MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
Party 7: Talking Part 3
"After I spoke to Amamiya-san, heart to heart, my feelings became better. I'm sure, Amamiya-san also felt the same way. Choosing to make peace with the past, right? Why do I hate him so much longer? Yudha loves me. Yudha has chosen me. What can I get from Amamiya-san to make her suffer? There ain't! I'm a fool if I choose to hate him in the future, in fact Amamiya-san does not love Yudha as I thought. From what I'm interpreting, Amamiya-san is only 'fear' if her childhood best friend is taken away by me. Given Amamiya-san's miserable childhood, it was only natural that she felt that way... But now that it can be said that it is over, Amamiya-san and I will start a new chapter by closing the old painful story. The foundation that is built may not be strong, but starting with good things is a good hope as well. I hope, in the future, happiness will always be with me and Amamiya-san. God, this is the right decision, right?" Inner Melody.
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"Melody and I are taking a new step forward in our lives tomorrow. Thank you for opening the door sorry for me, no, I mean, thank you for forgiving me... I feel so relieved. I hope I can sleep well without nightmares again. The evil characters I played betrayed my heart. Not in line with my thinking. Being a good person is the best option. My life will be calm and peaceful. I don't want to be the bad guy who ultimately ruined my life. I don't want to. I will never fall into selfishness... Melody, Yudha, I pray for your happiness. Always and forever. Believe in the power of your love because going forward, it's all a lot harder than just resolving a misunderstanding I've made... You know Yudh, Mel... Alvin's mother, Mrs Kurenai, was a snake. He can suck your blood out. If he doesn't like your blood, then you just need to be tempted by his beautiful snare and die slowly with his venom. Beware, that snake woman is very dangerous! Though I feel like sometimes, he's very pathetic." Inner Yura.
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"May I keep your number? Sorry, I just want to get to know you." Said Yura.
Melody nodded and the two of them exchanged phone numbers.
"Thank you very much, Melody-san."
"Together, Amamiya-san." Melody.
They speak lightly. Melody was still reluctant to return to the party because she was bored by having to smile here and there to accompany Yudha to welcome her guests.
"I didn't see Yudha's mother and grandmother, did they come home early?" Ask Yura.
"Yes they came home early. Gotta take care of grandpa and Aron-san. Grandma is also not well." Answer Melody.
"Hmm, trouble is indeed happening to the Kazehaya family and it's overstretched. I read the news in the media and got the story directly from my father. I hope you can always be next to Yudha because she's not as strong as most people see her." Said Yura.
"You're right, after a year with him, I learned a lot about him. A man who likes to make himself a protective shield. Men who choose to create the happiness of others. A man who doesn't know what he really wants. That is what Yudha is like. Baka desu ne, ano otoko..." Melody. He smiled as he told her how stupid Yudha was. "Not only is he stupid, but he is willing to suffer for the sake of others. Ah, the fools are increasing even."
Baka desu ne, ano otoko: Stupid yes, that man.
"You understand him well apparently. Thank goodness you were the one standing next to him. That was the best. I pray for your happiness and that of Yudha, Melody-san." Yura said sincerely.
"Arigato gozaimasu, Amamiya-san. I hope God always makes you happy too." Melody. "Well Amamiya-san, right now, what are you doing? I'm sorry, I mean you're out of the entertainment world." Continue Melody carefully.
"Hmm, what do you expect from the people that the majority of people in this country already hate? One, two, the first three months, people were looking at me with disgusting looks. I'm not allowed to breathe in this country." Yura begins to tell her sad story after being caught lying to the public about her condition after an accident.
"Because I feel like I no longer have a place on this land, then I choose to end my life. I feel like the world has betrayed me. I feel like the world has left me. Death was the best choice at the time. And yes, I tried to kill him. However, God seems not to let myself die so easily, when I awaken, Yudha is near me. At the time, I felt like I wasn't really abandoned." Yura continued.
"Judha is just a good person. Yes, even if you remember that time. But if he's more open to me then, maybe the misunderstanding isn't protracted." Inner Melody.
"Because Yudha was the one who did not abandon me when I was betrayed by the many people in this country, my selfishness increased. I'm becoming more and more so, taking advantage of my weakness so that Yudha doesn't leave me." Connect Yura.
"..." - ".Melody recalled that when her patience was exhausted, she chose to rebel against Yudha and the PKL abandoned Yudha.
"And again, God is not silent. I should have learned when God gave me a chance. I wasted it instead. In the end, I got a second reprimand. Yudha came and cut off all friendly relations with me. This is my great fear and it happened. I threatened him to kill himself again, but he didn't care. Like, 'if you want to die, just die! I don't give a shit.' " Yura Continue.
"Yud-Yudha said that?" Melody did not expect that Yudha could say that. Yudha did not tell him this.
"Yes, he said it was up to me if I wanted to die. Haha, I'm a bitch. For a long time he will definitely not hold it as well because I am indeed troublesome. After Yudha left, Sai-kun came and slapped me very hard." Said Yura.
"Sai-san is? Slap you? That guy? That's like. sorry. the undead." Shocked Melody.
"Yes, the undead did it and asked me to come to my senses. To not disturb your relationship with Yudha just because of my selfishness. As I said before, I have never loved Yudha. I never had any amorous feelings for Yudha. I just don't want him to leave me after you're present. The person I have loved all this time is only Miura Sai even though until now, she has not given her love to me yet." Said Yura. He smiled smirk.
Yudha told Melody this. Melody knew who Yura loved. The pain will be left alone it can make like this as well apparently. Pathetic indeed.
"Amamiya-san, gamabrimasho!" Melody. "Fighting!"
Yura smiled. "Arigato gozaimasu."
"Then, how do you survive the ugly views of the people of this country?" Melody asked curiously.
"I live in Italy, follow Sai-kun. I don't live at home, but I'm pretty close to him. In Italy no one recognized me, I lived a normal life and opened a florist business." Answer Yura.
"Flower shop? You like flowers?"
"Yes, I like it a lot, I spend a lot of time growing flowers. That was so much fun. I feel alive again."
"Thank God if you can live a good life now. I'm happy for you."
Everyone has the same chance to change. A bad past or even being a bad person, it doesn't matter. God will not discriminate his servants. All men before God are the same, all that distinguishes is his worship.
Even a wicked person can be nobler if for the rest of his life he devoted himself to worship properly his God. The error of Yura is still small, if God alone is Most Forgiving, then he must not straddle the nature of man? Of course, he will also give the apology to Yura.
The bad is rewarded with good. Good is rewarded with good. Those who plant well, eat will reap good results.