
Kinanti still stared at her husband in silence, her tongue was a hoax, not'd her husband say just love her, but now her husband speaks very honestly if her husband loves another woman.
"Actually after graduation Mas wanted to propose to a little girl in the past Mas, but when Mas arrived Semarang the little girl had moved."
Ali spoke with a big smile, he hoped that his wife remembered that he was a little Ali who had been considered a sister by his wife first.
Kinanti was still silent, but her heart was getting sicker, she felt her chest as if it was being overlaid by a heavy weight, and her heart suddenly stopped beating making her breathing difficult, she wondered if her husband was having sex on the basis of love or lust, or if he could just do his role as her husband.
"It hurts the breast of the servant, O Allah." - Inner Kinanti
Ali frowned when he saw that his wife was going to cry, knowing that it was not a happy cry that would come out of his wife's eyes, but a sad cry.
"Did Jamila forget Mas?"
"What do you mean?"
Kinanti asked with a confused face.
"Mas is the little guy Jamila helped first."
Ali's left hand immediately pulled the drawer next to the bed, he took a small box from the drawer, then immediately opened it.
"Jamila remember this necklace? This necklace was given by Jamila at our last meeting."
"Yes Jamila remember."
Of course, Kinanti remembered the necklace, the necklace was given by her grandmother hereditary, even when she said the necklace was missing she received punishment from both parents.
Kinanti also remembered her childhood with her husband who said he would marry her, but she always considered that her husband's speech as a child was just a joke, because at that time her husband was 7 years old, she said, and he's 12 years old.
"Where did Mas know that necklace belonged to Jamila?"
"Mas saw a photo of Jamila on the wall as Jamila and Kinar chatted in Kinar's room, what else the necklace is hereditary including Mas liken the face of Jamila as a child to the photos of our childhood, that's why Mas can know that this necklace belongs to Jamila. Mas never thought that the words of Mas who would marry Jamila were granted."
"So Mas still remember when Jamila often kissed Mas's forehead?"
"Of course I remember everything Jamila."
"Jamila is always sad when she sees Mas without the affection of Mas's parents, while Jamila has a complete parent and sister, so it is clear that Jamila was always sad. Jamila could not imagine how broken Mas's heart was left to two equally selfish parents."
Kinanti's tears suddenly flowed when remembering her husband's past, her husband ran away from boarding school to find his mother and said he missed his mother. Ali wiped away his wife's tears with his two thumbs.
Ali immediately kissed his wife's two eyes with a big smile, lying if he did not feel sad, until now he was still sad, he never got affection from two parents in general, he had to rely on himself, of course his heart still hurt, and his heart wound was still always imprinted.
Ali had always hoped that her Mother would love her even if her Father did not want her, but it turned out that her Mother had also left her, hope was just an empty hope that never came true.
Ali always studied hard so that when the Mother came the Mother could be proud to have a smart son like him, but it turned out that the Mother never returned and again that hope never became a reality.
If only Ali could not remember the problem of why his mother decided to leave, he might have hated his mother as much as he hated his father.
"Jamila knows that until now Mas's heart still feels pain, what else according to Jamila Mas's wound is very large, and maybe Mas's heart wound will never dry."
Ali smiled when he heard the words of his wife who could read his mind.
"Yes Mas still can't explain everything that's happened, that's why Mas wants to learn to be a good husband and father, he said, so that one day the son of Mas's daughter will not be victimized by our selfishness. Enough Mas who was once victimized by the selfishness of Mas's parents. Mas didn't want them to have the same fate as Mas, because it felt so painful."
Ali wants his past to be a lesson for him, so that he does not be selfish and can always maintain his household.
"Yes Mas, Jamila also hopes that we do not have a big problem, but Jamila knows that our household will always be tested, so that our household is like a wall that is always solid."
"Yes Jamila."
Ali smiled widely, he hoped his wife's childish attitude could disappear after this, not he hated the attitude of his wife's children, but he was dizzy with the attitude of his wife's children.
"Mas hopes Jamila can learn to be mature, and throw away Jamila's childish attitude, don't continue to make Mas dizzy because of your childish attitude."
"Iya Mas Jamila will try to learn to throw away Jamila's childish attitude and learn to be a good wife for Mas, including will try to learn to be a good Mother for our children later."
Kinanti said solemnly that she would learn to be a good wife and a good Mother, she will try not to be selfish anymore even though her childish attitude appears every time the jealousy comes, but she will try to trust her husband completely, because her husband was her little Ali who said she would marry him, from there she had to believe that her husband's words could indeed be held.
"So Mas said Mas to Semarang?"
"Iya Jamila, 1 year ago Mas to semarang after graduation, Mas intention will propose to Jamila, and even if Jamila already has a choice of his heart, Mas will think of Jamila as Kaka Mas as before, but Mas did not find Jamila and the person Mas asked said that Jamila had indeed returned to Jakarta again. But one thing that Mas did not expect when Mas convinced that Jamila was the soul mate of Mas until Mas stepped forward two steps, in fact, the woman who cried in front of Mas on the wedding day was the woman that Mas was going to marry."
Ali did not expect that God still predestined him with Kinanti, the woman he wanted to marry as a child.
Kinanti did not think that her husband was looking for her, even she had forgotten her little Ali, although at first married she remembered her little Ali, but he never expected that the man who always stood as his savior angel was his little Ali. Ali put his wife's necklace on her neck again.
"Take this necklace back to its owner, but it's exchanged for Jamila's love for Mas."
Kinanti only smiled widely, she immediately hugged her husband tightly while shedding happy tears.