Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
A MYSTERIOUS ACCIDENT

Day : Aldebaran

I'm out of control.

For twenty-nine years I lived, this was the first time I cried sobbing.

And in front of others. The other is Mother.

There was a sense of shame that was chasing me, that I who had always looked cheerful and very flamboyant suddenly just pulled out the other side of me.

Especially in front of the woman I love.

But after that I felt better.

Much better.

Maybe this is why women cry when they are sad. Because after bringing out what we are silent, the mind and heart will feel easier.

With crying, everything feels easier to deal with.

Including my unrequited feelings for Selena..

Mom went back to the kitchen and gave me the second cup of milk tea that I sipped today.

My favorite drink as a child, which until now remains my favorite drink.

“So what are your plans after leaving Indonesia, Nak?”

After I sobbed earlier, Mom and I didn't bring up Selena and Josh Rainer.

We talked more about things about my life, for example about my school in America and England, my job to my hobby.

I must have understood that talking about Selena meant reopening the vile in my heart, which could potentially bring me back the same emotions I had in my room.

“I will perform at the Japanese Olympics in August for equestrian sports, Mom. I will return to training to give the best for Indonesia,” I explained to him.

She looked amazed and half in disbelief.

“How can you be selected? During this time, have you not been busy with the Gurnawijaya family business?” ask the confused mother.

I drank a sip of the legendary mother's milk tea before answering.

“Since I was Junior until college, I've always been with horse riding club Mom. Five years ago, the Indonesian coach had seen my game at the national championship in England and invited me to join the Indonesian squad at the previous Olympics" I explained.

"However, since I was still completing my doctoral program, I turned it down. And now there is an opportunity in between my busy running a company there.” I explained once again.

“Doctoral? So you've been in college until S3?” ask mom in shock.

“Betul Bu, I got my doctorate in Finance three years ago. Since my S1 lecture was completed, I immediately continued my education until S3. Everything I finished in England,” I said in front of Mom who was still sparkling to see me.

He seemed to be very proud to see Ale he used to pick up at the terminal become a very different person eighteen years later.

“Nak.. I'm so proud of you.” she now clutches both my hands and gently caresses them.

In fact, the higher education I received was motivated because of my concern to take care of Selena.

I am determined to be a capable Selena partner candidate, so that father, mother and Selena no longer need to live a simple and always underestimated life.

However, everything did not go as I planned.

I'm late.

“So when are you going back to England?” ask mom to break my daydream.

“Maybe tomorrow, Mom. I've been leaving the company long enough.. Currently, I am in control in Europe there, although for the main controller held by Josh Rainer from Indonesia.”, I explained again to him.

Mom looked sad to hear I was leaving soon, but pretended to be cheerful again.

“Mother will also be gone the next few days. This is why I brought a suitcase, because Josh Rainer invited Dad to get further treatment in America there. It turns out that Daddy's stomach infection is quite serious."

Whahuh?

Why didn't Josh tell me about this?

“The condition of the gay father is, Mom?”

“Said Anne, in two weeks father will recover if intensive care. However, he suspects that there are already injuries that could potentially make the father's stomach hollow. Anne herself supports a more exclusive treatment in the United States so that the father will not relapse again later in life" explains the mother at length.

"..And Josh Rainer immediately offered his personal doctor during his stay in America to father, and father agreed... Josh will accompany us..” details.

That is, Selena also came to America with them?

Why didn't Josh Rainer tell me this important thing?

They are my family!

Or the..

Josh doesn't want me to bother him?

Because now he knows that I'm after Selena too?

Yes definitely, so.

He doesn't want me to be a barrier to their love story.

In the end, I got nothing.

Neither did Selena's love, nor did Josh Rainer's brotherhood.

“I hope Josh Rainer can take good care of Selena, Mom and Dad as he promised me yesterday.”

Suddenly, I spontaneously said that.

I looked confused, confused what to say.

“Nak.. Mother.can't do anything. Selena's having a relationship and mom can't interrupt her.. Forgive Mom,”

“Mother! I told you it wasn't mom's fault. Selena and Josh Rainer love each other, and I can't stop the two people I love the most from being together.” I told her.

Mom still won't look at me.

“Ya Nak. they love each other.. I have always believed love is the most powerful gift God has given to man. I remember that because of her love for Dio, Selena was able to stand up to everything she had this past month. And now.. Selena has gained her power again to continue living in this terrible world.”

I tried to smile, even though in my heart the taste of bitter slicing was great.

Suddenly, I was very curious to know more about Dio and how Selena could love Becca's sister, who had a very different nature to her sister.

Mother answered my curiosity by telling me a short story about Selena and Dio's relationship that was against the blessing, but finally got permission from the Dio family after struggling for 8 years.

However, just two days before the wedding, everything was gone.

It was the car accident that left Dio dead on the spot, who was on his way to pick up Selena from her job site.

One month ago.

A month ago?

The accident happened to Josh Rainer.

….

How could this be so coincidental?

“Mother.. If I may know, when did the accident happen? And are there any other fatalities besides Dio?”

I look like I remember what happened.

“Ehm.. bica search on google son, a lot of who reported the accident because Dio was the son of members of the House of Representatives," said Mother still trying to remember.

"Look at Mom, there were no other victims. Dio's car crashed into a parked car in a corner of the highway near the Selena hospital. It seems, Dio was at such a high speed back then that he was killed on the spot.” explained Mother.

Oh, of course that's pretty far from the crash site of Josh Rainer.

At that time, Celine said Josh hit a signpost near the toll entrance. While the location of Dio is in the city center, which is always crowded and jammed.

“Mother forgot the day when. but it happened almost dawn.

As I recall, Selena once told me that Dio's accident was only two days adrift with the accident experienced by Josh. “ said mother tried to remember.

Early morning?

Then there is the possibility of an accident experienced by Dio only witnessed by a few people?

While mom was explaining, I was curious to try to poogling the accident that Dio had experienced.

I opened one of the leading online portals and read the news.

That the accident that occurred was a single accident caused by the driver's steering wheel until finally hit a luxury sports car that was parked on the side of the road. The victim is suspected to be sleepy because when the accident occurred allegedly around 02.00 WIB.

And the sports car that Dio hit was a red Ferrari.

Whaaat!

Instantly my hair was goosebumps.

Josh Rainer also owns a red Ferrari!

I tried to go back to the news and find out what the photo of the Ferrari was hit by Dio.

However, there is nothing.

I couldn't find any information about the red Ferrari, nor the license plate.

In one of the news only mentioned that the car is parked and the owner is inside the downtown bar that hits around it.

The rest, there is no information. It was as if someone had intended to clear the trail of evil from the start.

Oh God..

Don't tell me. Don't tell me..

That red Ferrari belongs to Josh Rainer?

And meaning...

The accident that happened that night was between Dio's car and Josh Rainer's?