Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
HE SUFFERED THE MOST

Day : Aldebaran

I didn't think much of anything when I saw a bouquet of flowers from Josh to Selena in her room yesterday.

I thought, that's just a thank you to my brother for the help Selena has given her for her safety.

I don't think any further that…

That Josh Rainer is saving flavor for Selena?

Did ya?

How could?

Isn't Helena the only one who's been important to Josh?

Twenty years together, and Josh Rainer finally leaves Helena?

She was willing to give up all her childhood dreams to live with Helena?

And the least I can accept, though,

How am I supposed to compete with my own brother to win the heart of a man?

And how does Selena really feel?

Did Selena give back to Josh Rainer?

I tried to recall every detail of Selena's attitude to Josh Rainer.

During our first meeting, Selena was really worried about Josh and tried her hardest to help him get out of Gurnawijaya's house.

He really gave his best.

He doesn't care that Josh is a stranger he just met.

He is very brave and ready to accept all the worst consequences.

And she's...

As ready as it is to die at the hands of Celine and Becca.

He is willing to protect Josh even though his life is at stake.

Is..

Is this all evidence that Selena also reciprocated Josh's feelings?

Is he willing to do anything for Josh because he loves him?

I am now sitting on the ground.

Watching all the things I fought for all this time was like yawning in the air.

I've waited a long time to be with my queen.

I was tired of looking for Selena here and there, until fate finally brought us back so close.

It turns out that the woman I've been looking for all this time is a close friend of Becca, the one who's always been after me.

And after 18 years apart, my feelings for her remain the same.

She remains the only woman I want to marry the most.

The one I want to protect most my life.

And now..

They're both together..

Am I not destined to be with my queen?

Did all our cosplay games as kings and queens as kids never happen?

Did Selena never consider important her love letter to me that she gave me when I left first?

Selene..

I can't afford to be separated from you again.

I can't..

Can't imagine if you'd be my brother's bride.

And Josh Rainer..

I'm always willing to do anything for your happiness, Josh.

I'm willing to be your spy for Celine.

I'm willing to lay all Celine's faults on you two for me alone.

I'm willing to lie and hate Grandma Karina for following your game.

I agreed to all our agreements to close a secret meeting that only the two of us knew.

I really did everything to see my brother happy.

And now, now,

Can I see you holding the person I love most on this earth?

Do I have to sacrifice once again?

…

You two are the people I love.

Can I give up on your happiness?

I was still face down on the ground when I saw Josh Rainer's helicopter flying completely into the air.

I feel I have no power.

And now began to lament my grim fate from birth.

I was banished by my own family.

My childhood was spent with a lack of affection and material possessions, stranded alone in an orphanage.

I found my home, I found my true love, Selena Ariadna.

He illuminated my life and gave me hope that life was not always dark.

But that feeling in heaven did not last long.

I have to go back to my real home.

The Gurnawijaya family home.

And accept rejection from my own brother and grandmother.

I lived for years with the secrets I kept.

Just to make my brother accept me for who I am.

Just to make Josh Rainer happy and finally tell me.

“Thank you for everything, sis.”

Just to make the only sister I have happy.

And now…

If I quit this competition now..

I'm sure those words will be spoken.

But there's a price to pay for that confession.

For the sake of seeing the two people I love the most find their happiness.

Relight me?

Because in the end fate brought me nowhere.

And now I don't know where to move.

I should what?

Can I go back to living without this dead hope?

All of these feelings of languor were suddenly distorted by the scene that was happening in front of me.

About twenty bodyguards were seen walking outside the warehouse and carrying his captives.

Some of them are big-bodied thugs.

But my eyes ended up fixed on one of the different body portraits.

The slender female body with long brownish hair dangled as the bodyguards carried her out.

That's Becca.

I ran as fast as I could and headed towards the bodyguard who wanted to put Becca's weak body into the paramedic's car.

At first glance, Becca appears unconscious with a large gunshot wound to her leg.

However, her face was constantly shedding tears, which made me believe she was still conscious.

That face.

The face that wanted to kill Selena twice.

I have to teach him a lesson!

“Young master Aldebaran!”

The bodyguard looked surprised to see me here.

Meanwhile, the gloomy Becca again found her consciousness when she saw my name called.

“A..Ale.?” call him weak while lying on his paramedic bed, preparing to get into the ambulance.

“Where will you take him?” tanyaku.

One of the guards tried to give me information.

“According to the order, we will take them to the secret hospital. To heal his wounds and mental,” said the leader

“Give me the girl.”

The bodyguards looked at me, not daring to reply to my instructions.

“Sorry sir, can't. This does not go according to plan.”

I snorted in annoyance.

“You know? This woman does not need treatment. All he needs is.”

I continue my words with action.

I took out one of the fire rifles brought by the bodyguards and placed it right in Becca's head.

Becca who was still lying spontaneously glared at me.

Like not believing what he saw.

That I want to take his life with my own hands.

1.. 2.. 3…

The door!

All the guards there were shocked to death.

Becca looks shocked and returns to her bed.

Saw me firing a firearm..

And directed to him.

I really want him dead.

Yet...

The bullet almost hit his head.

However, I accidentally made her miss and land next to Becca's head exactly.

Which seems pretty sure I shot him for real.

He was still in shock and probably felt dead.

Of course not, Becca.

I'm not gonna kill you.

Because it makes me the same as you.

I'm not that low.

I just want one thing from you.

Never hurt the two people who are most precious to me.

Selena and Josh Rainer.

I could see the pillow Becca was using to rest her head against my bullet target.

And he seemed to have just realized that he was still given a chance to live.

Which I hope he can use to make up for his mistake.

"If you still love your own life, don't ever make trouble again with Josh Rainer and Selena" I'm not kidding.

Lying down, Becca cried.

“If you are reckless, I do not hesitate to use my own hands to break your legs and hands, then I send the pieces of your corpse to your father and mother,” I said disgustedly.

Becca was horrified to hear it.

Now he was screaming hysterically while calling my name.

"Ale!" Becca can only cry over her fate.

“And don't ever come in front of me again or I'll do even worse! How many times do I have to tell you that you never will.. WILL NEVER be the person I choose to spend my life with! ”

Maybe Becca's gonna have a heart attack after this, but I really don't care.

Because at this time Becca seems to have lost consciousness.

He looks like a crazy person. Who screams not for calling my name.

I don't give a shit.

Because only one thing is more important in this world.

Makes Josh Rainer happy.

And this time with Selena next to him.

Although I should always be the one to suffer the most in my own story.

My whole life.