
For a few minutes enjoying his kiss, Adel kept his eyes closed, enjoying every sweep of Varel's lips. As much as possible Adel did not shed his tears.
Varel took off his pagutan, he looked fixed on the face of the girl in front of him. He cupped Adel's cheeks with both hands and kissed the girl's lips again.
Their kiss ended after they had completely lost all the oxygen in his body.
"Thank you om. Max for tonight. Think of this as our first and last date. Think of it as our farewell date" Adel said after he managed to catch his breath.
The deg!
Varell was surprised to hear that.
"Mksud you what?" tanyakanya.
"I'm leaving tomorrow" replied Adel.
"Where?" varel's feeling is getting bad.
"As I said. I want to continue my studies abroad. And I don't want to hang your status here. I have dreams, I have dreams too. We have the same dream, but the time to make it happen is different. I want to concentrate on achieving my other dreams first. I I don't want to prevent om realize dream om, which is also a dream mother who wants to immediately see om married. Thanks for all this time,"
Varel's legs retreated one step, he was completely shocked and definitely in disbelief.
" Don't joke, del. It's not really funny!" sangkal Varel's.
" I'm serious om, all this time I've been secretly preparing everything. And the day after I left. I can only say thank you and also sorry," said Adel choked. This was not his sudden decision. He thought about it carefully.
"Tell me this isn't true! Tell me you're not leaving me! Say it! Can't you achieve that other dream by staying here, by my side? Can't that dream come true with our same dream? Tell me you're not leaving!" Varel shakes Adel's shoulders in frustration. Makes the girl cry.
"Sorry, um. Can't," Adel bowed.
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The car arrived in front of the house. Varel and Adel were still sitting quietly in the car with no one intending to go down first. The silent atmosphere without sound. They both dissolve in their minds.
"Can't you achieve the dream here, by staying by my side?" again Varel tried.
Adel shook his head, "My presence on the side of om will only make om longer realize the dream om,"
"How long have you been gone?" ask Varel.
Adel shook his head, "No idea, maybe five or six years,"
"I can wait" said Varel quickly.
"Maybe I can, but I can't. I can't bring selfish feelings and guilt to continue with me for making om bound by a promise I can somehow keep. It might not even be able to materialize. I didn't ask you to wait for me. Better it all end here. I pray you find a good woman and better than me soon" Adel evenly spread his fingers. His heart was already broken to pieces when he said it.
Varel sneered, "Are you sure that's your prayer?" tanyakanya.
Adel fell silent, he did not know what to say.
Varel rubbed his face rough. Their relationship has not even started yet but it has to run aground like this.
"I go down first, tired of taking a break. The day after I left at nine" said Adel. He hurriedly opened the car door because he could no longer pretend to be tough and fine in front of the man.
"I won't drive you!" yell Varel.
Adel closed his eyes which were very hot to hear the cries of anger from Varel. He sped up his footsteps, wanting to get to his room immediately.
"Si!" he hit the car's steering wheel. He was really not willing to let go of the girl who had always been in the circle of his life. The girl who was slow but sure killed her feelings for Syafira. His heart was completely broken, even more so than before. All this time he really put great hopes on Adel. But everything now seemed to be in vain, he had to lose before the war.
Varel drove his car back. He didn't stop by Bara's house.
His feelings are completely fucked up.
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Two days later....
Adel is waiting for his departure abroad. Syafira kept warning him to be careful in the land of the people alone. To keep in touch with him at all times, to take care of yourself and good health. And no less important, keep the association yes while there. He continued to hug his sister while sobbing.
While Bara stood in front of them carrying Baby Zack and Zio in both hands. The twins sit on Adel's left side. Nala has not stopped crying since. He did not want to let go of his favorite Onty. Nathan has been quiet and down ever since. His face looked sad, but he said nothing.
"Udah, brother don't cry. I don't want to leave my sister like this" Adel smiled to say Syafira's heart and his own.
"I'm going to make our dreams come true, brother, anyways I'm going to go back. Kan, here there is already my sister-in-law and niece who are funny. Brother take it easy, I will take good care of myself. Later sometimes brother can look at me all vacation right? This rich sister's husband, benefits in his money, "adel's slopp. Making Syafira smile at him.
" That's dong, smile. Don't cry anymore, pity the twins. Princess Onty also cried continuously from earlier. Nala can't be sad. Later when Onty comes home, Onty brings a lot of souvenirs for Nala with Nathan," Adel kisses the top of the little girl's head.
" really? But Nala so no friends play barbie at home, Nala sad onty syantik, huaaaaa, "
" cup cup don't be sad. There will be mothers, here hug, "Nala immediately hugged Adel tightly by still crying as much as she wanted.
"Boy, Onty tipped mama yes. If daddy's naughty, say the same to Onty. Later Onty immediately flew to angerin daddy," joked Adel To Nathan. The boy looked up, his eyes glazed over.
Nathan nodded without a sound.
Adel chose to wait for the plane in the boarding room. If she saw her brother too late, she was afraid to undo her intention to leave.
"We're going home. You enter. Careful. When you get to contact us immediately," said Bara and Adel nodded.
He walked away from Syafira and the others slowly but surely his steps got further and further away from them. Sometimes he looked, his eyes looking for someone.
" He really didn't come" he murmured inwardly. Sad for sure. Disappointed, but he doesn't blame Varel. It's not the man who's wrong here. Not himself. The circumstances that force you to choose. Go or stay here with all the consequences.
Adel re-entered his legs with his ex, but his heart was hurt.
Varel who had just arrived immediately ran to find Adel's whereabouts. He pulls the hand of a girl he thought was Adel but he wasn't. He kept looking.
Once again Adel turned his head, but remained invisible to Varel's nose. He breathed heavily.
"Nothing to regret. It's all your decision, Adel. Stepping hard, going hard. Come home with a title that your brother boasts of," he murmured inwardly.
Suddenly, his hand was pulled by someone. Tightly in her deck. Haven't seen the face of the man hugging her, he already knew that it was Varel from the warmth of his embrace. From the heartbeat of yes and also from the roar of the breath of the man who was panting.
Adel breaks Varel's embrace. He looked at the man's face and touched it, "I'm gone. You have to live well after this. I'm sorry, "that's all Adel can say. He can't speak anymore.
"Wait!" Varel blocked Adel's hand when the girl was about to turn back.
"I just want to know, all this time, how did you feel about me? Is my name here? (Instructing Adel's chest). Have you ever loved me?" ask Varel full of demands.
Adel did not answer him directly, he took one step forward, pulling the collar of the man in front of him. Tip to and kiss her lips full of feeling, "You know the answer" he said later.
Shafira who saw him immediately reacted, her hand immediately closed the eyes of the twins. He was eager to get close and advise his sister, but was immediately restrained by Bara by shaking her head, "Let it go," he said slowly while making sure that Zio and Zack also did not see the romantic but dramatic scene. Syafira.
Adel immediately turned around and took quick steps to leave Varel.
He continued walking with long steps while continuing to dispel the tears that fell on his beautiful face.
Varel stared at the girl's back who was getting away with limp and blank eyes. Go, the girl is really gone.
"Go away?And I won't forgive you!" yelled Varel with the rest of his strength.
"I was wrong" Adel in his heart.
"Go! I won't wait for you! As you asked even you pray! I'm going to marry another girl!" yelled Varel frustrated. Even the girl deliberately blocked her number or may have changed the number so that there was no communication between them. Adel doesn't Varel fail to move on from him.
"That's better, and au will try to be happy for you if it happens," Adel's mind, he's speeding up his steps while continuing to wipe his face asphyxiated.
Trust me, his heart hurts just as much as Varel's.
"Why don't you ask me to wait. I can wait for you, even ten or fifteen years I will wait, if you ask. But why do you pray that I find another girl. WHY," muttered Varel who continued to stare fixedly at Adel's back which was getting further from his sight.
"If I can be selfish, I want you to wait for you. I want destiny to reunite us" Adel quipped inwardly.
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As I said in Ig yes, today Last Extra bonus for the novel 'Mother for my children. But God willing they'll be at a meeting back in another story. Will they eventually be fooled? Author is still thinking about the plot for them 😄
See you in other othor stories 😘😘
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