MY BELOVED KNIGHT'S
A DETERMINATION OF BOTH
Ernest... Have my words become a burden to him? Was I wrong when I expressed the seriousness of my relationship with her? What for Ernest, our relationship is just a trial and error?
Various questions arise in Tira's mind without her being able to control it again, and make her feel gambled, and make her choose to stare out of the car through the glass window that is beside her.
As soon as the car had stopped properly, the still daydreaming Tira seemed to be drowning in her daydream, until she suddenly gasped in shock as soon as she felt Ernest's two sturdy arms, suddenly hugged her from the side tightly, and on purpose, Ernest placed his chin on Tira's shoulder, with his face facing Tira's face, thus making his nose touch Tira's cheek, so as to, and his warm breath, swept across the face of his beautiful lover.
“I really love you Tira. I did not expect that much you already love me at a very young age, and you could still want to play around and assume our relationship is just a trial and error..” Ernest's words were spoken so closely, that Tira could feel the freshness of Ernest's breath, making Tira's chest seem to stop beating because of that.
“Tira, no girl has ever had a love affair with me. Let alone a lover, even other than you, I have never felt what it is like to fall in love with a girl..” Ernest spoke his words while closing his eyes, enjoying the sweet smell of Tira's heady body and making his mind drift, as well as reassuring himself that the girl in his arms right now was, he really has become her lover.
“For me. You are the only girl who has made me fall in love and will always be the only one, irreplaceable…. I wanted you so much and wanted to make you all mine, to tie you up with a wedding rope, that we could no longer be separated. Making you the queen of my life, the mother of my children, although as you say, maybe we can't make it happen soon enough. We have a lot to fight for it.” Ernest's soft words made Tira's hair bristle because of the tempestuous love in his heart towards Ernest.
After that Tira had thought that it was not that big as Ernest's love for him, but after Ernest revealed everything coupled with a close hug from both of Ernest's arms, Ernest said, making Tira immediately throw away his ugly thoughts towards Ernest earlier.
“As you said earlier, from now on, we will always be open, and there will be no more that we will hide from each other. You are the source of my happiness, which I will never let go of..” Ernest said as he let go of his embrace, let alone his eyes expecting another car looking for a parking position, and was seen approaching the parking position of the car he was riding in.
If the one who spoke those words was the terror, Tira was sure that she would shiver in fear, but when the one who said them was Ernest, the man she loved, she said, happiness instantly burst out from within Tira's heart, making the girl smile so widely.
“I will remember that well, for I myself have no intention whatsoever to break away from you.” Tira's face that had looked happy and happy again made Ernest smile with relief.
“Then...can I go back to my question? How did you control yourself as a man until your current age?” Ernest's eyes glared slightly at how Tira turned back to the question that led to Ernest's very personal affair, and Ernest could see so clearly that Tira was really curious as to how Ernest answered about it.
“I will answer it after we get married later, so that you do not regret having dared to ask me about such a thing.” While helping Tira remove the seatbelt that was still binding her body, Ernest said with an attitude of trying to be as relaxed as possible, although his breath had a little hunting because his mind had stopped by back to his dream with Tira which felt like a reality.
Although I can actually answer it now, that is by dreaming of you. That's what's been making me never think of approaching another girl just to channel my passion as a normal guy, and still expect you even though back then I felt it was the most impossible thing I could get. But it seems like my answer just now, is the most appropriate answer for the princess right now….
Ernest said inwardly as he tried to get rid of his thoughts that began to keep remembering his dreams with Tira, before he could not really hide his thoughts floating everywhere in front of Tira, that would make him very embarrassed.
Hearing Ernest's sweet reply, Tira could only smile with a face that was blushing shyly, she said, and it made him even more impatient to wait for the time to come where he could really marry Ernest.