
Three days after Josh fainted, everything seems to be getting clearer.
Celine flew back to Singapore on a business trip. Leaving me and Josh under the watchful eye of a guard dog by Diana.
Yeah, just the two of us. Before Celine leaves, she orders Rikian to take care of the villa outside Jakarta to be restored.
Leaving Rikian's all-important job only for Diana.
Which makes Diana more savage and more powerful in controlling Josh's condition.
Meanwhile, Celine never again mince words asking Josh Rainer's memory development to me.
It seems like he was sure what he was doing with Diana was a huge success holding back Josh's memories to come back as well as weakening his motor function.
Without him knowing, Josh Rainer is the winner of this game.
In the midst of close supervision, Josh Rainer can trick the annoying nurse by continuing to regularly take the drugs I give.
Instead, she acted out taking the medicine in front of Diana and spewed it out silently as Celine's right hand came out of the room.
To trick Diana, Josh Rainer has still been feigning weakness and sometimes fainting on my lap for the past three days.
Sometimes, I could see Diana smiling cunningly as we did not notice her.
I repeatedly pleaded with Diana that Josh Rainer could be rushed to the hospital. Surely just pretended just to test his actions.
Of course he always refused on the grounds that no action should ever spark public attention, therefore he believed the prescription drugs from me that he faked could soon make Josh recover.
That's fucking bullshit.
Of all the things that happened, what made me most upset was the more difficult it was to communicate with Josh.
Since Josh fainted and left the sheet for me, there's been no more interaction between us. Diana was always glaring at our gestures while I was in Josh's room.
Several times Josh pretended to faint while in therapy for Sister Diana to go call the housekeeper downstairs.
But that way is in vain. He always calls ART with the walkie talkie Celine gave him before going to Singapore.
Yes, Celine and Diana are increasingly limiting my and Josh's wiggle room.
Did they smell the rebellion from us?
I don't know. One thing I have to do right now is to continue Josh's instructions in the score sheet.
The paper that is now folded neatly in my bag.
When I found him yesterday, I only paid attention to the front part of his score.
In fact, there are still hidden scribbles prepared Josh behind the score.
The resourceful Josh wrote down the home address of the person who could help him along with his phone number and extension.
Besides, he also wrote me a request.
“Convince my grandmother that I could die any time soon.”
When I first read it, my body trembled reflexively. After that, my tears shed uncontrollably.
I didn't expect the decision to become a personal physician to Josh Rainer to lead me to such a dangerous situation right now.
Indirectly, Josh wants to say his life and death are in my hands.
It all depends on me.
I can't run.
I promised to help him.
I have to fight for his life.
It felt like just yesterday, I felt torn apart from witnessing the death of my soulmate.
Now, I have to deal with the possibility of death around me once again. This time it all depends on the burden on my shoulders.
I try to follow my heart.
Selena, do what you think is right.
And I believe helping Josh Rainer right now is the right thing.
Bipp..Bipp.
My daydream was suddenly interrupted by the loud ringing of my phone.
At the end of there, a male voice loudly greeted me. “I've been in front of his palace Prince William.”
That's Gery's voice. With his usual silly laugh.
I also made sure that no eavesdropping devices were attached to my bag and clothes at this time.
Here's time. Mission initiated.
I half ran outside Josh Rainer's house.
Before leaving the house, I passed by Josh Rainer's room and took a peek. Diana's still in there watching Josh.
Hope you're okay until help comes, Josh.
I then met Gery who was waiting in front of Josh's fence. He threw a helmet at me.
"Selena."
Gery seemed to want to influence me. But I stick to my decision.
"We go to Sentul, Bogor according to plan," I said.
"There's still time to change plans" Gery said.
"You shouldn't be involved in people's family affairs, Selena."
"Gery, you agreed to help me, right?"
"I'm just worried about you. If this house owner's mother can poison her own flesh and blood, guess what can be done to you?" now Gery puts his hands on both of my shoulders.
"Gery, this way I'm gonna solve all these problems, okay?" I tried to believe it while riding on Gery's bike.
Gery is still unmoved not wanting to get on his bike.
"Do you want me to take the bike?" i tease.
Gery looks very manyun. I know my best friend is worried about my safety.
Last night I decided to tell Gery all the weirdness.
But I didn't tell you about my suspicions about Becca. I'm afraid Gery is biased and doesn't support me because he still has that feeling left for Becca.
I plan to ask Becca on Saturday when I go to her house to give her the money she asked for.
There, Becca must explain whether she is involved in Josh's family matters or not.
Gery finally collapses and rides his motorbike. It took about two hours to get to the address of the house we were headed to by motorbike.
I checked the clock and it's possible we'll be there at 7 p.m.
"Hand hold on, don't let the wind down" Gery said as he sewed at me.
Along the way, I nibbled on my lips while recalling what I had done the past two weeks.
I'm endangering myself.
Maybe my actions will also endanger the people around me.
My mother, my father, Gery, Anna.
While I was dealing with a powerful family that could destroy me was as easy as cleaning up dust.
"Selena," Gery asked me to speak in the front seat.
"Why didn't you run away? It's not your problem, you know" Gery hasn't succeeded in taming me yet.
"I was paid Rp500 million, kept running away from my job. Do you think anyone would want me to work not after that? I could end up in jail and be unemployed for life" I said.
Gery seemed silent for a while before continuing again.
"Why not go to the police? You've already brought the proof of Josh Rainer's hand-streak," Gery still hasn't given up.
Yes, I also had time to think about this choice.
However, if I were to rashly report to the police with this one piece of evidence, I fear that the status of Celine's family would help her get out of the charges so visibly.
And furthermore, I fear these two choices will lead to the threatened safety of Josh Rainer.
I am a doctor and my job is to heal the needy.
And I think it's imperative that I ensure Josh Rainer's safety in accordance with the agreement I agreed with Celine.
Even though I now realize all the deals are fake.
I don't know what for.
In spite of all that, there are more to my annoyance.
A meeting with Grandma Josh Rainer that I'm sure won't be easy.