
I was in a very dark place.
No light anywhere, no sound whatsoever.
There was only the roar of my breath that roared from agitation.
Me where?
“Halo?”screams tight.
My voice echoed many times and still no one answered.
My eyes still could not find the light. The air around me feels damp.
I tried to feel things around me, and realized that I was between the rocks.
The wet rock.
I tried to close my eyes and hear the sound of small water ripples.
I was trapped in a cave by the beach.
By ourselves.
Then, suddenly the sound of water ripples was heard getting louder.
It felt like there were rocks that were detached from the foundation of this cave, which made the sound of seawater sound clear.
Instantly, a bright light finally entered and dazzled me.
“You're okay right?” ask the voice that suddenly comes with the light.
I was shocked to death to hear it.
This sound..
Dio's voice?
I tried to open my eyes in the sunshine of the ocean.
And I saw Dio there, in his white suit, smiling brilliantly at me.
Is this a hallucination?
Or me..
Or am I dead?
I went back to thinking what happened before.
I remember my head and waist getting hurt by a sharp object that Becca's bodyguards cut.
Then Josh Rainer saved me.
I should've been in his helicopter and was on my way to the treatment.
Then why am I here?
Did I never get to my destination to treat my wounds?
And then.. I even picked up Dio?
Toward the gate that remains together?
I swallowed so confused.
If my destiny is like this, God means he wants me to be together again with Dio.
Dio who was supposed to take the vows while living with me was.
And now, it all seems to be coming true.
We were together when we were alive, and together again when we died.
“Can I hug you?” that's all I can tell him.
Dio showed off dimples as he smiled at me, “Of course, I missed once.”
Without wasting any time, I hugged my ex-husband.
Feels real.
Her warm back, the usual fragrance of Dio's body.
He and I are back on earth.
Apparently, I miss him too much.
The one who doesn't get tired of wiping out my body for eight years.
The one who always supported me to achieve my dreams.
Aldio Revano's.
I still wanted to linger holding her, feeling that we had now returned to the same world.
Dio returned my embrace like he didn't want to be overtaken by time.
For a long time we missed each other in the deck in the beachside cave..
Until finally, Dio pulled me away from the rocks and took me out of the cave.
My feet climbed the rocks and some shells before coming out of the cave.
Then, I found a beautiful white sandy beach in front of my eyes.
“You stay here?” I said stupid.
Dio chuckled at my innocent question.
“I can stay anywhere I want,” he said casually. “But my favorite place, is wherever you are.”
My heart rages on hearing it.
Especially when she said it with a sincere smile.
“You... always watching me?” tanyaku.
He nodded quickly. Her warm hands pulled me closer to her.
"Always," he said still giving me a smile with those dimples. “Let's go there,” take him to me to go to the middle of the beach.
I followed him and we were looking at a clean blue beach with calm water.
He then invited me to sit on the sand while looking at the beach, whose water had now splashed to our feet.
This…
Whenever we had the opportunity to take a vacation to the beach, Dio always did this.
Invited me to talk for hours in the sand by the beach while waiting for the sun to set.
Talk about our lives about our dreams..
I felt like we were going back in time.
And now, I've been sitting next to Dio.
He pulled me closer and I ended up resting my head on his shoulder while looking at the beautiful scenery in front of us.
Like old times.
When we still dream of being the happiest couple on earth.
For a moment, we said nothing but to enjoy this moment that we have long missed together.
“If we keep having a wedding, what will our life be like after?” suddenly tanyanya.
My heart hears it.
For years, I had hopes and plans in my life to spend with Dio.
And all of those goals evaporated in one dark day of his loss.
And now, he's asking me to reopen all the wounds I've sustained because it's never going to happen.
“Dio.. This is all painful, I don't want to talk about it.” I said I have now lifted my head from his shoulder again.
She knew the change in my mood and now stroked my head gently.
“Selena, is there anything more painful than having to watch you fight alone in your life now?”
Dio Oh.
He said, now he's always watching me.
Then he knows all my pain and injuries in the last few weeks, right?
And he regretted it. Why did I have to go through it alone.
He felt burdened by things that were not his fault.
My tears are now unbearable.
“Let go of what you feel, you don't have to endure it alone,” he said back.
I'm holding his hand now.
“We got married. Then we both realized your dream to be a successful diplomat in Poland. while also realizing my dream to take a neurologist specialist. We support each other and live our dreams together." I said stammeringly.
I took a breath before continuing.
"Then we also realize a new dream that we created together.have three children and live happily until we see our children and grandchildren grow up without any shortcomings..” I've been as excited as I finished saying all the things he asked of me.
It was painful because we were never going to finish the dream we had planned.
Eight wonderful years. And decades later that we had been dreaming of spending together.
Lost an instant because of God's power to first embrace Dio at His side.
Dio was still embracing me warmly while stroking my head.
“Continue the dream even without me huh?”
I gasp.
What does Dio mean?
Am I not dead? How can I continue with that dream and plan?
Dio was like reading confusion from my face.
“Don't say you think you're dead?” he said on target.
I'm getting less and less understood about what's going on.
“Darling, you can't die yet.” he said it made me think harder.
“Not that I'm dead so we can meet and go back on this beach?” I ask to confirm once again.
Dio again chuckled and the laughter seemed to rub off on me as well.
So.. I'm not dead yet?
I don't know why there's a sense of relief when I find out my world isn't over.
Even though it means I'm gonna lose Dio again.
“I just stopped by for a while to remind you don't forget to be happy,” Dio said as he stroked my head again.
So is this a dream?
Or is this just a thought going on in my head?
How can I meet and talk to a dead person like this?
My logical brain still could not accept the explanation for why Dio could suddenly come and talk to me at this moment.
“Selena...You heard me right? My time is just a minute. After that you will return to your world, I will return to my world," he said, making me think hard back to his view.
"And maybe.we will never meet like this again,” he said sounding tough.
Alright.
I don't know what phenomenon makes me able to talk to people who are gone, but I will make the most of this moment.
“I'm sorry, if you didn't pick me up at that time, we would have been married.”
“Nothing to forgive, I'm already where I should be and neither are you,” said Dio not sad at all.
Dio, why have you always been the wisest.
“And thank you for all the memories you have engraved in my heart and mind. Getting to know you is one of the best phases of my life. We meet, grow together, learn about living together, falling and being happy together.”.
“Spending time with you is also the most beautiful phase I have had in my entire short life,” he said again without burden. “Although, you are the most stubborn and insecure woman I have ever met.”
Dio, though,
And now I have managed to reduce my insecure and stubbornness that has been ingrained since childhood.
All because of your support.
You always trust me, always accept my flaws and advantages and I learn a lot from you.
You always help me to be a better Selena every day.
Thanks for everything Dio.
We were distracted by the light in front of us.
The sun had already started to fall and had immediately returned to its hiding place.
Soon, the sun will set completely.
“I have loved you since we first met even until death separated me from your world, Selena.”
Oh God.
I really feel guilty for him right now.
I love her, too, but how can I repay her words?
After he found out that my heart was no longer entirely for him?
Because.there are other people's names engraved in my heart right now.
Name's Josh Rainer.
In fact, I had time to question whether I deserved this heart to share with others?
Viz...Aldebarans.
How could I say that in front of Dio? That I quickly turned away from her to feel a new love?
“But please, don't make this a burden for you,” he said again.
He knows.
He who has watched over me every day knows that now my feelings are divided, no longer fully shared for him.
“Because it means nothing if I love you, but can't see you happy.”
Dio's!
My tears are now shedding incoherent. No matter how hard I tried to hold it.
“Continue your dream huh? Even without me.”
I was sobbing, still losing my courage to make a sound.
“Do what makes you happy. That way, you have also made me happy here,” he said once again piercing my heart.
I hugged her body tight.
The body that will soon be lost in my arms.
He then returned my arms tight.
I felt his shoulders shake.
Dio was crying too.
“Create our dream first to marry, have children and be happy forever..."
"Dio.."
"Don't mind me, I'll always be happy next to you when I see you happy. But I will also languish, if you see you always lara.”
How can anyone be as sincere as Dio?
And how can we be separated when I get people as good as him?
“Dio.. forgive me..,” I again can only apologize.
“I won't forgive me if you don't move on with your life," he said forcefully.
"Be the Selena I know, achieve your happiness with the person you think deserves the most for your love. I will always be by your side. always.until you can finally be here,” he said while trying to hold back tears.
“You are the best man I have ever met!” I said I was still hugging him tight.
I still want to be here with him. Linger listening to his wise words.
“And this man will always be with you despite his eyes, until you find a better man to take care of you for life.”
Dio's!
His entire speech completely ripped apart my broken heart.
Why did this perfect man have to walk away from my life forever?
The sun has completely disappeared from view.
My surroundings had already turned into a dark orange.
I could no longer stare at the glowing blue beach because it was now almost invisible.
But now the only light is beside me.
Dio's body shone like the sun and still made my surroundings get enough lighting.
He looks like an angel now.
However, the longer the light throughout his body dimmed.
“I think, our time will soon be finished,” he said sounding sad.
“I have no choice to stay?” tanyaku. Now we have let go of our embrace and are holding hands.
If the world can't give me peace, I'm willing to die and be with Dio in this quiet life.
“No, you have to feel happy first you can come here,”.
“Although.. I should get happiness by being with others?” many doubt.
“If it makes you happy, why not?” said relax.
“You.. won't get mad?”
“I'm angry if you don't try to be happy. I'm angry if you keep burdened by me who's dead and can't make you happy this,” he said.
The light in his body was slowly fading away.
Dio's hand is stretching from my gangagamaran.
Over time, Dio faded away like a flickering hologram.
“Dio.. thank you... for everything,” I now kiss both hands that feel numb.
“Don't forget to be happy, that way you'll make me happy too!” she said with a smile on her dimples.
I nodded hard.
And he was finally completely gone.
To leave me in a dark world.
By ourselves.
Until finally, I felt like there was a light being lit around me.
No. gabe.
It is the light of life.
My eyes were trying to open and adjust to my surroundings at this moment.
Everything feels like a perfect picture, it takes a while until finally everything is as it is.
I was lying in one of the rooms dominated by white.
And the two heads greeted me cheerfully.
“Selena is awake!”