. But if you ask this question now, I cannot answer it. I have no confidence whether I still hate him or vice versa" Vani replied and took a deep breath.

"I never hated him. But when she doubted my love, I was sad and hurt. I am not someone who can love in front of others. I wish he could understand me, but in fact he chose to leave me," said Vano sadly.

"But, he was now regretful and wanted to return. Why don't you just take it?" asked Vani while looking at Vano.

"I want to convince myself first, that he won't sue me more than I can" Vano replied.

"I think you also have to understand the desire of a woman. They want to be first in their hearts. Especially after marriage and having children. Because that's what I want right now. If only I were still with him. Don't waste love just to hurt each other. When he really gives up, you will regret it. Don't be like me, Vano" said Vani, patting his twin on the shoulder.

"I, you'll think about what you said. I feel sorry for David" Vano said.

"Why with him?"

"You didn't give him a chance to get close to you. Say something to him so he doesn't get broken and sad" Vano said.

"Alright, tell him there's time to come to this house. I will make him stop wishing" Vani said with a smile.

Two weeks later, David actually came to Vano's house. Coincidentally Vani is on college leave because the time of childbirth is getting closer according to the instructions of the doctor.

"Vani, I'm sorry, I just came. I was busy preparing a new branch yesterday so I didn't have time to come" David said, staring at Vani.

"It's okay, David. I also just wanted to say something that I should have told you from the beginning" Vani said, returning David's eyes.

"Vani, don't say it. I won't listen to him" David said with a slightly irritated face.

"Why, do you know what I want to tell you?" ask Vani.

"I know."

"What?"

"You want me to give up, don't you? Don't come near you again, and don't expect more. Because we're just friends." David seemed to have been able to read what was in Vani's heart and mind.

"But I still want to love you. You have no right to ban me. Even if you never love me, let me be by your side even if you only consider me a friend" David said.

"I'm sorry David. I don't want to give you false hope. Right now I just want to focus on taking care of my son and achieving a career that can make my son proud of his mother" Vani replied.

"I understand, Vani. I appreciate your decision, but you also have to respect my decision to love you anyway" David said expectantly.

"All right, it's up to you."

After saying that, suddenly, Vani's stomach hurt. The pain is getting longer. Seeing this, David panicked. He doesn't know what to do at the moment.

"David, take me to the hospital. I might give birth" said Vani, enduring the pain.

"Well, I have my car ready first" replied Vano.

"Non Vani is going to give birth?" ask Bibik to panic. Bibik hears Vani's voice then approaches Vani and tries to help Vani towards David's car.

"Auntie, please call Vano, tell me I went to the hospital I used to check on," Vani said after sitting in the car.

"Well, Non Vani," replied Bibik immediately contact Vano.

"Vani, which hospital are we in?" ask David.

"Santana's hospital."

Vani endured the pain, while David immediately drove his car to the hospital.

Fortunately, baby Vani is not naughty. After Vani struggled for nearly an hour, a small baby had been born safely. A very handsome and sweet baby boy. Vani faintly heard the voices of adhan and iqomah. Vani was curious, whose voice had pitted her baby.

Vani opened his eyes slowly and looked for the direction of the sound source. Clearly visible to him, Vano who was carrying his son. Vani smiles happily having a brother like Vano. He was always there for her. If he could pay attention to her like this, he should be able to do the same to Clarisa as well.

"Vani, what'd you name this handsome guy?" ask Vano while showing Vani the baby.

"Deva Pradana" replied Vani.

"Deva Pradana's. Okay, good too. I've already contacted Mami, tomorrow Mami will come with Papi and Vina. They are eager to see a new member of our family" Vano said with a smile.

The presence of Deva becomes the spirit for Vani to continue to step forward. There are smiles and cries that accompany Vani's life.

The next day, Vani was allowed to go home by a doctor, because Vani was considered quite healthy. Arriving at home, it turns out that Mami Winda, Papi Dimas and Vina have just arrived. They welcomed Deva's presence with great excitement.

They come not only carrying a variety of toys but also carrying small clothes for Deva after knowing Vani's son is a boy. They take turns holding Deva Deva ingredients until they do not have time to sleep in the baby box.

"Sir Vani, Deva is so handsome? Later every day, Vina wants a video call from Deva. Let Vina be able to see Deva's every growth" asked Vina while stroking Deva's cheek.

"If every day, you won't have time to date" Vani replied with a laugh.

"Who's boyfriend, sister, I don't have a boyfriend" Vina replied with a smile.

"Who knows when suddenly someone says, I love you, Vina" Vani's tease.

"Hopefully ..." reply vina while laughing.

Vani let it go, what they do because Vani knows, soon they will return to Indonesia. Papi Dimas and Vina will be home 3 days later. While Mami Winda, will accompany Vani until the next 2 weeks.

after 3 days, Papi Dimas and Vina returned to Indonesia. Meanwhile, Mami Winda stays behind to take care of Vani and her baby . Mami Winda is so dear to Deva. Even Vani almost never held her baby. All wanted to be done by Mami Winda. Except for breastfeeding, Deva is handed over to Vani.

"Vani, you're not angry, are you? Like Mami Winda here, Mami wants to be closer to Deva," asked Mami somewhat hesitantly.

"Mommy, Vani will never be angry at Mami. Vani is happy, because Mami loves Deva so much."