Marrying Candidate Kaka Inpar
CHAPTERS. 47 Tells Ali's Past

Ali sighed many times while beristighfar when he heard a long explanation from his mother, he did feel very sad when he heard the Mother accident, but he was very disappointed if the Mother thought he did not need the Mother.

For 15 years Ali prayed to be reunited with his Mother, for 15 years he tried better again and again so that later his Mother came he could be a son that his Mother could be proud of, but Mother who had been waiting for her arrival in fact her Mother thought that she did not need her Mother.

Ali did not understand why his mother thought that way, there was no child who did not want the affection of his parents, nor did he, no matter how happy the life he lived was, but her little heart always had hope for her Mother back.

No matter how happy the life that Ali lived, but the do'a in every prostration is to be reunited with his mother.

"Mother thinks too far, there is no child who does not want affection from his parents. Mommy should have thought that Dad had thrown Ali away, so Mommy should have thought of giving more affection to Ali, instead of thinking like that. Do you not know how heavy life lived Ali all this time because you have to bear the heavy burden of small? From childhood Ali was faced with the Alfero Group files and calculate the income from the Alfero Apartment. Didn't Mommy think at Ali's very young age, Ali should still be living a life like a child Ali's age, but Ali can't be like them, Ali just played with the files left behind by Mother."

Ali used to complain about it all, he studied adult at a relatively young age, he did not dare to ask for help from Grandpa or Grandma because he knew to his two parents only never wanted his presence, he said, without the help of Mr. Samsul and his wife maybe he will not be able to carry a very heavy burden, but he is very grateful because they are very good and honest this greeting, even if he complains, Mr. Samsul always advised him.

What else Ali needed as a child was advice, it was important that he become a useful man.

"Had Ali always thought how Ali kept everything that was left by Mother until Mother returned and how Ali could be successful, to let Dad know that the son you threw away can succeed without his guidance."

Ali's tears flowed again, even now more than before when remembering his painful past.

Anisa cried bitterly when she heard the explanation from her son, she should have listened to her two parents so as not to marry Kenan, but love made her oppose to her two parents, she said, to make his innocent son a victim of his selfishness.

Anisa's heart was very hurt when she heard the phrase from her son, her son should hate her because he was no longer worthy to be called Mother.

Everything in the living room was also very sad, as well as with Kinanti, tears she poured down when she heard the words from her husband, she did not expect that her husband's life as a child was very sad.

Even during the early days of marriage Kinanti treated her husband very badly, but her husband was very patient with her until he knew that her husband's patience had indeed been trained from childhood.

"I'm sorry Mommy son, Mommy can't educate you well, even Mommy has made you suffer this diving."

Anisa apologized while wiping her son's tears with her two thumbs, she used to feel guilty, but now she felt even more guilty when she heard the phrase from her son.

Anisa cries with a bitter smile, adult speech from her son is able to make her heart like pierced by thousands of knives, but she is also always grateful because the nature of her son is always thinking of adulthood, whereas he and Kenan are like children who go because of their own selfishness.

"Didn't Ali hate Mommy?"

Ali shook her head slowly while smiling faintly.

"For how could Ali hate Mother if in every prostration Ali always called Mother's name? Ali never hated Mommy one bit, but Ali was very disappointed in Mommy. But Ali realized this problem was started by Dad, one thing that Ali hated in Ali's life, Ali hated having blood relations with such a jerk, no matter what Mother and Ali, I don't know, until Dad said what Ali shouldn't have heard as a kid."

Ali's tears are getting louder, it's been 15 years, but his heart still can't make peace from the past.

"Ali knew that Mother left because Mother's heart was very hurt when Dad said he never loved Ali, all Dad did was to get Kesuma company. Ali knew Mommy was very disappointed because the jerk did not recognize Ali as his son. At that time Ali did not matter Daddy did not love Ali, there was still a Mother who loved Ali, but Mother also went to leave Ali."

Actually Ali does not want to remember his past again, but he feels he has a burden when his grandfather for 15 years he is self-serving, only today he recounts all the events in his past, he said, and he hopes that he can make peace with a very painful past.

Kinanti who heard the story from her husband, her crying could not bear anymore, she cried bitterly, her heart was so sick when she knew her husband's past, she said, she thought she was only the most miserable person to fail to marry and be ashamed in front of everyone, but in fact her husband was much more miserable.

Isabel immediately hugged her daughter-in-law's granddaughter-in-law when she heard her son-in-law's cries, she was also very sad, but even more sad when she agreed to her daughter's request not to spoil her granddaughter until she bore all the heavy burdens herself.

But Isabel is also proud that her grandson can bear all his own weight, from her grandson in control of Alfero Group and Apartment Alfero including as a young lawyer, she is very proud because her grandson is very smart, she is very proud, his grandson was thinking adults who should be at that age are still happy to play around.

"Don't cry Jamila, that's your husband's past, Grandma hope you love your husband more, from childhood Ali only learn mature and mature, and mature, so please you have to understand his heart that turned out to be very hurt."

"Jamila knew Nek, Jamila would love Mas Ali even more, not because it was Grandma's request, and not because Jamila felt sorry for Mas Ali, but since Jamila can't lose Mas Ali, Jamila loves Mas Ali so much."

Isabel immediately kissed her daughter-in-law's granddaughter at a glance, she liked the thought of her daughter-in-law's granddaughter, no wonder if her granddaughter wanted to marry Kinanti, even though Kinanti was 5 years older than her granddaughter, but Kinanti was indeed very worthy to accompany her grandson.