Marrying Candidate Kaka Inpar
CHAPTERS. 38 Ali Angry

After the phone call with his father Ali just silent, he was still in the same place, not at all change position.

His heart is still the same, still very hurt, was the problem of his wife and now the problem of his father, he does not understand the attitude of his father and his wife.

Didn't his father ever want him, but now Ali feels his father is like a debt collector because he always just contact him.

While his wife's attitude he did not understand why his wife still considers him as a child, did not'ah when it said will learn to love each other, but Ali felt his wife still did not want to learn to love him.

Ali did not know whether his marriage could be maintained, or his marriage would run aground like the footsteps of his mother, even though he wanted to marry quite once, but it turned out that marriage was not as easy as in his shadow.

"I don't know what to talk about and have to behave any more to prove that I deserve to be her husband and I'm not a child" Ali said

Kinanti who saw her husband was just silent and still leaning on the dining table made her only able to sigh heavily with eyes that were already foggy because she was about to cry.

Kinanti did not expect that her words could hurt her husband's deepest heart, she immediately stepped towards her husband, then immediately hugged her husband very tightly, and her tears immediately broke after hugging her husband.

"I'm sorry Jamila Mas. Hix... Hix... Jamila knew that Jamila was wrong to call Mas a child. Hix... Hicks..."

Ali sighed heavily, surely after the argument his wife would cry, he immediately returned a hug from his wife and tried to calm his anger, but in fact he could not to quiet his anger.

For 1 month Ali always patiently faced the nature of his wife's children, but this time he could not be patient because his wife had hurt him very deeply.

"Can't you respect me as your husband Jamila? Can't you learn to love me? Can't I move your heart even just a little bit?"

There was no sound from her husband's question, but it made Kinanti cry even more when she heard him say my word.

For a long time Kinanti had not heard my words from her husband's mouth when he spoke to her, making her know that he was very angry with her.

What else Kinanti had never seen her husband angry, only this time she saw her husband was so angry.

"I'm sorry Jamila Mas, but if Mas asks Jamila love or not, the answer is yes Mas, Jamila loves Mas very much and it could be Jamila loved Mas from the beginning of our marriage. Every time Mas said about Ning Alisah, Jamila's heart was always erratic, when Mas went to the boarding school, Jamila's heart was very unsettled. Jamila was convinced that Ning Alisah would ask to be Mas's second wife, and Jamila was afraid that Mas would accept her."

Kinanti stopped her conversation to catch her breath, as she spoke still continued to cry.

"When Mas came home with a tired face and told Ning Alisah, Jamila felt guilty because Jamila had accepted Mas to be Jamila's husband, because at that time Jamila had not known Mas's personality, but in Jamila's innermost heart, Jamila also did not want to lose Mas. Hix... Hicks...!"

"Mas must know, Jamila is very grateful to be married to Mas. Mas not only always think mature, but Mas also able to guide Jamila to his Lord, and Jamila always grateful about it. Jamila also always pray in every bow of Jamila to his Lord so that we can be together or in the world or in the hereafter, but one thing that makes Jamila unable to express Jamila's feelings, Jamila is very prestige."

Kinanti sighed for a moment before resuming her words.

"What else in the early days of our marriage, Jamila always defied Mas, once Jamila apologized Mas. Mas may be angry as much as Mas, but do not silence Jamila. The person Jamila fears the most when angry is Mas other than the two parents of Jamila. Jamila was always afraid when she saw Mas angry, and Jamila's heart hurt when she saw Mas angry."

Ali's tears just escaped when he heard a long explanation from his wife, he did not expect that all this time it turned out his wife returned his love.

But one word that Ali does not like from the expression of his wife is the word prestige, the word prestige that makes his household continue to have problems and because of the word prestige he felt that all this time he had never been considered a husband by his wife.

Ali beristighfar many times in his heart, he tried not to get carried away with emotions, but in fact it is still difficult to accept all the facts that are spoken from the mouth of his wife.

"Why is Jamila selfish just because we are different ages so Jamila prestige? Or maybe Jamila was embarrassed to have a husband like Mas who was too young? Does Jamila want Mas to equate our birth date so as not to be ashamed? Jamila knew that Mas always wanted to be the best for Jamila, then Mas also became a good priest even though Mas knew that Mas was not the man you expected, he said, but Mas always hoped that one day Jamila could accept Mas as your whole husband. But in fact until now Mas still can not be your whole husband because you have a sense of prestige."

Ali let go of his wife's embrace, he wiped his own tears, his disappointment growing towards his wife.

"Mas will not force you to survive in our household if your sense of prestige is greater than the love of Mas, better Jamila think to take where our marriage, Jamila, Mas believes Jamila can handle everything, whatever Jamila's decision, Mas will try to accept everything."

Ali spoke while wiping his wife's tears, his chest felt tight, he managed to marry the woman he promised to marry, he also managed to get his love, but he still failed to become her whole husband, he still failed to be her husband, he did not expect that the age difference made his household always had no progress.

Ali still wants his household to be maintained, but if only one-sided, only he, he will not be able to maintain it, whatever else he never had any experience in romance, he said, he can only try to be a good husband.

But his efforts until now have not been fruitful, his patience has been thinned, at first he was happy when his wife also loved him, but the love of his wife has prestige.

"Take it easy on yourself Jamila."

After saying that Ali immediately stepped wide, he immediately took the key of his motorbike, then immediately left the apartment, he did not care about his wife who just kept calling him.

Just this time Ali thought ogois, because almost 1 month he relented and tried to be patient, he hoped his household turned sweet, but in fact his household was getting destroyed.

What else Ali is also afraid if he does not go from the apartment, he is afraid of not being able to control his emotions, he is afraid of harsh words coming out of his mouth, because humans are often caliph.