Me, I'm not letting you go!

Me, I'm not letting you go!
40: I'm sorry


In the car, Inta sat quietly without saying anything. Breathing is hard for him. She was worried about her best friend, but she was also facing her problems.


What's more, seeing the look on his Sister-in-law's face that wasn't okay. "Did they know that Aunt Linta was almost killed by Malinda?" inta's Mind.


On the way that Inta knew, that they were heading to Zacry's residence. She always felt that her husband was holding her hand. Sweating will not be separated by this man.


"Did he know I was gonna run away. Oh Malinda, I seem to have made the wrong decision. I should have just run away with you. If I'm a burden, I'll do everything possible to help you escape." Inta thought.


Her tears had stopped flowing because Zacry had always wiped her face. Inta did not understand the man's attitude. "Is he pretending?" inta's Mind.


After that long journey, Inta arrived at the Zacry residence. He got out of the car with Zacry who was always next to him.


To Inta's confusion, the man led his hand to embrace her. It was as if they had lived happily as a perfect family.


"Inta calm down, she must be acting." Inta thought. His eyes glanced towards Big Brother-in-law who looked grim even his steps were a little slow.


"Is Brother Zivta like Alfazi? Likes Malinda?" inta's mind guessed. He was reminded of a confidant of Malinda who left him a letter.


No, his memory is more than that. He remembers when they played in the mall. He and Malinda fought each other to win the game. And of course, the game was won by Malinda.


The thing he remembered, Malinda's hand was holding Zivta's hand. Then, his older brother-in-law seemed happy with what had happened.


Thinking about others, made Inta forget her own circumstances. He was shocked when he heard the sound of crying breaking in the living room.


"Grandfather! I haven't come home yet. I must be angry with Abi because Abi didn't sleep well. Mom was also angry because Abi was less learning. Huaoo! Grandpa, when do you come home."


Inta's eyes blinked many times. He looked at Abi who was crying bitterly for looking for him. A mother's heart was touched to see that. Inta felt like hugging her son, because she now knew that Abi was her biological child.


"Pig!" zacry echoed in the room.


The head of the 5-year-old boy immediately turned his head. Her eyes were full of tears, immediately wiped away. He woke up with sparkling eyes and stepped foot which then ran.


"MOM!!!" shouted Abi.


A tiny hand was stretched out in Inta's eyes. He immediately crouched down to welcome his son's arrival.


However, the moment will come to hug. Zacry suddenly took Abi in leisurely.


"Wake up, Inta." said Zacry.


Inta heard her name on the exclamation, she immediately woke up and looked at Zacry.


Zacry looked towards Abi. Inta could see that these two people were very similar. No wonder, others would instantly know they were Father and Son.


"Let's hear, your mother is sick. He cannot lift heavy. Abi pretty carried Dad. And when you want to hug Mom, hug her while sitting. Poor thing, there's a little sister in your mother's stomach." said Zacry.


Grandfather and Father-in-law Inta immediately approached. They gave Inta a soft scarf.


"That means an Inta vacation because of the baby?" Grandpa Haqir looked at Inta while rubbing the head of his Granddaughter's Wife.


Inta was confused to hear Grandfather's words. He didn't know that he was saying vacation to this family. "Who said I was on vacation?" his mind.


"Inta, next time if you want to vacation say yes .. pity your Husband and Son. They looked abandoned, like seeing ghosts until their faces were pale. I was shocked by their change." said Father-in-law.


Inta could only smile and be puzzled to answer what. He was not on vacation, but ran away from this family.


"Already, because Inta has returned. Let them rest." said Grandpa who stepped away first.


"Inta" cried Harxa's father. Inta who heard that immediately looked at him. "Yes, Dad."


"Dad's glad you're back. Whatever the case, don't go like that" he said, then stepped away.


Inta fell silent, she looked at Zacry. The man looked at her flatly. However, there is a difference from that view. The look of the man in front of him was so gentle.


"Abi's gonna hug you, right?" ask Zacry.


Abi nodded his head to agree on what Zacry was asking.


The three of them sat on the sofa with Inta beside Zacry.


No more people in the living room. Zivta chose to leave the newly united family. No, Inta can't yet call it united.


Sitting on the sofa like this made Inta's feeling even more uncomfortable. He felt himself being asked to lie without telling the truth.


"Mother, don't go again yeah .. her vacation with Abi only. Now that I also bring a little sister, Abi does not want mother why." Abi said in the insertion Inta.


Inta rubbed the head of this cute and handsome little boy. He's bowling Abi who's still shedding tears.


"Hm, I'm not going anywhere" said Inta. The moment the remark came out, a feeling of unbearability appeared in his heart. During this time, Abi only considered Inta as the mother of the bride. More precisely, not the mother.


To be honest, Inta didn't want Abi to think of her that way. With a calm feeling, Inta clasped her son's hand. "Abi, can you say something to Abi."


"You sure you're gonna say that, why Abi?" ask Zacry.


Inta would not lie to her son. He did not want the son and child in his womb to have a habit of lying.


Without answering Zacry's words. Inta looked at Abi who was also staring at her. "Listen Abi, I want to apologize to you. There was no intention to lie, mother just remembered. Remembering everything that happened at seventeen."


"This mother of yours, rather, I am your real mother Abi. I conceived you and abandoned you. Me, me ...," Inta sobbed with tears soaking her cheeks.


He could not imagine, how Abi was doing back then. After leaving the hospital, he had an accident and forgot everything.


What Abi experienced without breast milk, without the mother's affection. It really hurt his heart.


Abi's hand he held was now placed between his forehead. Inta cried with a great feeling of guilt.


"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have left you Abi. I'm sorry, I made a mistake, I'm the-,"


Inta felt her body being grabbed by Zacry. Her husband's stout body she never forgot. Her cry broke until her body weakened instantly.


"I told you, don't cry. Look at your situation now. Our baby is crying here" Zacry said, pointing to his stomach.


Inta furrowed her brows looking at the man from earlier not scolding her. Supposedly, Zacry went berserk or kicked him out. Why is this guy even joking.


When Inta's curiosity peaked, she was surprised by Abi hugging her.


"Huaaa, I don't say any of that. Abi is happy that Mother is Abi's biological mother. Hiks, it's okay, it doesn't matter. Whoever the mother is, what a problem for the mother. Abi, hiks, Abi teytap imbu" Abi said in vague words.


Inta was getting excited to see him. He hugged Abi and held his son. Pleasure and sorrow were mixed in his heart.


"Come, I'm sorry" said Inta. Abi who heard that nodded and immediately kissed Inta's cheek.


Not staying silent, Zacry embraced the three with a new happy day atmosphere.


...-*-...


Inta sat on the edge of the bed. After calming and winning the heart of his Son. Inta, now have to face the husband.


From her being picked up, there was no anger given by Zacry. Only the love and care that the man gives.


The bathroom door opened heard him. Inta took a breath to be ready for everything that happened.


"What are you doing? Rest first, take a shower." said Zacry.


Inta raised her gaze to look at the man who was busy drying his hair. Zacry was only bare-chested with a beautiful view of the city.


"Are you not angry with me?" ask Inta. He looked at Zacry who turned around after his words.


"Why? Are you starting to regret it now, Inta?" ask Zacry.


The question back then made Inta lower her gaze. He was regretful, regretful for being too easily fooled by his own aunt. Now he doesn't know about his aunt.


Inta's eyes were fixed as her head was led to look at Zacry. Her husband's hand is now on her chin.


"Right, I'm angry Inta. I was so angry that I wanted to break your leg, because you left me with no explanation."


"Abi even cries every night for missing you. Is it just because of the relationship we've been through at seventeen?"


"Do you regret marrying me now? Look, I've fallen in love with you. I love you more than anything, and,"


Inta glanced towards Zacry's gaze. "If you want to touch it, just touch it." said Inta.


Zacry's hand immediately touched his stomach. A feeling that I don't know what, Inta felt like a great support for her. The power that appeared made the sense of pleasure peak in the heart.


"And now you're pregnant. I'm not letting you go, you're my wife. Whatever happened in the past, let it pass. I don't hate you, Inta." said Zacry.


Inta's smile looked beautiful. He was happy to hear Zacry. Instantly, his memories led to Malinda.


"Mal, what you said is true. They don't hate me. They love me." Inta thought.


Something soft felt on her lips. Inta's eyes looked at the eyes of the man who was a short distance away, there was no barrier to them.


Inta clasped her hands around Zacry's neck. Her body was gently laid down by her husband.


After that longing kiss, Inta and Zacry were breathing with the same gust. The eyes of the two stared at each other, like telling me that the longing had now disappeared.


"Inta, I love you." said Zacry. Inta's smile was engraved, she immediately hugged her husband. "Hm, I'm also Zacry. Please, forgive me for worrying you."


"Hm, don't go. Stay with me forever."