Marrying the Killer of my Girlfriend
LOVE IS SICK

POV: Helena

Fortunately, Margaretha wanted to tell me where everyone is at the moment.

I who just returned from England and spent the night at Gurnawijaya's house was of course confused half to death when I saw Josh's empty room leaping.

With full initiative, I opened Doctor Selena's room, and she wasn't there either.

I knew right away that something was wrong.

Even more shocked when he saw the ceiling of the room Doctor a large hole, right next to the big lamp that hangs in the living room of the room.

Right away, I realized that Al must be involved in the disappearance of these two people.

Since childhood, the hole was Al's "secret road" to get out of the grandmother's house that never liked him.

And after reaching the end point of the attic, which is right on the ceiling of the warehouse next to the park, he will go out and walk towards the back garden of the house.

If that were the case, he would have boasted to me that he had managed to break into the most advanced defense and security at the home of such a prominent conglomerate.

Which without him knowing, his powerful nature always makes me blush.

But..

That was once.

When I harbored my love for Aldebaran, I never dared to say it.

When she started moving to the United States to continue her junior high school education, I was very sad. Because my meeting time with such an impressive person became very limited. Al only went home on religious days and summer holidays.

However, I was very happy because our communication was never interrupted.

He always called me on the phone at his foster home in America, at least once a week.

However, the conversation did not ask how my life without. All Al talked to me was mostly just to ask about his sister.

It was so sorry for me at that time. However, still I am happy because I can still hear his voice and listen to his great story there.

Al loved Josh Rainer. Although Josh never cared. Josh always ignored Al and thought he never existed.

On the contrary, Al always gives his attention to Josh through me. Always asking me to report whether his mother hurt Josh, whether Josh missed his homework, whether Josh won the international music race again, and whether Josh missed him.

For the last question, the answer is never.

I myself have always been confused by Josh's nature. How could he think Al was just an obstacle to his happiness?

Al really cares about him.

In fact, the reason Al attended school in America until college S1 was to please Josh. Because Josh never liked Al close to him and took his father's heart.

When Josh went to S1 school with me, Ale moved to England to continue his education up to S3 for the same reason.

So Josh Rainer is not mentally disturbed because Al is nearby.

But fortunately, Josh Rainer's hatred for Al finally faded after years. Because of that one incident..

At that time, Josh was about to finish his S1 education and I was very surprised to hear that Josh was very sick and had to be operated on.

One of Josh Rainer's kidneys has been out of work for a long time and the other is in critical condition. Josh should receive a kidney transplant immediately.

The reason is, kidney grafts cannot be done by just anyone. I forgot what the conditions were, but the kidney had to match the characteristics that would receive the donor, starting from the structure and blood of the recipient must also be appropriate. Two weeks waiting for no donor to fit the criteria.

Josh only told me about this and his father. He asked us not to talk to anyone, but ended up leaking too and sounding up to Al's ears.

Apparently, his father told Al about Josh's condition. And when he heard that, Al was angry because he did not know from the beginning. He immediately volunteered to be a donor.

He flew from England to America and immediately signed a transplant agreement when he knew that their kidney condition was suitable for transplantation.

From that moment on, the relationship changed. I was so happy to see Josh Rainer and Al finally coming together for the first time in a whole day. Both are in limp condition due to surgery.

Then, they got closer after Al finally managed to uncover the secret that Celine had been hiding all this time.

Al and Josh are siblings. From the same father and mother.

It turns out that Al is Josh's older brother, not the sister of a different mother that Celine has been telling her about.

They are even twin brothers!

Stupidly I've been with Josh Rainer for over twenty years, but I don't see the same thing between the two!

As I thought, they are not identical twins. Although the resemblance can still be seen, but they have differences in the color of the ball flat, jaw and nose.

Josh's eyes are grey brown, while Al's are black. Josh's jaw is very firm, much like the Scandinavians whereas Al's is not very obvious. Josh Samgat's nose is sharp, while Al is sharp but not as sharp as Josh.

Still, I've been a fool all this time to think Celine's story was true. That Al was the son of an affair between his father and him when Josh Rainer's mother conceived him.

And it's this story that for years made Josh ignore Al. If there were no Al, Josh felt his life would be more prosperous and happy.

But look, if not Al Josh would probably be dying because his kidneys would never get a match.

At that moment, Josh began to soften against his brother.

Al began investigating his inbred relationship with Josh Rainer when the transplant took place. Al was shocked when he knew Josh's blood type was the same as him, a blood type that is quite rare in Asia is O rhesus negative.

At first, Al thought it was his father who lowered this blood type in both. However, their own father had wanted to donate a kidney for Josh but was rejected because his blood type was different. At that moment, Al was confused.

Moreover, Celine had a different blood type to her. Al eventually investigates the oddity and discovers that Celine has forged a DNA document that says Al is Celine's son. However, Al again did a DNA test with his father and the results were 100% positive. All of this investigation was done without Celine knowing.

From there, Al and Josh get closer and find a way to prove who Al's mother really is.

Father himself claimed to have only had sex with two people in this world, their mother and Celine.

Afterwards, Josh Rainer got very valuable information, that his mother who was in the family home when giving birth, was giving birth to twins. And only the doctors and nurses involved back then knew, even their mothers never knew.

And somehow, that child could be obtained by Celine and placed in an orphanage. When Josh Rainer's mother died, Celine became Gurnawijaya's wife.

He then searches for this child in the orphanage he once cheated on to be recognized as the illegitimate child of his relationship and their father before.

Really like the story in the soap opera homeland, but this is what happened!

The relationship between the brothers eventually gets closer, although sometimes Josh still likes to give distance. At that time Celine even burned a beard and was shocked because why suddenly the two twins she separated were now increasingly not distant.

And thankfully, the more here they both show more brotherhood like brother and sister in general. In particular, a big change happened to Josh Rainer, my girlfriend.

Errata. The ex-lover who dumped me.

I already know everything from Grandma.

That Josh took the doctor to America and it turns out he's recovered from his amnesia..

Hearing that, of course, my heart was like a nail of the earth.

For years, I tried to love her like a lover.

And when I fell in love with her, she's gone with the new doctor?

Do you hate me so much Josh for turning down your proposal last year?

Then, you're quick to turn your heart over to the person who has been taking care of you in this short time?

Really so?

Because of my confusion, I finally decided to ask Al. Thank you to Margaretha for telling me that Al is here.

Al must know all the truth.

Don't ask my heart now, it's like it's being torn to shreds until it's not left.

I was also afraid that the woman would have the same fate as me...

I knew that love was never there.

We both knew, but we pretended that love was there.

Josh and I are the dumbest couple in the world..

And actually, the main reason I rejected it back then was because of this fact.

How can I live with someone who isn't even in love with me? She asked me to be her lover just because I was the best person she met back then?

I don't want to be.

Because I've been trying for years to learn to love her.

And finally, I can really love her..

However, there is still no love in Josh Rainer's heart for me.

He never saw me as the woman he loved. She always saw me as Helena who always supported her through the rigors of life.

I'm nothing more than a faithful companion, and he wants to repay my love.

I don't want to.

I want my husband to be the same person who loves me.

Even though Josh Rainer and I knew each other and grew up together since childhood, even though my father and his father always wished we could live together..

But I could not continue to be hurt, feeling a deep love for her, but she could not repay him.

And so, I gave it a year.

To see him really start loving me.

And that way, we can start a family that we are so eager for.

Yet...

I finally realized that this was the wrong move.

After I turned him down, Josh Rainer got harder and harder.

For the first time in twenty-seven years we got to know each other and together, Josh Rainer stayed away from me.

I was very sad and finally Becca proposed the idea.

To meet at our secret place and go back to talking about the proposal I had rejected.

I wanted to answer yes at that time. I'm still hoping that maybe Josh Rainer's love for me will show up when we build the family.

But I have really lost.

Becca's plan instead becomes the beginning of Josh Rainer's new meeting with his new sweetheart.

I can't back off anymore.

A year waiting for him to change, the results did not match what I expected.

I actually got the reward for rejecting it..

I don't know how to handle this. I used to love his brother, but slowly Josh managed to win my heart with his confession at that time.

And when I loved her so much, she didn't repay me at all.

It hurts. But I also wish he could be happy.

Because Josh has always been an important part of my life.

And I wish him all the best.

And the best for me.

My tears are dripping again. Duh, even though I had calmed myself one day and did not want to show my awkwardness in front of Al.

Because Al really hates whiny and spoiled women. While I really need his support right now.

“Helena?” a familiar male voice called out to me from behind, just as I was wiping away my cries.

In front of me, Aldebaran stood firmly while descending the stairs of this luxurious villa. I stood up from the sofa in this living room and ran a little towards him.

Until I finally realized, that Al had also finished crying.

The al?

How could?

A mighty man, who had eaten the salt acid of life, was so successful in his career crying with his eyes as this?

What cause? Josh Rainer made her cry?

Although Josh used to be very ugly to Al, but Al never cried like this.

Did something happen to her?

I took my step and surprised me.

Al who was already on the footing under the stairs immediately jumped in front of me and hugged me.

Without me noticing.

This decapan…

I used to hug Josh Rainer's arm, but Al?

This is for the first time.

But why does it feel so much warmer and more comfortable than Josh's back?

I returned his embrace. Close-fitting.

I clenched that big arm even more.

“Helena...our fate is the same.” said Al whispered without me knowing what he meant.

Does that mean Al is as heartbroken as I am?

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Yuhuu guyss how do you think so far? If Aldebaran and Helena become a couple roughly suitable, right?

A. No, Aldebaran just has to be the same Selena. The point! ⁇

B. Aldebaran find another girl Thor! Helena is afraid of snakes because it is close to Becca 🤮

C. As long as Aldebaran is happy, I support him with anyone 😘

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