MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
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MELODY'S POV

I glanced at the wall clock of my room. It's seven o'clock at night.

Eh? At seven o'clock in the night?

God, why did I fall asleep this night? 😑 I haven't cooked for dinner yet. Where there is Yudha. As a wife, I had to prepare food for her.

Speaking of Yudha..

I looked at the man sleeping next to me. His heavy hands were coiled around my waist. His eyes closed with his peaceful face. A subtle snoring faintly rang out in my ear.

Ah, he's fast asleep.

Very slumbering even.

Yudha being silent does have its own charisma. The true beauty. Although initially forced, but I am grateful to marry him.

Everything we did was a first experience.

And so, I don't regret it. I have no regrets about marrying Yudha. I have no regrets about giving my life and body to him. I also have no regrets about being hurt for loving her.

Doesn't love require sacrifice?

Can't my love life for her be as smooth as Song Hye Ko's thighs?

There will surely be pebbles and mountain rocks that will come. My feelings for her are getting bigger and bigger. I have a heart like a bulldozer ready to flatten all the pebbles and mountain rocks that will become a barrier later.

You don't have to worry about Yudh! I love you with everything I have. This sincere and sincere love is yours. So, I hope in the future you can be more open to me. You can share your problems with me. Not that I don't trust you. Right now, I'm sure that over a hundred and twenty percent of you love me.

I just want to feel what you feel. I just want to hold on to what you're holding up. I just want to see what you see. I just wanted to hear what you heard. I just want to believe what you believe. I just want to follow what you're following.

I just want to breathe the same as you, Yudh..

Because by loving you, my life feels more alive..

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I need to get up and go cook. I cannot laze around like this, while Yudha has struggled to come here despite being very busy and having a lot of trouble. Shouldn't a good wife not add trouble to her husband?

Sorry Yudh, I've always been like this..

I move my body, and damn it. Vangek! It hurts so bad. My body feels so crumpled. Crazy down there.

I looked at the handsome sleeping Yudha..

I don't regret marrying her that's right, but right now I'm really upset with her.

I swear by what! Crazy one! This is so crazy!

I then looked towards my hand. My fingers, my palms, damn what did I do with Yudha?

I open my fingers.

Goddamnit! Yudha taught me a crazy game! Huwa, what the hell was I thinking? Why am I able to recite so easily with all his guidance? Why am I silent when he has so much control over me.

I grit my teeth.

I'm no longer innocent. 😑

After making my hand play with his madness, he fucked me with all his hidden desires. He locked my body with his murderous gaze. Though it was still noon by late afternoon, but the light of its charm that was so bright melted my eyes. He stabbed and showered me with his love. I groaned, sighed a few times and said his name. It tastes so sweet. It tastes so sweet. He and I can't stop, we keep doing it. Again and again until finally uprooted by fatigue.

It's not the first, but can it turn someone into this?

I'm better with him still not even a month, but we're already at this semesum level. What will happen in the months to come?

Stupid, and sorry, I didn't even have time to think about my pregnancy. If it continues to be left it will be very dangerous!

It's Yudha's fault!

Just try it if the charm does not tease me, I will definitely be able to act normally! Argh, I want to hit his handsome face!

I looked back at Yudha. His sleeping face still looked peaceful. This handsome man seems to not only have a sharp nose and thin lips, but also has pliable eyelashes. Basic ikemen! I'm a woman who doesn't have those eyelashes.

Ikemen: Handsome guy.

Ah, seeing this helpless look, I couldn't bear to hit him. I also chose to stroke his cheek. Cih, smooth and soft once the skin. God loved her too much, without expensive facial care, her skin was this good.

Hey Yudh, you better thank God a lot!

Who would have thought this handsome guy with twelve million more IG followers was my husband. Who would have thought that the handsome person who only appeared once every hundred years was a super perverted figure. He's really very perverted towards me.

Although annoyed and often overwhelmed to respond to his confusion, but I like it. He just did it to me. He was just acting perverted to me. I think I've been blinded by love from him.

Well Yudh, if I've been blinded to my love for you, please be my eyes! Lead me to be the master of your heart! Put me on your most beautiful throne of love! Even though I've always been exaggerating my words to you, I can be very romantic, right? Loving you does make the mind crazy.

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Although I had to play with you long enough in bed, but thank God, in the end I can make you sleep well, yes I also follow you to sleep too.

No problem with my broken body. No problem with the pain down there. No problem with the red-red scars you've painted all over my body. I will bear it with sincerity and a smile on my lips. As long as you can rest and reset your body, then I'll be fine.

Do as you please to me, Yudh! But please, don't get sick! Don't hurt! Don't hurt! Don't hurt!

When you smiled at me and said everything was fine, it hurt me Yudh! I know you're just trying to keep me from worrying too much. However, seeing you more and more damage your body, I was tormented slowly.

If this is the case, I become very emotional. I can cry easily. I became very crybaby. My emotions up and down are unclear.

I feel like I've become a strong woman. Ever since my father died, I've been suffering a lot, I've been fighting with both my hands and my feet. Although stumbling, but I can stand firm. But now it is different, when I have a figure that I can use to lean on, it feels like my heart is weakening not as strong as it used to be.

This is a loss for me.

Nah!

This is not a loss for me. I just have to interpret if God's testing stages are getting harder. If the exam stages get harder, it's a sign that I'm getting stronger. I'll definitely get through it. Wouldn't God give me a test beyond my means?

I can definitely pass all the trials of God!

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"Why are you crying?" Ask Yudha to me.

I'm shaking. He's getting more worried.

"Am I overreacting?" Ask again.

I'm nodding. "It hurts so bad, Yudh!"

He woke up from his sleep and hugged me.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mel! I couldn't control myself." Yudha.

"But it's good." My grin is without sin.

Yudha took her hug off me. He looked at me annoyed. "Don't joke! I'm really worried about you, baka! I remember how I treated you. Sorry, for a moment I even ignored the fact that you're pregnant right now. Shit, I'm being so wild." Evidently.

I understand all this. Our feelings and desires are on the same frequency. We want each other.

"My pregnancy is fine, Yudh! I think it's okay because we don't do it every day. When I finish the PKL later, please control yourself! For the sake of our children. Can you do it?" My toot.

Yudha's face was doubtful. How heavy is it to resist your desire not to touch me?

"I'll try." Yudha. Hm, he can't even be sure of his words.

"Weight huh?" My toot.

Yudha nodded. "Hn, heavy. Just thinking about you has aroused a pent-up desire. My brain is too vivid to remember all your curves, Mel!"

I really wanted to hit him. I'm talking seriously like this, he'll respond with origin. Yudha is a typical guy with a neatly arranged plan. He is the best self-controller. If this is the case, I will find it harder to extract information from him.

He definitely won't share his problems with me. Do I have to find out for myself?

"I'm pregnant you're like this, what else isn't pregnant?" I said.

"I'm thinking about it, Mel.." Yudha.

"What?" My toot.

"I'm sorry.." Yudha.

Regretted? Yudha's sorry? What does he regret? Is he sorry that he married me? Eh? Or did he regret having intercourse with me? What the hell? Why does it feel so weird like this?

"I'm sorry, Yudh?" Gumamku.

"If fucking yourself is this good, why haven't I done it in the past? Why didn't I do it the first time we met? I would've raped you, I should have done it at that time. It would have been really exciting if I had gotten your body in the first place." Yudha.

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This man hit by the rocks of Mount Fuji what?

"It's crazy that if you fuck before there's a marriage bond, you want me to get married for getting pregnant first? What do people say? You're not sane! You're sick!" My misery.

Yudha is really.

"No need to be afraid said someone! The pregnant are you, not them. Who raped me, not them." Yudha.

Here it is, the thought of a genius who is always beyond my reasoning. I really failed to understand his genius idea.

"Yudha asked to be beaten?" I said.

"Why should you hit me if you can kiss me?" Yudha challenged me apparently.

"You're ngeselin."

"And I'm just doing a supposition that obviously can't happen." Yudha. "While you were naked in front of me, I would have taken my shirt off and put it on you. I'll never touch a woman who has no legal ties to me." Yudha.

"Currently, what the hell?" Njirr, my face is red. Though only like that, but Yudha can always make me not care.

"Your reddened face makes me want to eat you. You look like a tomato, Mel! Due to the effects of your pregnancy, I cannot eat real tomatoes. How about I just eat you right now?" Yudha really likes teasing me.

"Don't be silly! I'm tired." I said.

"Kiss me, Mel!" Pinta Yudha again.

Is this kid really wanting a kiss from me? He talked about it all the time.

"..." - ".I just keep quiet. I wonder how much he's trying to get his wish.

"Tomorrow I have to go back to Tokyo, you can't give me a kiss?" Yudha.

Ah, I forgot this. True too, Yudha tomorrow must return to Tokyo to work. I will be left again. Suddenly so sad, huh?

Something is missing.

The risk of long distance relationships is very painful.

I saw Yudha's tormented face also with this relationship. I seem to have chosen the PKL wrong place. Already far away from Tokyo, each of us is very busy again. Poor too. I feel the fog myself. Yudha must have felt it too.

In the end I lowered my prestige. I told Yudha to close her eyes. I also gave Yudha a package kiss.

I kissed her forehead.

I kissed both of his eyelids.

I kissed both cheeks.

I kissed his nose.

Funny to kiss her nose too. As I was being swept away by this funny and tickling feeling, Yudha quickly took control of my lips with hers.

I can only widen my eyes. This guy really likes to kiss me all of a sudden. Thankfully, she didn't kiss me guerrilla everywhere.

He looked at me with a dead smile. A smile that could melt the ice at the north pole.

"Melody.." Call Yudha.

"Yes?"

"You're like a fan, soothing my heart." Yudha.

Hah-huh? 😨☻

END OF MELODY'S POV