
Geck.. Geck.. Geck..
I just took a shower and dried my hair when my bedroom door was knocked from the outside.
It must be Josh Rainer.
I rushed to the door and opened it.
Then, found the handsome man like a prince was smiling sweetly leaning on my door.
Wearing her favorite blue pajamas.
“It's clean?” he asked while stroking my cheek.
“Live drying hair..” I said, then without babibu she immediately pulled my hand into my own room.
Eh?
Why is Josh Rainer in such a hurry?
Josh Rainer asked me to sit on the couch in the room and he just walked into my bathroom. Before long, she came out of the bathroom with a hair dryer in her hand.
“This is where I dry. If not soon it can hurt,” he said while striking the hair dryer cable attached under the lights near the sofa.
Gosh darn..
All my life, there has never been anyone to dry my hair other than a worker at a salon!
Josh Rainer was the first to take the initiative to dry my hair like this.
So sweet!
“Have you ever dried the hair of anyone other than me?” I just want to be spontaneous.
Josh Rainer suddenly coughed after hearing that.
Oh naw.
I asked a question that would hurt myself!
Of course, after twenty years together, she must have done this often with Helena.
Just thinking about it makes me sad and upset at the same time.
“Not to answer!” I revised my question.
I don't want to hear the painful fact that Helena spends a lot of time with Josh Rainer when compared to me.
I'd rather just put this in mind than keep feeling jealous about always comparing myself and Helena!
I can't believe Josh Rainer was laughing.
“Of course, Honey. I often dry my grandmother's hair. Are you upset that I'm drying her hair?”
I laughed hearing that.
This mysterious sweet man can also be funny sometimes.
“And you asked so you could know everything about me. If you want to hear it, I'll tell you besides grandma who else I've dried my hair. But if you already do not want, also it is okay.” he said gently still while drying my hair.
It's clear then. Helena is definitely, right?
“With.. Helena.?”
I finally said it!
So stupid. Though clearly his statement will make me even more jealous than this!.
“Iya,” Josh just answered briefly.
Tuh kan's!
“Is it often?” I know I'm sowing needles for my own wounds.
Josh Rainer is back.
“You really want to know? Is it okay?” looks like Josh was trying to guard my heart.
I have now turned towards him.
“I don't really want to hear it but I want to know half dead.” I'm honest about how I feel right now.
He looked at me with a big smile.
Now, he had stopped the hair dryer after my hair was almost dry in his hands.
“Sayang... often dry the hair Helena no impact on my love for you that can not even be measured so big.” he said then pecked my cheek suddenly.
Aw!
It felt like my blood sugar was falling free, making me feel like I was having a sudden hang-up.
I really feel hooked by Josh Rainer's treatment like this!
And somehow, this treatment even made me lose control.
I want to get closer to him..
I want to get much closer to him..
And without me noticing, I had now pulled Josh Rainer who was standing behind the sofa to sit next to me.
He looked surprised, but finally he complied.
I put my arm around her neck and quickly moved to sit on both of her thighs.
Josh doesn't seem to believe what I'm doing.
With a thin white night dress on my knees, I was now close to her convivial area.
More than that, he seemed to be very shocked because I took the initiative further than we used to do.
I have even put my lips to his lips. Look for his tongue and unite it with my free tongue.
My breath roared several times and now I started to kiss her cheek up to her ear.
Josh, who was slowly gentle and allowed me to rule, now started to follow the rhythm of my game.
Josh's lips are now free to try to stare at my neck which is now right in front of his mouth.
His hands curled down my back, and he rubbed them occasionally.
Oho!
I can't express how good this situation is!
I really feel happy.
Josh Rainer has now taken the initiative back.
He now kisses my face like a male lion who just met his female back.
However, Josh Rainer suddenly stopped. He looked at me seriously and whispered.
“You sure?” he said ask my permission.
L'm..
Am I sure?
…
I really enjoyed the atmosphere and want to continue.
However, I have never gone further than this.
With Dio for eight years, I've never done anything further than cuddle and kiss like a typical date. We both have the principle to wait for further activities until we officially become husband and wife.
For us, a healthy relationship is by equally supporting our individual life goals. Physical activity is just a bonus.
But now…
I felt like I could not stop my passion..
I really want Josh Rainer..
And wanted him to get closer to me.
“Selena..Is this really what you want?” josh said back to confirm my actions.
I try to think clearly.
I have always been principled to keep my pride until I get married.
And if I do that tonight, maybe I'll be disappointed half-dead with myself who can't keep the principles.
I should be very happy now, anyway.
Seeing the prince in front of me asked my feelings and thoughts about agreeing to continue physical activity further away from this.
I should have been happy because Josh didn't take advantage of this situation at all for his own pleasure.
In fact, he cares deeply about me and does not want me to take any steps that make me regret.
Joshs..
You deserve my love.
I now slowly descended from his thighs and stood in front of Josh, who was still sitting with a face still shocked.
“Sorry..I lost control.” I now say shame and turn myself around now dare not look at it.
Josh Rainer thinks I'm a wild woman!
He must be thinking nothing of me!
I'm so embarrassed now.
Without me noticing, Josh Rainer had stood up from the sofa and quickly hugged me from behind.
Then he whispered to me.
“Why should I apologize? I... shocked but I am really happy..If you are not ready, I will never force.” he said gently.
I'm still silent. Don't know what to say.
Josh felt that I was still behaving oddly.
“ Would you be better if I left now?” tanyanya attention.
I shook my head quickly.
“I want to spend the night with you.” reply me quickly, now dare to look back at his eyes.
I saw his handsome face adorned with a very bright smile.
“Alright, then my princess,” she said sweetly while kissing the back of my hand.
Now he's back to pulling me back to this hot couch.
“We're back to the original plan huh? I'm ready for your questions. I will answer honestly and there will be nothing I hide.” he said gently while stroking my cheeks that were still flushed so shamefully.
I have to straighten this out on him.
“Josh... first of all. I want to say that what you saw tonight is not my usual. I have always been looking after myself.” I said bowed.
Josh Rainer seemed surprised I was still having trouble.
“Selena. It doesn't change anything, because I love your soul and all about you for who you are.” she said calmed me down.
I'm trying to look at him now.
“I love you so much and. I've always been waiting to do it with the right people. The one I will marry and accompany me until I die. So, I was happy when I heard you also have the same principles as me,”.
Whahuh?
Does that mean Josh Rainer never had anything to do with Helena?
I feel, I want to raise the flag at the top of Jayawijaya so happy to hear it!
I really won't back down anymore. I'm getting stronger to stay with him in this world.
“Why? You don't believe it?” ask him because I didn't reply to his statement.
I smiled so widely.
“Sini.. I will explain my relationship with Helena.” she said pulled me closer in her arms.
I think like a kitten. Now I lean on his sturdy arm.
"After this, don't ever compare yourself to anyone else? Because it's futile. In my eyes no one can match you." he said softly.
Oh Josh Rainer's...
I'm really crazy about you!
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