MY BELOVED KNIGHT'S
HE MISSED HER MORE IN SILENCE
How about our next training plan, it seems like in our last meeting, being too excited, we forgot to discuss the next meeting for us to do the next exercise.
A message from Bram made a big smile on Ernest's lips.
I just happen to be free all day. We can practice today if you all have time.
A message so quickly written by Ernest makes Bram as chairman look quite surprised, because all this time he saw the figure of Ernest as a friend who always seemed calm, calm, and calm, not in a hurry and choosing to see the circumstances around, only then will he issue his opinion.
But just now Bram could feel how Ernest looked so rushed to type his message so that there were some words that looked less or excess one or two letters that he did type with hand movements as fast as he did could.
What about the others? Janetta and Tira, can you guys practice the band today? If I were, like Ernest, my schedule would be empty today.
The next message from Bram made Ernest tapped his fingertips on the dashboard of his car in an unsettled manner, impatiently waiting for responses and answers from others, especially Tira.
At the moment Ernest really hopes that Tira is also willing to practice the band today, which means that it can provide an opportunity for Ernest to communicate with Tira even though he may not be able to speak personally, just the two.
But for Ernest it was a much better thing than his heart that continued to be unsettled because after feeling used to always being near Tira, it was a lot better, but last night he couldn't get close to Tira who didn't even look willing to look at him at all.
I can also practice today, although I'm actually planning to go to the painting exhibition together with my friend, but I can postpone it tomorrow or the day after if necessary.
Janetta's answer to Bram's message made the smile on Ernest's lips widen.
Even now Ernest's heart is pounding like he is waiting for the results of the university entrance exam test announcement because so expect Tira to immediately write a message that also states his ability to practice the band today.
For Ernest it was impatient as he imagined being able to meet Tira at the band rehearsal today.
Sorry for everything, today I can't do band rehearsals, because I'm having an event with my brothers coming from Gracetian. Maybe in three or four days I can. It might be rescheduled for our exercise plan.
The answer messages in the group from Tira made Ernest's body become limp with long breaths filled with disappointment.
“Hopefully when I meet the princess, I can control and hide my love and longing in front of her so that it is not seen in the slightest by her.” Ernest said slowly and finally sat back up straight, trying to control his heart that felt like a mess today, but he remembered that there were still many things he had to do at the moment, which he had to do, including continuing his investigation of the Tira intruder, who yesterday found little clues.
“Maybe this is the best for me, immediately find that successor and return to Gracetian, live my life as before.” Ernest said quietly with a resigned attitude, trying to take a deep breath before he finally decided to immediately return to the apartment despite the feeling of being so stifling his chest once he was aware of who he was and his position as a knigh, he said, he was the personal bodyguard of Alvero Adalvino, king of the Gracetians.
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Tira who was in the car with Steven as the driver and Edi who was sitting next to Steven seemed to hold his chest pounding several times since he saw the figure of Ernest in the class.
Although his eyes did not look at Ernest and there was no communication between them earlier, for Tira to realize that Ernest's presence nearby was enough to make her heart flutter violently.
To be honest, it was hard for Tira not to turn her eyes to the Ernest she admired so much, but Tira knew, if she dared to turn her eyes to Ernest, so his attempt to restrain himself calmed his heart when he came face to face and face with Ernest would fail.
As experienced by Ernest, Tira's heart was also not calm since they separated, because of his longing and love for Ernest, so filled his entire heart cavity, so much, and almost made him run into Ernest's arms whenever he realized that Ernest was nearby.
Right now, Tira was deliberately avoiding Ernest to get her heart set, and was also intending to make Ernest realize his meaning to Ernest which would definitely be more pronounced when they were apart for a while.
Tira wanted when the time came, Ernest could no longer dodge as he questioned what he meant to Ernest, and how Ernest actually felt about him.
Whether she was the girl that Ernest loved, Tira really wanted to make sure of that without giving Ernest a chance to hide it.
For Tira with Ernest's attitude and Ernest's actions during this long time on her, Tira could feel that the man who had already managed to make her fall in love had feelings for her as well, although on several occasions when Tira asked Ernest to admit it, the man always seemed to avoid.
This time, I'll make you admit everything, and won't give you a chance to keep twitching anymore. For that, I also have to make myself able to control my heart when dealing with you later. With your strong character as a knight so loyal to the Gracetian kingdom and Brother Alvero, I am sure you will forever avoid me if I do not act. I will make you no longer care about your status or the distance between us and be honest about how you feel between the two of us.
With a great determination, Tira said in her heart and deliberately wrote a message in the group refusing to practice the band, so that for a few days she and Ernest did not meet for a while, so that if the time comes, Tira plans to make Ernest not dwell and confess his love.