
For almost a month Fikri was in the hospital, and today Fikri was taken home painlessly again. Kanaya had run out of tears to cry over her sister's departure. The woman delivered her sister's departure at the final resting place.
Everything he sacrificed was futile, the money he had earned to pay for Fikri's treatment was fruitless. Because everything has been explained by God.
"Kay, it's." Sasi hugged Kanaya from the side, only the two of them were sitting next to Fikri's navel.
"Everything I did couldn't make Fikri survive Sas, couldn't." Tears that had stopped flowing, now fell back.
Kanaya cannot stem her grief at losing Fikri forever.
"Please Kay, Fikri has calmed down. He no longer felt pain." Sasi hugged Kanaya.
For the second time Kanaya felt the deep sorrow of losing the person she loved and loved, her mother had left and now Fikri was also leaving her. Has a father, but Kanaya feels she has nothing.
While from a distance, Herman looked straight ahead, where his son had gone home first.
"Let's go home." Sasi invites Kanaya to move from there.
"Which is quiet down there deck, brother will be fine." Kanaya's words were so tight. His heart ached considering how they both survived.
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Arriving at home, Kanaya sits on the living room couch, after Fikri breathes his last, Kanaya does not bring her sister home, but directly takes care of the funeral for Fikri, because he thinks the sooner the better. Neighbors around no one came, because they saw the Kanaya family one eye, considering his father a thug who likes to gamble. And many fear.
"Drink first." Sasi gave a glass filled with water.
"Thank you Sas." Kanaya said to his best friend at a glance.
"Hem, after all we've been friends for a long time. It's appropriate to help each other." Sasi smiled.
Kanaya returned Sasi's smile at a glance. But suddenly his stomach felt nauseous and turbulent.
"Emph." Kanaya shut her mouth. "Jeek." Kanaya immediately ran towards the kitchen, the woman spewed out her entire entrails.
"Kay, what's wrong with you?" Sasi helped massage the neck of Kanaya who was vomiting.
Kanaya just shook her head, her stomach as in stirring, making her nauseous.
Kanaya who was limp and slightly pale, helped Sasi sit back on the sofa.
"Don't know Sas, I'm a month late." He said in lethargy.
"Wait a minute, I'm out." Sasi rushed to the pharmacy, he wanted to make sure if his best friend was pregnant or not.
While Kanaya was resting her head on the shoulder of the sofa, her eyes closed as she felt heavy.
Her tang stroked her flat stomach, was she really pregnant?
If so, then he will get a second life with the presence of the baby, Kanaya will again have a family in this world to always make it last.
Having a father does not make him feel like he has a family, but even if there is no father, Kanaya does not exist in this world.
"Kay, try this." Sasi suddenly came thrusting a plastic-wrapped object. "This I buy can be used at any time, no need to wait for bed" he said again.
Kanaya accepted it, though she was sure of the result but it never hurt to be sure.
Sasi waited anxiously in the living room, the woman was like a mother who was afraid that something might happen to her child.
"How's it?" He asked after seeing Kanaya come out of the bathroom.
Kanaya thrusting the long and small berbtuk tool. The curious Sasi immediately picked it up and looked closely.
"Kay, you-" Sasi looked at Kanaya's face expressionlessly, while Kanaya only smiled faintly.
"I'm going to be Sas' mother." She nodded with lips.
Sasi instantly scatters hugging Kanaya, hugging tightly with flowing tears.
"Please Kay, this is a blessing." Sasi said with full haru. "We're gonna raise him together." Sasi smiled and looked at Kanaya's face.
The 32-year-old woman was so moved to see Kanaya accept her fate of getting pregnant out of wedlock.
"Yes, Sas. I'll take care of him because he's my family."
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Spirit Kay💪💪