Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
LAST WORD
It's just me and Dio.
Just as it used to be different dimensional times have not separated us.
I smiled while crying.
I hugged his headstone while stroking the stone slowly.
We're finally together again, Dio.
There's no one here. Only us.
I then started a one-way conversation with my lover in silence.
Hi Dio.
I'm sorry I just got here.
Three weeks after your funeral.
You know, it's hard for me to see you because of your parents.
Thank you to Becca who secretly led me here.
Dio, though,
I believe you must have felt how broken my heart was when I heard the accident.
Not only my heart, my body also feels like wanting to go to your new place.
Follows you. Clutching your hand. Laughing for hours with you.
Continuing our dreams to live hard and happy together.
Semati.
Dio, though,
In fact, it's all just delusions.
I live, now you die.
For days I felt like I was walking in the dark and not sure I could be happy anymore.
Without you here.
My darling,
Ii'm sorry.
I always wanted time to be repeated.
If God gave me that chance, I would never obey you.
Picked me home when it was raining.
It was you who came home.
Forever, lost from my life.
Dio, though,
I'm sure you hate to see me weak.
In the past, you always hated seeing me give up so easily.
Without you knowing, years with you are my greatest strength.
You helped me meet my great side.
Become strong, confident, and no longer give up easily.
Even if all the world is against me, you always remind me of one thing.
I deserve to be happy.
I can make my dreams come true.
You always assured me that I had the right to embrace the world.
No matter how poor my family status is.
No matter how weak the recognition of the environment around me.
You're the one who pushed me to be Selena like today.
Thank you for eight precious years, dear.
I will never forget you.
You will always be the prince of my heart.
See you later we meet again.
In the same world.
I love you, Aldio Revano.
But I have to forget you.
For my life now.
For your life now.
I can finally say this to Dio. Although, I know this won't change anything, I'm sure it's worth doing for someone who's very valuable to me.
Dio left me but my life has to go on.
Without Dio next to me now.
I wiped my tears and hugged my ex-fiancee's headstone in silence.
Remembering what her soft skin was like when I hugged her first.
Body aroma.
And the warmth he always gave me.
Beautiful, sweet and fun.
However, I had to start closing it tightly.
And refocus on rebuilding my life.
Surely, after I quit being Josh Rainer's personal doctor.
I need to rethink my life.
What choice will I make later?
I always wanted to be a neurology specialist. After this is all over, maybe I can find a scholarship to fund me in school again. That way, I will get closer to my dream.
Reportedly, the medical education system in America there is very advanced and one of the best in the world. Not only leading the technology, but the standardization of medicine there is very high so that the income will also be large. If I had that chance, I would very much like to be able to continue my specialist studies in the Land of Uncle Sam there.
I always wanted to see my mom and dad happy. They always talk about living the old days in the hometown. I really want to be able to buy them a house in the village and build a small business for them to live their lives. If I were to become a successful neurologist, I would realize my parents' wishes.
I also want to build a family. Being a good wife to the husband I love. Being the mother of cute kids. I always thought the one who would be with me until the end of life was Dio. I always believed in giving birth and raising Dio's children.
But this desire is no longer possible. It never happened.
It may take me years to get back to feeling love and realizing this desire. My feelings are cold as a rock. I'm sure it took a long time to warm it up again.
With a new figure.
Could it be that it happened? Or will I harbor my true feelings with Dio forever?
As I was contemplating with my own mind, a loud rustling sound shocked me.
Yeah, I didn't hear wrong. The sound came from the bushes in the corner of the yard where Dio's body lay.
“Mang Ujang?” I tried to guess where the sound came from.
The sound is getting louder. Until finally, a well-built man walked from behind a bush towards me.
No, he's not Mang Ujang.
Mang Ujang would not be able to hide in the bushes. He would definitely walk through the usual gate to meet me.
“Becca?” I wish he came back.
Even if it's impossible. Becca couldn't have come from the bushes either.
Who is this guy? What's the point here?
Oh no, he's not walking now.
He ran fast towards me!
His breath gasping, like he was being chased by something.
Don't tell me he's targeting me.
Don't tell me he wants to attack me!
I was now half-sitting and frozen, wondering who this person who was moving towards me was.
His steps are getting closer to me.
With a horrified look, I could no longer move from my place.
I'm willing to deal with what I'm going to face after this.
I just hope that this voice is not a wild animal in the forest that wants to hurt me.
I'm still as silent as a statue next to my ex-fiance's grave.
I wanted to try to stand up and defend myself, but my body was like fighting this instinct.
The sound of footsteps drew closer to me and I closed my eyes.
Yes, the park at the back end of the Dio family villa is indeed connected to the teak forest behind it. However, the forest looks well preserved, I am sure there are no bears, wolves let alone lions inhabiting this guarded forest.
Who is the owner of this voice?
As my heart felt like it wanted to be dislodged from its sockets, the sound of roaring breaths rang out in front of me.
A human! The owner of this voice is a human.
He seemed to be kneeling before me.
Five seconds passed and this man did not attack me.
He even started to gently caress my head.
I try to open my eyes slowly. I am confused by what the owner of this voice is doing.
I terngaga.
My eyes don't believe what I see.
How could he be here?