Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
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POV: Helena

Josh led me into this magnificent house that I've been in since I was a kid.

We walked very quickly to the second floor.

Along the way, Josh looked left and right, trying to figure out something I didn't know.

"You said I had to take responsibility? What's for?" I said confused while following his footsteps.

Josh just looked at me and stuck out his tongue.

God, it's been a long time since I've seen such ridiculous behavior!

"My brother's here with you?" josh asked as he walked quickly, not answering my confusion at all.

I have now walked next to him, trying to follow the rhythm of his swift footstroke while again teasing him.

"Since when did you call Al brother?" godaku with a big smile.

Josh didn't slow down his footsteps and instead replied to my question without seeing me.

"Since you rejected me last year. He gave me a lot of motivation to stay alive" he said casually.

Deg.

I'm trying to capture this information as clearly as possible.

"Josh.. What do you mean?"

Did my rejection of him really hit him that hard at the time? Is that something?

But Josh did not reply and chose to knock on the door in one of the rooms on the second floor that was very familiar to me.

The guest room I always used to stay.

Could it be. This room was filled by Selena?

While my brain was still thinking, the door finally burst open.

From behind the door, there was a young woman whose beauty was not eroded even though her eyes were swollen like she was crying.

And it turns out, my guess is right!

Josh Rainer brought me to Selena!

Maybe he doesn't want any deep-rooted misunderstandings between us.

Yeah, it seems like it. He wanted to be open and didn't want Selena to misunderstand our relationship.

Josh, I,

you must not want to lose him very much..

You must love him very much..

My heart rippled, a little saddened by how Josh Rainer's heart finally couldn't anchor to me.

However, life must go on Helena..

And now, in front of me, Doctor Selena can't hide her surprise even though her eyes are swollen from crying.

His face was also tense when he saw Josh Rainer was right in front of his muzzle with me, the former lover who was caught trying to tease his man.

"Eh. Doctor, we meet again" I said with a big grin.

Selena tried to wipe away her tears quickly and tried to smile as naturally as possible in front of me.

"Selena. it's Helena.." Josh Rainer introduced me to his future wife's doorstep.

Selena seemed hesitant at first to act, but she then tried to smile when she saw me.

"Hi Helena, I've heard a lot about you." she said sounding sincere.

Josh then gestured to Selena to allow me and her to enter her room.

Selena complied and I followed Josh into the room I used to live in.

The room that I thought would only be used by me...

Now this room has changed functions and is inhabited by the future wife of Josh Rainer, Doctor Selena.

Duh! I need to move on immediately!

Now we've sat three of us in a recliner in Selena's room.

Silent.

I know this is an awward moment.

In front of me was my ex-lover with her new fiance she had known for the past month.

Although only for a moment, Selena was able to make Josh drunk and crazy in the nuances of love.

In contrast to my fate, who had always been with him since 24 years ago but still failed to make him fall in love with me.

Josh Rainer glared at me, gesturing in his cold face for me to start the conversation.

Oh yeah, I forgot that I was asked to account for my messiness with Josh in front of his future wife on the terrace so that there was no prolonged misunderstanding.

"Ehem.." I'm trying to break the cool atmosphere.

Selena and Josh Rainer are focused on me.

"Doctor, I'd like to apologize because it looks like you were wrong with what happened on the terrace. I used to prank Josh a lot, and I was just kidding with him, too" I said seriously.

Josh Rainer and Selena were looking at each other, as if they were communicating in silence.

I didn't think Selena was laughing at my defense.

I looked at Josh, and Josh gave his thumbs up quickly to me.

"Helena.you're funny and honest" Selena said, trying to hold back her laughter.

Josh Rainer looked back at his future wife, unable to believe why he was laughing at her expressionless flat face.

Selena now looks relaxed and much calmer now.

"Helena, you can just call me Selena. It's nice to meet you. And. sorry.. Josh Rainer," Selena said, unable to continue.

The feeling came back awkward and I really didn't know what to do.

Josh took over the conversation.

"I'm in love with you and you're avenging me, there's nothing wrong with that" now Josh Rainer is holding his fiancee's hand.

Huft.

They're showing off the romance in front of me..

I'll get used to seeing this. Now it still hurts, but later everything will evaporate and feel normal.

I can definitely handle this heartache.

"Betul Selena, my relationship with Josh ended last year. I turned down his proposal and Josh has obviously moved on" I said strongly.

"Can we be friends?" ask Selena to surprise me.

Selena looks kind, sincere and a very positive person. If there wasn't a Josh Rainer among us, Selena would be a better friend than Becca.

But can we be friends?

I don't want to lose Josh Rainer as my friend. Which means I should also be friends with her fiance, right?

"We can try, as long as you don't use me like the self-destructive Becca" I said in the end.

When she said Becca's name, Selena's eyes appeared tapered, as if she still felt intimidated.

Josh then grabbed Selena's hand, strengthened her.

"But I have to tell you one thing" I said in the end.

Still holding hands, their eyes were on me again.

"Be careful with Becca. As long as I've been friends with him for the past five years, he'll always try to get whatever he wants at all costs." I said reminding them.

Selena appears to be gulping, while Josh has her jaw hardened.

"Helena, I've been friends with Becca a lot longer. But I really never imagined that the jolly and always helpful Becca could be this savage and horrible" Selena's words quivered.

I smiled at the dikulum.

"Don't you know, maybe it was his obsession with Al that re-emerged when they met again in England? Since we first became friends, Becca has been very ambitious and made every possible effort for her to be closer to Al" I explained.

Josh is trying to conclude.

"In this case what he wants most is Aldebaran, it should have nothing to do with me and Selena, right?" Josh pulled a reasonable hypothesis.

Selena replied to her fiance's question in haste.

"Could it be no, I'm the reason Ale hates her the way she is today. Maybe he'll come back and get his revenge on me, right?" selena is trying hard.

Josh now got up from his chair and hugged Selena from behind.

Which makes me want to hurry back out of this room.

"I'm not gonna let that happen to you. Becca is now under my control and she's still unconscious" Josh said firmly.

Selena looked back at her warm embrace.

Oh.. It looks like soon I will melt and turn into an unimportant waterhole in this room.

"Yes, that's my worry too. You guys stay alert and don't hesitate to tell me. Who knows if I can help. I'm on your team!" I cried at them, as well as to respond to the scene that actually disturbed my eyes and heart.

"Helena, thank you" said Josh Rainer. Now he is back in his original position.

"Helena, do you want to sleep with me in this room while you stay here?" pinta Selena suddenly.

Josh seemed to want a nosebleed made.

I myself do not know what to reply. What is Selena's goal? Does he still not believe that I am on their team and want to prove it? Or does he want to extract something from me about the Gurnawijaya family?

"I just want to get closer to you. If you allow it," added Selena again.

Josh glared at me and seemed to ask me with a flat expression so that I would reject the request of his future wife.

However, since I was happy to prank Josh, I just accepted Selena's request!

"Okay, but if I sleep like snoring is okay?" candaku.

Selena laughed again.

"No problem, I also like to snore all night long" he said in a joking tone.

We both laughed together, leaving Josh Rainer clapping his forehead not knowing what to respond to.

"Selena, can I have Josh Rainer talk to you for a second?"I said I can't wait to ask this cold guy for an explanation.

"Eh, please just why ask me for permission!" selena said trying to assume my request was normal. "We'll see you later for dinner below" he said again.

I nodded and took Josh Rainer out of the room. After Selena's door closed, I whispered to Josh Rainer.

"I'm responsible for what I did, now it's your turn" I said straightforwardly as I pulled her hand toward our favorite room in the house.