Marry Bening
Consider It Nonexistent

The clear is glued in place. Her footsteps stopped and interrupted her intention to enter closer where Erina was lying inside the ICU room. The figure of the woman he saw was the same figure when the soul of his mother thrashed first.

On the first day when she legally became the wife of a husband who never declared his love, then on that day Bening also searched for who was the woman named Erina who was loved and awaited by her husband.

Bening managed to find him by exploring his sosmed. That woman is beautiful. With just a glance, Bening knew that the aura that emerged from the woman named Erina was completely different. His face was even clearly imprinted in Bening's memory to this day when he saw it in person for the first time even though from afar, he was able to recognize it immediately.

Her husband was there, looking panicked. His expression's a mess. She saw her husband sitting next to the woman anxiously, but it was unreadable what he had in mind.

I want it to feel right now Bening called her husband and pretended to ask what he was doing there. But his tongue felt like a tongue. In fact she had to step back a few steps and hide behind the curtains of the next room when the soft voice called to her husband, then hugged him tightly.

His bare feet that were on foot right now, seemed to be collapsing. It was like standing on an earthquake ready to crack the ground and split in half and it went into the hole. His body trembled, with all his heart he crushed the tip of the cardigan he was wearing.

"Hon? Honey, I miss you so much." Erina woke up and quickly hugged Aslam who was sitting next to her.

Without being able to resist, Aslam flinched and did not return Erina's embrace. He is still not ready. He himself had felt surprised by Erina's sudden presence at an unexpected time.

"Hon, I really miss you. Miss you so much. You're still waiting for me, aren't you?" Cupping both cheeks Aslam.

"It turns out you're a loyal guy and really love me." Kissing Aslam's lips without permission.

Instantly Aslam distanced Erina from her body. His heart was pounding, not because of that sudden kiss. But his heart was beating rapidly with a feeling he could not explain.

"It's a hospital" he said, feeling misbehaved.

"Why? Don't you usually not care where if we want to be friendly we can show it to anyone?" Erina felt intense on her own.

"Yes, but you shouldn't."

"Hon, you're still angry, yeah. Because I rejected your proposal last year?" Hugging tightly without being kept away.

"Now I'm home. I want us to get married, Hon. I am ready and want to be a good wife to you. Sorry I used to be childish and not think long," her sobs sounded annoying in Aslam's ears.

Also, for Bening who was listening to their interaction from earlier, it was ridiculous. It felt like he wanted to spit out his entrails to the woman and.

Sorry what? What wedding is it? That man is my husband! It felt like Bening was protesting his heart at that moment.

Her husband was really upsetting. He was silent when the woman who was not his muhrim was hugging even kissed her lips.

Sin, Mas. The sins!

Bening wanted to shout that as well. But back again when reason overcame logic. Because at this time, with brash tears it was without permission to just escape from his eye gentler. No matter how hard he blinked and held it, his tears kept flowing as if he did not want to compromise to stop. He rubbed many times, but the damn tears still fell.

After all, Bening knew that the woman had returned. And her husband loved her very much. He has to back off. His presence would only disturb the homesick atmosphere between them.

Slowly, Bening stepped out of the ICU room still filled with nurses and doctors passing by, taking turns to check on other emergency patients. Fortunately, no one realized his figure from earlier.

***

Erina, the woman who is hugging me right now is Erina. Between believing and not, yet she was really Erina.

The kiss that suddenly landed on my lips made me gasp. Immediately, I distanced himself. My heart rumbles. It felt like my heart was pounding so hard.

Wasn't it! The thunders and rumbles in this heart is not because I am in love or the longing that culminates because I met him. This feeling is as if I committed a great sin. A sin I still do not know what causes it.

Erina hugged me back, she messed up something that sounded stale to me. I smiled a smile full of irony. It still hurts when a flash of memory of him refusing to marry me and leaving without choosing me makes me reluctant to accept his sudden presence.

However, it can not be denied, the feeling of love that I planted first for him for two years more can not just disappear. There was still a speck of flavor left behind for her when the woman actually came back and was near hugging me like she was today. This longing exists, but it is bland.

"Hon, are you sick?" erina asked to make me feel bad.

Sick? Isn't he the one who's sick?

"How do you smell eucalyptus oil, anyway? Is this telon oil? Your money's like a baby." Erina chuckled while sniffing. I immediately took it away from my body and rubbed my face with a huff.

Astagfirullah...

"Why? Hirata, Hon. I like whatever you smell. I prefer you to wear your favorite perfume. Smelled more masculine and.seductive," he whispered closer in my ear.

"We like each other's smells, don't we?" he said flirting with a sensual tone.

"A year less met.you're getting cute and charming.." His fingers went down my chest.

In the past, if he behaved like that, then don't be asked how I react. Surely I will devour Erina at that time without compassion just to satisfy my already heightened desires.

But this time it was different, there was no reaction to him. There were, many times I said the word istighfar in my heart and subconsciously escaped my lips.

"Astagfirulah..." My body moved away from the temptation of her fingers, then rubbed her face with ruffles many times.

"Why, Hon? Did I hear you wrong?" Erina glared.

"What's wrong with you?"

I distanced myself, getting out of bed. Oh God, forgive me. I completely forgot!

I forgot! I forgot my wife!

Instantly my heart rumbled. More rumbling because I committed a great sin. How long have I been leaving my wife?

I ran, unwilling to turn around I left Erina who was shouting to call me.

Like a lunatic I walked quickly down the hospital aisle. To the place where I told my wife to wait for me.

Stalled steps. I neutralized my breath that was gasping for every footstep I took walking and running as if I had no end.

The woman was still flinching on the spot. Sitting obediently in its original place. Women berkaster navy flowers and bercardigan is still there. Yes, my wife is still there. With guilt I approached her.

"Yank." I patted her shoulder.

Clear turned. My heart seemed to be slipping from its place. He smiled at the condition of his hand being bandaged at the moment. Her face paled, yet was so radiant because of her sweet smile. Seeing her like that, I was sad. Sad that my attitude a moment ago ignored him. I clenched her body tightly. Hope by hugging it can reduce the guilt entrenched in my heart.

"Big, uh!" As forcefully as he took me off, distanced my body with one of his free hands.

I stared hard at him because I was annoyed that he refused my embrace. However, after being traced, his gaze was angry. His face was moist, his eyeballs were red and puffy, and his hair bangs were slightly wet.

Did he wash his face? Did she cry? Wh why? Did he see her?

It couldn't be because of that, it might just be that he was angry for taking too long to wait for me. Yeah, I hope so.

"Yank, you_"

"Mas, pay for the medicine at the cashier. I was called. Mom, why so long?" ask a little ketus.

"Ah, was it called? From earlier?"

"Udah century!"

"Oh, yeah." Something is different from his attitude.

"Mas, pay first. You wait, yeah." I took off my hand that was about to stroke her hair.

Avoiding me? Wh why?

I headed to the medicine counter with a feeling of shock. Until I decided to think positively. Maybe he was upset that I left him for too long.

"Yank, let's go home. The medicine was taken and he said it was paid." I saw Bening frowning.

It was actually a wonder as well who had already paid for the prescription. Because when I asked her, her husband paid for it.

"You've been paid why don't you take the cure?.." I'm still surprised, but I don't want to make the mood of Bening worse. He looks Be-Te...

I bowed my body in front of him, about to hold him in my arms.

Because of my carelessness who brought forcibly to check up, he did not wear footwear.

But immediately, he stood up. He walked without caring for me who was bowing in front of him. I can't speak.

"Yank, your feet will get dirty." I chased. "Yank, my pocket again, yes," I persuaded.

"No need. I'm heavy" he said, ignoring me. I clipped it, like a teenager trying to get close to the storm.

"Yank, why didn't you call me when you were called?" pretend not to care when you know, my phone is just behind.

"Don't bring hp!" still ketus.

"To you right' can nyusulin mas to the parking lot, Yank. There was a car around the nyari in the parking lot where. Forgot!" I chuckle awkwardly.

It's ridiculous! I asked a stupid question.

"It's you who told me to wait and not go anywhere. Did you forget?" tuhan, still ketus.

"I-iya.but usually you don't obey..." I feel bad.

"Yank, here's my bag again, later your feet when hit by nails or sharp objects how?" stopped step.

"No need! If the wound is medicine!"

We continued walking, my footsteps were shocked to see the change in attitude that he was pointing at me. Fix, this is mad!

"Fast open the car," he ordered. Unknowingly, we were already in the basement where my car was parked.

Why is his memory so good? He quickly found my car.

"Ah yes." Pressing the car unlock button.

"Please_" Bening quickly entered and closed the car door so hard in front of me that I tiptoed in shock.

"Tu-an princess.." All I could do was sigh slowly.

I circled my car and got in and drove it.

"Yank, what's wrong with you?" I asked the question that had been lingering in my head, breaking the silence that had occurred throughout our journey.

"Fokus aja nyetir. Let's just say I don't exist" his snoring turned around, turning his back on me.

How can I consider it non-existent? Right now, I want to hold it tight.

Huffthh, all I can do right now is to both grunt at the change in his attitude.

***

"A good wife." Frendian grinned at the husband and wife interaction before him.

He sat away, watching them with his sunglasses and hat. He was still watching the live drama for him.

After she follows Bening and watches him, she realizes she is too good to be hurt by him. By looking at her who was so tough to face her husband who had met his ex, did not make the woman run away.

Frendian really hoped Bening ran or scolded Aslam at that time. But it was far from his shadow. The woman returned to her place. Sitting well after he returned from the toilet, the woman was weeping with satisfaction in it and washed her face after being quite calm.

He went back to the medicine counter, then left the package of drugs that he had paid for.

Bening's gaze was blank, to the point that he didn't realize that Frendian was standing looking at him from afar. A hue of sadness emanated from his face. However, his smile expanded when Aslam met him. And that makes Frendian not like it. As if nothing had happened, the woman was just sulking because her husband had long returned to catch up with her.

Really interesting woman...

TB