My Antagonist Life Reancarnation's
Chapter 1: 12

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"Annie." A voice rang out from in front of me, making me open my eyes and turn to the master. Not spontaneously, but consciously and slowly.

"What are you doing here? And why are you here?" Someone asked after calling me in a complicated tone.

The person who called me was now clearly visible before my eyes, his face small and innocent.

With black hair at the top and dark bluish at the end of the hair.

Honestly I'm surprised. But I pretended to be just awake. I don't know when she saw me but I have to do something quietly.

"..."

Jeez gosh gosh gosh gosh, yahoo!!

Although I can manage the look on my face. But not with my heart that keeps running ria. You're that's really surprising to know.

And yep, it's Brother Raan.

Because looking at Brother Raan, I immediately gave her my best smile that was sweet, cute and innocent.

"I saw you walking this way earlier, so I followed you." He told me how he saw me.

And, AAAAARRRGGH!!

When I gave Mom an excuse. That reason is by smiling or laughing sweetly and it can be! Why didn't it work!

But I try to stay calm. All right, forget it. What do you think. Just let him think about why I'm here.

And he walked up to me he took off his shirt or his blazer and put it on me. What a good brother that was once my dream.

"It's cold here, wear it." He said as he dressed it to me, then he grabbed me while leaning against a tree.

I thought he wanted to take me back to my room. Maybe he thinks I want to be here. If that's true, then He really is a good brother.

"Are you not able to sleep?" Ask what I answered with a slow nod. Then I closed my eyes while leaning on him and fell asleep.

With a smile that could make Mother melt and this unbearable, could not make the Ice Prince tremble. Means our heroine, really a woman who cannot be underestimated. If we meet later, I'll ask for a sign.

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A few months passed. If I count your pregnancy a little more to eight months.

I began to be able to speak a little more fluently than before, but what was fluent was the tip of his words alone.

Of course I can't say it's a good achievement.

And, forget about it.

Right now the feeling I feel is a pleasure because it's not too long ago I'm going to have a sister.

If time comes, there will be one more sister I have. It was really fun just thinking about it.

From the beginning I really wanted to have a sister, but what is the power, even I became a sister.

And because of that, I was thinking of creating an orphanage. It used to be in a previous life, and had them call me 'Sister' or if I could 'Onee-san'.

I thought about how the sweet kids felt. Are they sad or don't they care? Or maybe not even think about it at all?

Ah, it's better I sleep because the night it gets, then I melt myself to go to dreamland.

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The place that was so dark made me a little confused because I did not know this place but felt a little familiar.

'Did I die again?'

It was a thought that suddenly flashed out of nowhere, but I was just sleeping.

Then what's in it if someone or a hit man kills me? I will not rule this residential area either.

All of a sudden, the place I was incising turned into a clear lake that looked very broad and also deep because it did not look the slightest at last.

And the dark blue sky is riven with tiny bright stars. Makes the place beautiful. It was like a quiet and pleasant night for me.

And this place is where myself and Blackie met, which is where he got me to be in a world full of magic.

A cat walking in the air. He looks like he's coming down the stairs. Before long he was like that when he was on my face, he stopped. There is enough distance between us.

"Meow~ Long time no see." The cat that looks like it's rolling over.

"Blacki." I said while pointing at him.

And that's quite surprising again, because I can talk. Though it should still be difficult because it looks from my body is still the same as in the other world.

"What did you say, you fucking man?!" Say the cat while erecting its fur like being angry, or indeed angry(?).

"I'm not blaming? Because you're black." I said to fix myself.

"My name isn't 'Blackie' you know?!"

"Don't dodge, you're black."

"Whatever! Hmph?!" Knit the 'Blackie'.

"If not Blackie what? Because your eyes are red, is it Redie?" Ask me.

"..." - ".Waw, his face is flat.

"Just be happy with yourself." He said with deep annoyance.

"All right, Cat." Answer me while pointing my thumb. It would be nice to have a name like that.

".. whatever." Flat in tone and face.

"Forget it first, meow~ 'cause I want to discuss something with you." Her speech changed the topic, which is where her choice of words made me wonder.

"Son, you must have read the novel from every version?" Ask what I answered with a nod.

"But do you know why the antagonist's parents spoil him so much? They still have one more daughter?" The question he asked really confused me. But I replied, this time shaking my head.

"Do you remember one of the eradications about an organization in his novel?" I answered this question with a nod, after which he stopped asking.

A few moments of silence struck, making me even more confused, but even so I kept thinking hard.

"What do you mean big cat?" Tired of that hard thought, I asked.

"Then you'll know in a minute." He answered while creating a portal.

I who understood it walked towards the portal but stopped because the cat asked again.

"Why are you thinking of reincarnation? Not choosing heaven?"

"If it's. 'cause you made it the first choice and I like all things 'first'." My answer made him pause for a moment.

"Basic crazy girl." He said while putting on a face of disbelief and shame with my behavior, he was like pondering the right words to call me and be brief.

"You think it's just because of that?" He frowned confused.

"If I choose the option of the afterlife, indeed you say heaven. But in the end, there are two more options for me. No, all living things.

"Heaven and hell."

"If my sins are many, my option of the afterlife becomes hell. Looking at my previous life, I can feel my many mistakes. After all if I choose the afterlife I won't be able to enjoy the ups and downs of life and improve."

"There is nothing in this world as instant as the choices you make. Though saying the afterlife after heaven. It won't remain a paradise."

"That's hard to achieve even if only you were accidentally mistakenly targeted by the angel of death. The Hereafter remains the hereafter. Still in the state between heaven and hell."

"More I have never felt the pleasure of the world at all."

"The pleasure of my world, I don't know. Is this my fault or my own fault? But if I think with my adult intellect. It's my fault, and it's-it's my test."

"family? I have it here and there. But the difference between them is huge. I blame and keep blaming either on God or myself there, even though it's incomplete I still have it."

"Even those in the upper layers laugh at me. They say the right thing, I'm not grateful. I'm still embarrassed to remember."

"But here.. I'm trying something new. Be more open and try to close everything that has made me one eye.."

"At that time, I never became an adult, despite making the biggest companies unrivalled. Mature age. Looking at the catch of Ice Princess from men and women."

"Perfectly? I always curse them with a lot of blame. If I extend it again I declare myself as a child and a man's mind is at the very least. My destiny is to blame, it means to blame God too, right?"

"So, my only remaining option is reincarnated. Somehow back then, I thought in this new world I could get better. Stop blaming God, loving the world around, mengikhlaskan something and become stronger."

"The adults I have made now, with the bodies of children who are even still far away to maturity. But, I keep making it grow. I can open my heart like that again. Also.. I'm.."

Suddenly the portal moved itself towards me, making me enter it without the need of myself walking towards it.

"You talk a lot too huh, crazy girl? If it continues on there will be no end." Said the big cat in a tired tone.

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When I opened my eyes. I found myself back in my room, I got up from my sleep and now I'm in a sitting position.

'Weird cat'

I thought because he was just asking and answering about strange things that confused me. Then kicked me out casually without saying anything.

I couldn't say the last sentence. Because time is impartial. If I explain how I think, it'll be more than that.

No more talking thanks.

Cih, sucks.

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Thank you for reading this novel.

I'm sorry if there was any mistake because this is my first novel.